Chapter 1

Draco's POV

"listen... young Draco" i heard him say to me. no... not again, i can't stand his voice again!

it was all dark and i only heard him, Voldemort. but he's dead, Potter killed him, and i'm his last "follower" at Hogwarts. i never really was a follower, i was in survival mode. just trying to stay alive, with my father and HIM and all the other dark wizards who wouldn't hesitate to kill me if i spoke out of turn. i did what i had to do to stay alive. yet in the end i still chose my tormentors over what i truly felt was right.

"i have a task for you..." he told me.

"i don't want it," was all i said, but it felt so powerful to me, denying him.

"Draco, give me your mind!" he ordered regardless of what i said.

"no." i argued back. something clicked though and i couldn't breath, i was drowning in a see of thoughts. so many things.

"listen, deny, obey, restrict, count, lose, fight, fail" so many things going through me before i jumped awake, a great throbbing in my head.

"whats the matter malfoy?" teased my dorm mates but i just heard him, HIM the man i fought to lose for years.

looking at the clock it was breakfast and i felt a churning in my stomach.

"i am all the resources you need," he whispered to me.

i jumped up and looked around, he wasn't there. he was in me now, getting into my head.

i got dressed all the same and forced myself down to breakfast.

"trust in me Draco, you don't need this, you need what i tell you. find a unicorn!" he ordered me. i know what he wanted, he wanted me to drink it's blood, feeding him.

i sat down alone and got a few eggs on my plate. they smelled awful, they tasted awful, and i just couldn't swallow. i spit them out and left, passing by Potter and the golden Trio on my way out. people swarmed to them inviting them to come eat, i just... couldn't.

back in the dorm i heard him again.

"the library child, go, find the book discovery of man." he told me.

"shut up..." i told myself pulling my knees to my chest.

"silence you fool! i, am your master, you, obey me." he told me calmly, but in such a tone that i got chill.

"i'm not listening to you anymore!" i snapped in my head.

i could feel my physiological reflexes kicking in, pushing me back into survival mode, once again