This Is What Hurts the Most.
One Shot.
Main Characters: Lavender Brown talking about Ron and Hermione.
What hurts the most that he didn't love me, the way he loved her. His vows for her were unbreakable; he loved her, not me. He used me to get her. . . that vile little creature misled me through a series called love.
No words can describe what he did to me. No words can tell the tale of my broken heart. The bond that we share so lovingly was indeed shattered and the pieces never meant to be mended again. I tried to act strong and confident to my dismay I was fraught with sorrow. His words got to me, his soothing words that were told, his lips against my hair, breathing in my scent.
His red hair, scattered freckles, and lanky figure were something I missed. I had an undying love for him from the very beginning, however he was too naïve to notice it always noticing her though. Her busy brown hair, bucktooth teeth, and nogin full of knowledge.
It disgusted me that he could go for her when I was clearly there. I shook my head not getting it. How can he fall in love with her? I stayed away from their paths not wanting to experience the pain once again. It weaken my body and my mind, it was a dreadful experience.
He did not love me. I loved him. Life was harsh in moments like these, I did not deserve this. I was a good person in and out I did not commit sins, I respected my elders, I acted like a civilized person.
So what had done it? What had made him go farther away from me and towards her instead? I did not understand life at all. It's different beyond different, my life wasn't a fairy tale and there unquestionably wasn't any prince charming.
I wanted to sue the Muggle Disney films, there was no happy ending. There was no perfect soul mate. It was based on lies and more lies. I stopped thinking and glanced down. I was in the center of the wooden bridge, standing on one of the rails. Sighing I climbed higher, grabbing one of the wooden edges so I wouldn't slip off.
I sighed again, the wind blowing through my hair, the sun smiling at me from high above. I saw the mountains and their highest peaks from where they stood, peacefully, not a care in the world. I looked down and was surprised in how high I was from the ground.
It was just a speck of forest, with overflowing green shrubbery. I hung on with one hand, the other flapping around, soon I let go with my occupied hand and let both loose besides my sides.
I loved the scenery and how it was being exposed to me and me only. I breathed in Mother Nature's air.
"Lavender?" A soft voice murmured from a distance. I looked up startled, this was my moment. Not his, what was he doing here? Shouldn't he be with her? I ignored his gaze, and looked down.
"Lavender, what are you doing?" I glanced up making eye contact. My arms were free, and one leg was dangling loosely over the bridge's railings.
"This is what hurts the most Ron." I said breaking my eye contact and closing my eyes. Feeling myself slip over the edge, I jumped the rest of the way off the railings and dived into the forest, I was hundred feet above ground. The last thing I heard was his piercing scream, combined with my own.
-Miss V.