Preface
"Alice,WHY?" I couldn't answer him. I wasn't getting away with this, so why make it any worse? "Alice, look at me." He forced me to look into his eyes. "Why did you do this?" He forced me to look at the scars, instantly I remember all the pain, the crying, the endless suffering. No. I wouldn't tell him. I couldn't tell him. I started crying. No crying wasn't the right word, I was sobbing. I eventually cried myself to asleep, afraid of what would happen next.
Chapter 1
APOV
I was walking down the hall way to my Calculus class when I heard a couple familiar voices start making fun of me. AGAIN. "Guys look, it's the cow!""How do you spell ugly? Oh yeah that's right, A-L-I-C-E!""Kill yourself. Please." I ran to the bathroom. I sat on the floor crying. What was I going to do? I couldn't go on like this forever. I couldn't. Suddenly my favorite person in the world walked into the bathroom. My twin. I quickly wiped up my tears and stood up. SHe couldn't know what was going on.
BPOV
I walked into the bathroom, I had to go see how my makeup looked. When I saw who was in the bathroom and what they were doing, I froze. It was Alice, my twin. "Alice, what's wrong?" She didn't say anything and the next thing I knew she was out the door. What was going on with her? Oh well, I didn't have time to think about it more, because the bell rang. I quickly turned and started running to my History class, Alice was nowhere to be found. Where did she go? I would definitely have to talk to her during my study hall time. It was a good thing that I had never gone to study hall, my teacher didn't even know that I was supposed to be in his left me with a free hour to roam the school, and talk to Alice. She never went to hers either. Time flew by in all my other classes and all I thought about was the sight of my sister crying in the corner of the bathroom.
APOV
Study hall came way too fast for my liking. All I could think about was what I was going to say to my sister when she asked what was going on. Do I tell her the truth? Or do I lie like always. Suddenly I called on during English class. Of course, I didn't know the answer. I hadn't listened to a single thing my teacher has said all year. No wonder I was failing this class. When I guessed the answer wrong, I was off by a long shot. "Not only is she ugly, but she's stupid too!" That got the whole class to erupt in laughter. I looked at my teacher with look that said I'm sorry, and ran out of the room, trying to hold in my tears until I got to my special hiding place, the old music room. There, I did the one thing I was actually good at, I played the beautiful, white, grand piano while I cried. Before I knew what was going on, I saw my sister sit next to me and start playing with me while I played my favorite song, Clair De Lune by Claude Debussy.
BPOV
I had found my sister in the old music room. She seemed so upset. The only way I could help was by playing the song with her. "Alice what is wrong? Why are you crying?" She didn't answer, she just started playing the piano faster. That's when I knew something was very wrong. My sister never played this fast. The tears came out more and more and more until she was sobbing. I had her stand up and hugged her and tried calming her down. I couldn't before I knew it, she had collapsed onto the ground and was unconscious. "Alice?ALICE? Please wake up!Wake up for me,wake up for me please." I screamed for help. All I could do was pray that she would wake up soon. Little did I know what would happen when somebody finally heard us and found us.