Disclaimer: I don't own YGO GX or the songs that inspired this "Gone Forever" by Three Days Grace and "Away From Me" by Evanescence. I own only my OCs and the story "Life After Love". Set in Season 4. This is a two-shot, something rare for me. Please don't flame but please review!
I: Gone Forever
"I'm sorry… it's my fault… forgive me…"
Simply standing.
Not responding.
Time passing.
Arisho's eyes digged into Judai's as those words fell from his lips.
His eyes were practically glowing amber as the cold rain fell down on them.
Orbs that haunted her every waking moment and every night as she dreamt of the love she harbored for Yuki Judai. Arisho knew the truth and knew who he truly was, which stopped her heart from reaching out.
She should be the one apologizing.
Apologizing for uttering that one statement.
"Aishiteru…"
Judai's gaze met hers slowly, hurt and surprise in it. Arisho's lips trembled as she clenched her fists at her sides. Arisho took a step back, the rain still falling down on them, and she said it again.
"Aishiteru."
Judai looked down and replied, "I don't deserve your love. I hurt you."
"Dammit, Judai, I love you!" Arisho cried out.
Judai looked back up.
Rage and love were in her tear filled ice green orbs.
He didn't deserve Kimana Arisho's affection and desire.
He wasn't worthy enough to gaze at her.
Not after her hurt her.
First he had become Yubel's puppet… now he wasn't the same person as he had been 2 years ago.
"I'm sorry, Arisho. Forgive me. It's my fault." Judai repeated before stepping back and turning away.
Arisho reached out to grab his blazer sleeve, "But Judai-"
He turned his head a little and she could see his glowing blue and gold eyes, "I am not who you claim your love for, Arisho. Not anymore."
"Judai…"
Said duelist pulled gently out of her grasp and started to walk away.
Soon he was gone.
Don't know what's going on
Don't know what went wrong
Feels
like a hundred years I
Still can't believe you're gone
So I'll
stay up all night
With these bloodshot eyes
While these walls
surround me with the story of our life
Arisho ground her teeth and slammed her fist into the tree, her
shoulders shaking, and her head hanging. I feel so much
better
Now that you're gone forever
I tell myself that I don't
miss you at all
I'm not lying, denying that I feel so much better
now
That you're gone forever
Judai stopped as he heard the sounds of Arisho's sobs and cries of sheer rage. He could make out the truth in her voice.
"I love you, Judai! You love me! I know you do!"
He couldn't hurt her again. Now things are coming
clear
And I don't need you here
And in this world around me
I'm
glad you disappeared
So I'll stay out all night
Get drunk and
fk and fight
Until the morning comes I'll
Forget about our
life
Judai could feel his heart starting to break with every step he took. He still said "Aishiteru" to Arisho late at night when she wasn't there. He still dreamed about her and loved her.
But now…
Now she was gone forever. I feel so much better First time you screamed at me And now it's coming clear I
feel so much better
Now that
you're gone forever
I tell myself that I don't miss you at all
I'm
not lying, denying that I feel so much better now
That you're gone
forever
I should have made
you leave
I should have known it could be so much better
I hope
you're missing me
I hope I've made you see
That I'm gone
forever
That I don't need you
here
And in this world around me
I'm glad you disappeared
Now that you're gone forever
I tell myself
that I don't miss you at all
I'm not lying, denying that I feel so
much better now
That you're gone forever
And now you're gone
forever
And now you're gone forever…
"JUDAI!!" Arisho shouted as she collapsed to her knees.
Her voice reached his ears.
And his heart shattered completely.
Gone forever…
The End
A/N: And so completes part one of my two-shot. The next part is some slight AsukaxRyo and the second part of this. Please R&R!
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