I've somewhat recently fallen madly in love with Cade. And I don't even watch the show lol. I've actually only seen like two and a half episodes. I immediately fell for Jade. Then I saw their interaction and I couldn't help ship her with Cat. Then fanfictions and tumblr just cemented my love. Now I ship them like it's my job. Lol anyway, enough of my love struck rant. Got this idea and thought I'd shared it with you.
"Will you shut your damn holes!" I yelled, unable to control myself.
Everyone around went quiet, their eyes wide. I tried to hide the surprise in my face. I was the one who yelled, I shouldn't be, but I was surprised at my sudden outburst. Maybe the most surprising thing is that we're all surprised. Everyone around here calls me a bitch. And I am. A bitch. But I think we could all sense the oddness of this outburst.
Before the teacher could regain his composure, I collected my things and walked out.
What the hell, I thought to myself. They were annoying sure, but what they were doing was hardly worth losing my cool. They had been discussing a new project and arguing about who'd do what. But I had felt so irked, annoyed, frustrated at their yapping; their voices buzzing obnoxiously in my ear, my skin heating up. I walked briskly, getting the hell out of school as fast as possible. While I did I refused to acknowledge the fact that I was glad she wasn't following me. Because the truth was, she was the reason for my outburst.
I lay on my stomach in bed, looking at my phone that lay next to my face. Her name on the screen. She had called again. I closed my eyes, attempting to keep her name out of my mind. Then a vibration went throughout the bed. I opened my eyes. A text. Her again. I didn't want her to worry, but I didn't want to talk to her. Except that I did. Too badly. But I couldn't. I closed my eyes again.
I opened my eyes. The room was darker than before. I had fallen asleep. I laid immobile for a moment, prolonging the inaction. Finally I sighed, turning on my back, I checked the text.
Hey, are you ok? I hope you are.
Despite myself my lips curled up the slightest.
Hey, I'm fine. I responded.
Soon a reply came in. It didn't seem that way in class.
I was just tired of everyone jabbering.
This next response took longer. Jade . . . you know you can tell me anything, right?
Yes, I know.
Again the response took longer, more than the previous. Okay.
I'm sure she wasn't convinced or satisfied, but she must have figured I wouldn't spill anything tonight. I wasn't sure if I ever would.
The next day at school I was at my locker, taking out books for my next class. Someone came to stand next to me, without looking I knew who it was. "Hi!" she said in her chirpy voice.
I didn't need to see her face to know she had a big smile on her face. It was so like her. It didn't mean she had forgotten about yesterday, just that she liked to keep a happy outlook on everything. I refused to let the smile that wanted to creep out reach my lips. I also didn't look at her, knowing if I did I'd melt. "Hey," I said without enthusiasm.
I turned around and started to walk to class. She walked up next to me and hooked her arm with mine. "Ugh," I groaned and looked to the side.
For once not pretending that it bothered me. It was conflicting having her this close. But she ignored it. I stole a glance at her. A happy smile on her face.
I sat outside the theater room, on the edge of the ramp that led to the entrance, swinging my legs. "Hey, are you okay?" a concerned voiced asked me.
I turned around and rolled my eyes, looking forward again. "I'm fine," I said disinterested.
She sat next to me. "You don't seem fine."
"Well, you're here now. Of course I'm not fine."
Through my peripheral I saw her looking at me seriously. I shifted uncomfortably. She looked away. We sat there in silence for a moment.
At this point I should have made another snark remark. But I guess I didn't have the energy to. This just further proving her point that I was not fine. I wasn't being myself and we were both highly aware of that.
The exit door opened again and Cat walked out. I let out a sigh. It was bad enough Tori was here. I didn't need Cat too. Tori must have been looking at me when I looked at Cat, and I must have made a face, because she gave me this look that told me she knew. She figured it out. My eyes widen just the slightest, but I hid the panic before it showed on my face. I ignored it, pretending I hadn't seen it, pretending she hadn't seen it, pretending there was nothing to see. Cat walked toward us, curiously. She looked between us. I could tell she looked left out. She must have thought I was confiding in Tori, instead of her. But soon a smile appeared on her face. And it made me wonder, how could she not see it? How could she not see it when Tori had seen it as clearly as if it had been written on my forehead. But this was Cat after all.
Before anything could be said or done I got up and went inside the theater room.
A/N: Don't know when I'll be updating next, since I think to better continue it I should watch the show.