Winx Club Special

By: FunahoMisaki

(A/N: I own nothing and what if in Season 2 all of Alfea plans to throw Bloom a surprise birthday party and have to keep it a secret from her while they're setting up, making it seem like they're avoiding her and want nothing to do with her for a full week? This effects Bloom in ways untold. AU OOC some bashing some Femslash.)

"Even here people want nothing to do with me unless they need me for something." Bloom said sighing to herself as she walked down the hallway of Alfea this was, of course, said after enduring a week of everyone even her supposed friends avoiding her. Hell even the teachers were avoiding her like she had the plague!

"I wonder if they even know or care that today's my birthday." Bloom said sighing again as she put her hand on the door handle to one of the science labs.

"Sorry Bloom but you're not allowed to go in there right now." Stella said walking down the hall just in time to see Bloom about to go into the large room that the teachers had sectioned off to use in order to celebrate Blooms birthday. They completely redecorated it and everything, heck Griselda even went to Earth to talk to Bloom's adoptive parents about what colors and themes she liked aside from the obvious!

"Talking to me now Stell?" Bloom asked somewhat sarcastically and causing Stella to frown and ignore the question as she roughly shoved Bloom aside in order to get to the door and enter it quickly, locking it behind her before Bloom could try to enter.

"Guess it was too much to hope for." Bloom said with another sigh while inside the room Griselda, DuFour, Palladium, and Stella listened to her confused and slightly worried. Stella looked out the enchanted one way window on the door just in time to watch Bloom wipe away a tear before slamming her fist into the wall in front of her, shocking the teachers with the violent action…and the hole in the wall that her fist had left.

"Even here I'm not worth the time of day unless they need me." Bloom said pulling her hand out of the wall and causing the teachers to wince slightly, both at her words and at the fact that her hand was bleeding pretty badly from smashing it into the wall. She must have broken at least one or two of her fingers with that punch. They watched worried and guilty as Bloom stared down at her fist for a moment as it fixed itself before she slammed it into the wall again, breaking it again and putting another hole in the wall.

"Great. Now I'll probably get in trouble for damaging school property. With the way everyones acting they'll probably just expel me and be done with it." Bloom said with a voice that was more defeated than it was angry and a humorless laugh at the second part.

"I need to get out of here before I lose it." Bloom said with a sigh as she walked off, shoulders slumped forward and head bowed slightly in defeat.

"I hope she isn't too angry when it comes time for her surprise part later." Palladium said worriedly while Stella shrugged.

"Nah! She'll be too surprised and happy to be angry!" Stella said although she too was very worried about her friend, she had never seen Bloom like that before not even when Sky's double identity was revealed. Bloom still hadn't forgiven Sky for that, sure she acted like it was ok and she was alright with it but Stella and the others often caught her giving Sky suspicious and distrustful looks when she thought they weren't looking.

"I just hope you're right for once Ms. Stella." Griselda said softly as she stared off in the direction Bloom had gone worriedly and guiltily. The birthday party had been her idea and the idea for it to be a surprise was Wizgiz's but she was the main planner for this party, she hoped Bloom wouldn't be too angry with her for the whole thing later on.

Many students watched as Bloom walked into the quad and headed straight for the gate before disappearing into the surrounding forest. Several of them, Flora and Musa in particular, wanted to go after her to make sure she was okay but they couldn't. They wouldn't be able to stand seeing their friend so sad or upset without telling her the reason they were avoiding her so much for the last week.

Bloom sighed as she entered a small clearing she had found a little ways away from the lake, near a tree that had been struck by one of Stormy's lightning bolts and never really healed. This was where she always came whenever she just needed space, some place to think, or to just get away. She pulled an object out of her pocket and looked at it for a minute as she sat down and leaned back against the lightning struck tree.

It wouldn't be the first time she's used the object although her healing power healed most of the scars she would normally have from it. She knew a way around that now though. She was able to now turn her healing ability on or off at will and right now she flipped the mental switch completely to the 'off' side.

She made the first cut on her left wrist, a thin one that bleed sluggishly but steadily and smirked.

"Heh. I can't take it anymore so if I'm going to go through with this I might as well go all the way." Bloom said giving a humorless laugh that didn't suite her as she reached into the book bag that had been slung over her shoulder and withdrew a piece of spare loose leaf paper she had floating around. Bloom put the paper on top of one of her school books before dipping her right pointer finger into the blood on her wrist and beginning to write. She wrote out all of her feelings and finally finished the letter just as her left wrist stopped bleeding all together.

Bloom smiled humorlessly as she held the blade in her left hand now and made five deep but quick cuts in her right wrist.

What she didn't know was that a good distance away two teachers at Cloud Tower suddenly cried out in pain, grasping their wrists that had started to bleed for no reason in front of the startled eyes of their respective students.