Karkat opened up his husktop and opened up his Trollian account. There was something off, there was a little shout pole next to the account name, purifiedDarkness.
"Do I- do I know this troll?"
He clicked on the bouncing red shout pole and it opened up a window of all his conversations with purifiedDarkness. There was one last video this troll had sent Karkat, it was timed as right before the asteroids hit Alternia. He clicked on the video link, his hand shaky and unsure.
A female's voice floated up to him through his husktop speakers. Sparking some sort of memory that was fuzzy and unclear. But he voice was like a bell chiming in the silence, something that was very beautiful.
"Hey Karkat! I know this is sudden, and I'm really scared right now. But I just wanted to let you know that I'm fine. I wanted you to hear me and I know that we agreed to meet each other pretty soon. But I have this bad feeling and I needed someone to let this out to. I just need you to hear me, to see me, and I know you're probably over there wondering why I'm blowing this out of proportion. But I hope that you and your lusus is safe. We are over here I think. But I just- I just- damn. I just really wanted to- to tell you that- AGH! Why can't I just say this?!"
Throughout the whole video she is tearing up and trying to breathe normally, trying to act tough, but he could tell that she was absolutely terrified. She kept pulling back her medium long hair and running her fingers through them as they trembled. Karkat felt as though he was frozen in terror, that he was drowning in this young trolls fear and that nothing could ever make this better. Right before the video ended is the part that broke Karkat's blood pumper, shattered it into microscopic pieces.
"I am absolutely flushed for you."
The video ends, cuts off with her staring at the camera, but it felt as if she was staring right into Karkat's soul. The last thing he saw of her was her eyes, barely turning a dark red with final maturation, eyes sparkling with her unshed tears, that friendly smile that both warmed and chilled Karkat to the core.
That's when the memories bombarded him, each moment he spent staring at her picture in his room, each pointless chat they shared on Trollian, all the times she made him laugh, made him feel so carefree, all the times he'd complain to her about his lusus, every single time he'd try to tell her his feelings for her, every single moment of love he'd ever felt for her.
But, they never met. They never had the chance to meet until it was too late. Most of the trolls that lived on Alternia were dead. And now, even the young beautiful troll girl that had loved him, the one that never knew of his red feelings for her.
Karkat never cried so hard in his life.
Yeah. This was based on a dream I had a long time ago. I just turned the characters into Homestuck Trolls.
Disclaimer: I do not own Homestuck because it is not mine. I guess I only own the dream I had?