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Forks, Washington after Breaking Dawn Jasper POV

I ran through the forest with my family as we hunted,, I had never been in this part of the woods that lay behind our home. I could smell water from a little stream near by and rose bushes. I stopped when we ran past one of the bushes and closed my eyes. The other's, except Edward, stopped probably thinking I had smelled a human that they hadn't.

"Jazz, what's wrong?" Alice whispered putting her hand on my shoulder. I looked back at my niece Renesmee, whom at two looked about four or five and smiled. I bent down at human speed and picked a rose off the bush. I walked over and put the rose in her hair using the small thorn, I knew wouldn't hurt Nessie, to keep the rose in place. Then I stepped back and smiled at her.

"Jazz, are you ok?" Esme asked

"I'm fine." I whispered then I said "You look just like Kaitlynn."

"Who's Kaitlynn?" Rosalie asked looking from me to Renesmee.

"She is…she was…my sister." I said as I sat down in the grass. Renesmee sat down on my lap and looked up waiting for the story.

"Can you tell us?" Alice asked

"She was beautiful." I said smiling at the thought. I reached into my pocket and pulled out my wallet. I pulled out an old piece of paper I had managed to save and protect from getting ripped and damaged for the past century or two and looked at my family. "She was different then all of us, never afraid to speak her mind. I went back and got this picture after I left Peter and Charlotte."

"How was it still there?" Esme asked as she looked at the picture

"I'm going to tell you how; Katie and me hid it away in a little box that we hid in the back yard outside our family's plantation farm." I said "It was about 1856, I was thirteen and she was only nine or ten." And I let my mind wander…

Houston, Texas 1856

"Stand still you two." Thirty four year old Elizabeth Whitlock said as Jasper and Kaitlynn were running around the yard chasing each other.

"I hate this dress." Kaitlynn said

"Well, if you stand still we can get finished and then you can go inside and change." Edgar Whitlock said smiling at his daughter who was pulling at the dress and his son who was looking at his suit with distaste.

The children ran to stand in front of their mother and father and stood still until the painter was done then they ran into the plantation house. Jasper ran to his room and pulled on his coolest clothes. It was a very bright and sunny day for a spring. He met Kaitlynn at the bottom of the stairs as their parents walked in.

"Jasper, your mother and I are leaving something in your care while we are away in England." Edgar said

"Yes pa?" Jasper asked

"This." Elizabeth said holding the picture of the family out toward her son.

"It turned out good, didn't it Katie?" Jasper asked

"Very good." Kaitlynn answered, but she was to busy looking at her shirt.

"We have to leave now; your aunt and uncle are here with your cousins." Edgar said as he hugged his children. "If there is a problem you're aunt and uncle cannot handle you know where to contact us at."

"Yes sir pa." Jasper answered as he carried his mother luggage to the wagon.

"Good boy, now you help watch after your sister." Edgar said as Elizabeth hugged her son and daughter then she climbed into the wagon. Edgar snapped the reins and the Whitlock children's parents were gone.

"I miss them already Jazz." Kaitlynn whispered

"Its ok Kate, want to go lay under the apple tree?" Jasper asked

"Sure whatever."

The two children spent the rest of the day lying under the tree and just talking as if it was before Jasper turned twelve and he wasn't suppose to be looking after the plantation as his father was away.

"Jazz, if I die before you do will you forget me?" Kaitlynn asked as they stared up at the clouds.

"Forget you? I could never, you're my sis." Jasper said as he picked two apples then sat back down. He handed one to his sister then asked "I have a way that no matter whom dies first, though hopefully it is me, the other will never forget. And when they do all they have to do is remember where the picture is hidden."

"We're going to hide the painting." Kaitlynn said

"Yes we are." Jasper pulled her to her feet and said "Go fetch me my little wooden box, it sits on my dresser."

Kaitlynn ran off and returned a few minutes later. Jasper stuffed his arrow head into his pocket then put the folder painting of the Whitlock family into it and locked it tightly. He sat it on the ground then him and Kaitlynn started digging a hole right there under the tree. Jasper sat the box in the hole then put the dirt back in.

"But, what if whoever lives forgets where the box is hidden?" Kaitlynn asked in fear

"We won't forget, we're family and we always remember each other, even when the other is far away." Jasper said then the two walked back into the house.

Back to the present

"What happened to Kaitlynn? Did she die of old age?" Bella asked

"No, she never mad it that far." I whispered as I picked another rose

"Jasper, did you kill your sister?" Carlisle whispered

"No, she died when I was fifteen; she was only eleven or twelve." I said looking into the sky.

"Jazz what happened?" Alice pressed

"She was rapped, by someone we thought to have loved us." I said as hatred flew into my stomach, and not just from Rosalie who was always angry when she hears of a girl being rapped.

"Your father?" Edward asked

"My brother, he was two years older then me." I said "He had just returned from what is now Vermont. He and a couple of buddies came home drunk, mother and father could tell it but they didn't do anything. They let his friends stay there. I use to share a room with my sister, that summer I begged and begged my parents to put me in a room all to myself. They finally did as I asked, I soon regretted it."

Whitlock Plantation 1858

As Elizabeth, Edgar, Jasper and Kaitlynn sat at the family table eating the oldest Whitlock child Viktor came in with his three friends, Michael, Thomas, and James. Jasper looked at them and knew they were drunk. He could barely believe it when his father announced that Viktor's three friends would be staying over during desert. Jasper stayed in Kaitlynn's room an hour after his bedtime until his father came in ordering him to go to bed, threatening to whoop him if he didn't listen. Jasper had run off next door to his room and quickly laid down under his blanket.

He hadn't been lying there for twenty minutes when he heard Viktor's voice in Kaitlynn's room then he heard Viktor's three friends, they were laughing and making sick remarks Jasper couldn't believe he was hearing. Jasper jumped out of bed and ran next door. He walked inside and jumped when the bedroom door slammed shut, his parent's room was on the other side of the house. They would never hear the screaming. Jasper looked at the four older kids then at his little sister who was on the floor, blood coming from a scratch on her lip.

"What are you doing in here? And which one of you imbecile's hit her?" Jasper demanded

"Oh isn't he precious." Viktor said "Trying to be a man are you?"

"Answer the questions." Jasper growled

"We're just talking to dear little Katie." Thomas said

"She slipped." James smiled

"Liar, one of you hit her I know it!" Jasper yelled shoving James backwards into the desk.

James smacked Jasper and the young teen fell against the bed. Viktor grabbed his head and squeezed his cheeks to make his lips move a part a little then he poured a shot glass amount of whiskey down his brother's throat.

"There, be a drunk like your worthless father!" Viktor yelled then he kicked his brother in the chest knocking the boy into the night stand. Jasper hit his head and felt the sharp edge cut his head.

"At least my father didn't run off with his mistress!" Jasper yelled back at his brother

"My father didn't run away! The crazy bitch we call mother chased him off!"

"Maybe that's what you want to believe! But he rapped mama, more then once! If she did chase him off she had good reason to do so!" Jasper yelled

"Rapped!" Viktor grabbed his brother and shoved him toward Thomas who grabbed a hold of the Jasper's arms and held them behind his back. Then Viktor grabbed Kaitlynn by her pig tail and tossed her on the bed.

"No you can't!" Jasper yelled trying to save his sister. "Please don't!"

"Try and stop me." Viktor said

Jasper watched as his brother rapped their sister and all Jasper could do was pray that his sister would die; he hoped she died so she didn't have to live with the pain of knowing what her half brother had done to her. Jasper expected his brother and friends to finish hurting Kaitlynn then to just leave. He didn't expect it when he was pushed against the wall. He blocked out what was happening and all he could do was pray that he didn't die, so he could get revenge for his sister.

Back to the present

My vampire family stayed quiet and still as I told the last part, trying to keep a hold of my temper. I wouldn't really hurt anyone, none of them except for Nessie at least. I had never told anyone I was rapped before. My human parents hadn't known, my vampire parents hadn't known. My own wife hadn't even known.

"Jazz." Rosalie said putting her hand on my shoulder. "I didn't know, and all those times I called you an inconsiderate idiot when I was feeling down because I was remembering Royce…" she quit talking and pulled me into a hug. I hugged my vampire sister and whispered "Forget it, not even Alice knew."

"I wish you had told me." Alice whispered

"I couldn't, it didn't matter." I said "It doesn't matter."

"You killed them." Edward said as he read my mind.

"I was so angry." I whispered as I remember the night all over again. "Not for me, I knew things like that happened. But he did it to our sister."

A week later, after Kaitlynn's funeral services

Jasper walked into the kitchen to find his mother hugging Viktor and Jasper almost spit up. He looked at the desk drawer where he knew his father kept his pistol and walked over to it pretending to be looking at Kaitlynn's picture. Elizabeth walked out of the room and Jasper felt his brother staring at him.

"Talk later…brother." And Viktor left the room.

Jasper knew where he was going; he was going into town probably to rape another little girl. He couldn't let that happen, he reached into the drawer and pulled out the pistol. He stuck the piece of silver into his pants under his shirt and ran to the stables. He saddled one of the horses and headed to town. He found Viktor, Thomas, James, and Michael in an ally getting ready to rape a girl Jasper recognized to be little nine year old Sally Johnson. Jasper whistled and Sally ran away. Jasper climbed off his horse and pulled out the gun.

"You'll never kill us all." Viktor said

"I'm not shooting to kill, not all of you of course." Jasper said then he pulled the trigger. The first bullet was meant to kill; it hit Viktor in the chest and his brother fell to the ground, dead before he hit the dirt. The second was to kill, it was meant for James. It hit the young man in the chest right above the rib cage, James bled out and died. The last two were to wound. But Thomas and Michael died later that night. Jasper ran home and unburied his box and shoved the painting into his pocket and the gun into the box. He buried the box and never went back to retrieve it.

He had gotten Kaitlynn's revenge and it felt good. He realized they hadn't been human at all, they had all been monsters. They never found out who killed the boys or the guns. After a few months the case was forgotten.

Present

"That's Katie's story." I said as I thought of her smile and her bright blue eyes.

"Jasper, maybe it would help if you talked about her sometimes." Edward said "It's hard not to talk about your human life and family."

"Yeah even if you don't remember them." Alice said

"Or want to." Rosalie added

I looked at my family and smiled a little. Then I looked at the old painting and my mother. "Do you think you could redraw this?"

"I can redraw it as many times as you need." Esme answered then she hugged me. "We all love you and I don't like that you've kept secrets from me, but I'll let it slide."

I smiled at my mother then looked at my family and asked "Who's up for some hunting?" As they ran off Alice stayed back and turned to me saying "Did you have a girlfriend in your human life?" I just laughed

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