Alright. I am back again, I just miss this show so much. Anyway, this would never happen in a million years, but the idea came to me and I thought I'd write it. You wont know exactly what won't happen in a million years, for a couple chapters, but believe me, I think you'll be intrigued.
Someone To Love
A feeling
Red touches black. Another minute gone by, another hour wasted. Just deep stares into nothingness and a whole lot of unwanted thoughts. Alone and unguarded. Something she'd rather not be, but cannot seem to help. It's like, no matter what she does, she can't stop trying to pin point the exact moment where everything went wrong. Because the thing is, she can't think of one, because this time, she really doesn't think it was her fault.
He kissed another women, and Meredith was getting better, she was taking her sexy steps, and she was going to tell him that she didn't want him, or herself to date other people. Should she have been a little quicker in telling him? No. Because she had no idea what was going on. She had no idea that there was such a person named Rose. And that person name Rose could potentially ruin her life.
It's sunny outside for once. And for once the weather doesn't match her mood. How can it be sunny and cheery outside when she actually wishes for rain? She can't blame her mood on the rain like she sometimes does. So today, frankly, she has no excuse. Unless you count Derek being an impatient asshole.
Meredith shrugs and takes a bite or her cookie. Washing it down with a glass of nice cold milk, she wishes silently to herself, that things didn't have to be so hard. Life's not supposed to be this hard. She remembers telling that to a patient of hers a long time ago. It just really shouldn't. She knows it's supposed to be a little challenging. But the thing she doesn't get is why everything...everything. Has to happen to her. Why is it that she has to be faced with so many things that cause her to become dark and twisty. Does someone just really hate her that much?
Well whatever the case. Meredith just wishes she had something to love. Like a dog or something. But of course she's tried that before..and it didn't quite work out. She guesses that maybe she could try that again...but there are just so many people in her house right now, and then their is the whole thing about George and Meredith almost picking a dog over him. He will probably hate her if she gets another dog.
Meredith sighs deeply and downs the rest of her milk. She has work in half an hour. She's in no rush at all because she is all dressed and has clean scrubs ready and everything. Pondering for a moment or two, she thinks about what might happen at work today. Part of her wants to go to work, because surgeries and patients help her get her mind off her own problems. The other part of her wants to avoid work all together because she has another one of her feelings. Except this time she has no idea what this feeling is exactly. She just knows something is going to happen today; And that it will effect her greatly.
Meredith stares off again. She's sitting with legs tucked in on the couch. Everyone else is at work. She didn't have to be in until later because know one is allowed to exceed eighty hours. So here she is, all alone, and feeling unloved. Red touches black again. She has twenty minutes to get to work. It only takes about ten to get there. She decides to go to work anyway; Whether or not she has this feeling.
Alright. You'll find out eventually. Please just let me know what you think. I love reviews, they are encouraging, and they make me feel loved. :)