Dammit

Sirius is dancing with a girl in some corner of the room at a Hogwarts party. Remus is sitting across the room and watches him. These are his thoughts – please tell me what you think. Probably it's quite bad. Many swearwords and not exactly well written. But hm – I just thought I had to try.


Where is he?

Where… dammit where?

… I need some kind of a sensor.

I wanna know what he's doing.

Or perhaps I don't?

Damn.

I'm

definitely the jealous type.

So definitely.

I'm

surrounded by people having fun.

Laughing.

Playing games.

– Snogging.

And,

obviously,

I'm

the only effing person who isn't happy.

Oh.

Come on, come here.

Please.

Please.

Please. Please. Please. Please. Please.

Oh pweeaase

Oh shit.

No please.

No you won't.

No.

I can't believe it.

Oh dammit!

No don't dance the discofox!

That's our dance, you effing idiot!

No dammit.

Shit shit shit shit shit.

And I

can't do anything about it.

AND

I

HATE that music.

Fuckin' techno.

I only like techno when you're dancing with me.

They could at least play rock'n'roll.

Oh.

If

I

could just leave.

And play some songs on the guitar.

If

I

could just effing forget.

How I hate

unrequited love.


Okay... pleeeaaase tell me what you think. I don't know whether I like it myself yet because I wrote it all of a sudden but I just thought I had to. Now I really need reviews... that'd be so nice. Virtual cookies for everyone who does me the favour of a review :-) oh and thanks for reading.