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Part 2 and 3 will have Lithuania.

This is Part 1 Out of 3.

Causing Pain

By Waterrain

The lights go out all around me

Russia sighed softly for the lights have gone off again, but he didn't bother to fix it and besides it can wait until morning. His walk was slow and careful for there might be a stray object on the floor and he has not wish to have a broken leg or arm.

One last candle to keep out the night

He managed to find a candle in the kitchen and it was the last one. Russia struggled to find a lighter in the dark, but found one and lit the candle up. He sighed in relief, his walk resumed, and it was quicker for the candle helped to guide him.

And then the darkness surrounds me

Russia walked inside of his bedroom and made sure to cover up the dimly glowing candle for the window was opened letting in that cold wind. He sighed softly while setting the candle down and it flickered before going out. It was completely dark, Russia heard the howling winding, and tried to quickly shut the window. However it was too late and General Winter appeared inside of Russia's bedroom.

I know I'm alive

He was pushed down onto the bed, Russia tried to glare at General Winter, but it was too cold and his body felt ice cold from General Winter's touch. His whole entire being felt frozen and General Winter's hands were cold on Russia's cheeks.

But I feel like I died

Russia's violet eyes dimmed, tears silently fell, and then froze due to General Winter. His body felt weak and incredibly cold. He could still feel those hands touching him places that should not be touched, but also the feeling of General Winter completely invading his unwilling body.

"I might as well fix the lights, da." Russia said quietly and he knew General Winter will not appear again tonight.

And all that's left is to accept that it's over

My dreams ran like sand through the fists that I made

"There will never be any sunflowers covering my land." Russia whispered softly and he wondered why his dreams always turned into dust, but in this case snow. "It is hopeless, but yet I still hope."

Russia had a hot shower and dried off slowly while pondering over his broken dreams. He got dressed, walked out of the bathroom, and greeted the Baltic's with a smile for at least he is not alone in this house.

I try to keep warm but I just grow colder

I feel like I'm slipping away

Russia was putting wood into his fireplace and he was sighing for there never seems to be enough.

"It can't be help for it is winter time and almost impossible to have enough warmth." Russia muttered quietly and he tried to forget about General Winter, but it is Winter time. "If only I could just slip away from him."

After all this has passed

I still will remain

"I will still be here for I'm Russia, da." Russia stated calmly to himself and yet he felt sadden by it. "No matter what I shall remain here."

After I've cried my last

There'll be beauty from pain

Though it won't be today

Russia curled up into a ball and wondered why General Winter keeps on doing such things. Tears fell down his pale cheeks, but he wiped them away slowly and firmly decided this will be the last time his tears will fall down.

Someday I'll hope again

And there'll be beauty from pain

You will bring beauty from my pain

"Is there no hope." Russia whispered to himself and he heard the howling of the wind telling him 'I will stop if you will cause pain to Lithuania, make him bleed, and let his back have scars'. Russia looked down at his hands and he covered up his violet eyes.

"My beautiful Russia. Do you know how beautiful you look when in pain? Why not let your beloved Lithuania have pain and he shall become more beautiful. I promise you, Russia." General Winter whispered coldly and smoothly into Russia's right ear sending chills down Russia's spine. "I will no longer take you against your will. Simply hurt your Lithuania and I know it shall cause you pain in a different way. You shall forever remain beautiful."

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