allison pov
i never should have done that it's all my fault my actions now look where i am he could have I've been so blind it hurt them all erica begged me to stop but i kept going i almost killed boyd,issac,and mostly derek and broke up with scott i still have those nightmares screaming waking my dad geard went missing but now i have no friends barely a family i walk to school by myself every time i walk past the pack i speed up and duck my head ashamed to look in their eyes knowing their scared,angry ,and disappointed knowing i betrayed them but it kills me more seeing scott kiss and hugging another girl she everything i'm not we have the same tan and height but she's a red head smart and pretty and they can trust her no one knows that I'm gonna die inside and outside my lack of sleep and never eating is getting to me I know no one except my dad will care he tries to make me eat but i always walk away i'm growing pale and weak now here i am in my room ready to take my last breath leaving my dad forever everything is getting dark before i knew i hear my dad say that derek is there before hearing rushing and worried voices then i take my last breath before hearing crying