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Yes I know I should be updating my other stuff oh well I wanted to write this before I forgot so here it is. Oh this is my second fanfics.
Summary
She was just wanted to be love. To have friends. A family. Someone who cares.
I do not own NARUTO or the poem.
Kallou: ok guys I wanted to let you know I love you all! –crys-
Everyone: O.o
Hinata: w-w-what w-orng with her-r
Kallou: -still crying-
Naruto: maybe she ran out of raman?
Sakura: BAKA! Getting hit over the head by superhuman stenght.
Neji: maybe she has seen her fate
Everyone just look at him with a what the hell face
Tenten: -sweat drop- Neji how would she be able to she her fate?
Neji: by looking in the 3tr hokage crystal ball
Tenten: ….ok well on with the story
Cry's =talking
Cry's=thinking/dreams/falshbacks
Cry's=Inner thoughts
Cry's=poems
"Running is all I could do to avoid the darkness. It wouldn't stop nether would I. breathing heavily in and out I try running faster but to no avail it was right there always there. No matter where I went it was there and I couldn't do nothing but run. Like all my other dreams it was the same always running away from the darkness. I wanted to cry. I wanted to stop and just wake up but I never gotted what I wanted no just what I need. Just when the darkness had past by my fingers in front of me I began to fall but before I could hit the ground" …..
"AGH!" -Pant-Like always -pant- I wake –pant- up." I try not to cry but no matter what the tears came out like rain in the woods. Wet and hot (AN ; not what you think) I try my best to keep my breathing even and to calm down but it took me a little longer then I wanted. As so as I got calmed down I look at my clock 4:30 it said in bright red numbers. Sighing I got up and head to the bath room when I past the mirror I stop and went back. There I was 16 years old short unruly pink hair. Blood shot eyes oh and my all time favorite tears stained cheeks with ugly dark spots no not spots buries. No matter what she does it never stops. And when will it end?
There is a
reflection of pain in her eyes, as she fights back tears.
Trying
to figure out why she has put up with it all of these years.
She strips down to nothing and steps in the shower. Remembering what had happen the night before. Scrubbing so hard it started to make a mark she trys to clean her self of the dirt and filth of him. Remembering how his hand hold her down and the other to strip her of her cloths she had cry her self to sleep. Thinking when she had first been rape by her so call father.
FB 8 years ago
A girl at the age of 8 was slowly walking home from school. Before she had left she had want to try and make friends with the kids at her new school. She had move from Suna to Konoha she had no friends form where she lived they were kind of poor so they had to live in the worst part of town where there were not so many kids maybe one or two but that about it.
As she went to school kids just look at her like she was a freak when it was recess she walk up to a group of kids there was a girl with blond hair kind of short but had a piece of it covering up one of her baby blue eyes her name was Ino.
There was two other girls there one had brown hair in two buns and had big brown eyes she reminded the pink hair child of a teddy bear she thought her name was Tenten and the other had short black almost blue hair and lavender pearl eyes. She seems shy and jumpy she was Hinata. There was also a boy who had the same eyes but long coffee brown hair he was her cousin Neji.
He was in between two other boys one with black hair and fuzzy eyebrows she thought his name was lee or rock lee.
But the other one was a boy with brown hair that didn't seem comb and had what look like two red triangles on his cheeks he reminded her of a dog of some short his name was Kiba and was laughing at a boy who had blond hair and sky blue eyes he also had what look like three marks on each cheek that was like a fox he was Naruto and he was getting in a fight with a boy with dark black almost blue hair and coal eyes he was the boy in class that almost all of the girls like or had a crush on he was Sasuke behind them was a boy who had his dark brown hair up in a ponytail and lazy eyes and the cubby kid next to him had light brown hair they were Shikamaru and Choji and then there was one kid who was quite and had brown puffy hair he was play with a bug he was Shino.
When she had gone up to them she had asked to be there friend but all they did was laugh at her and call her a forehead pink hair freak she had ran always crying.(AN ; yeah mean unh? She just wanted to be friend oh and I forgot to mention there might be some OOC) that was had happen now she was at home. The little 8 year old had went inside to go to her room when she went in she saw her dad.
"Daddy what wrong" the little girl had ask he just look up at her with his emeralds eyes he also had white hair and her mother had red hair and blue eyes. When he opens his mouth to speak he had said. "Mommy never coming back she left me for someone else." Sakura started to cry. He had got up and came over to her and gave her a hug she hugs back. He kiss her forehead and said it be aright and started to rub her back. She had calm down a bit but was still crying he was still rubbing her back but had go lower and lower each time. Then he had sunny grab her dress and pulls it right off of her. She had started to back up to the wall but when her back hit it she started to get scared he came closer she was now trebling.
"Saku baby why are you scared baby" her dad cooed. She was only in her patties and socks he came closer. "D-d-dad-ddy" she asks starting to freak out. "Yes dear" he had asked.
He was now in front of her he was stating to undo his belt when he was done he drop his pant off now only in a t-shirt and boxer. She try to run but was grab by the arm he had pulled her toward him and had wrap the belt around her mouth so she couldn't talk.
"AHMMM HMAM" she was now crying he started to rub her hair telling her it would be alright and his hand had went down south. He had started to pull off her white patties off now she was only in her socks he had one hand holding down her hands while the other started to play with her she couldn't move he was to big and heavily, his finger had just slid between her and was now playing with her he push in his middle finger in then out then in.
She was screaming for life. Why her why did her mom have to leave? The crying girl thought. She had close her eyes shut not wanting to open them but the all of the sudden a pain like hell shot through her.
"AAGHHHMM!" She screams and screams for what seems like forever. Her dad had stuffed his dick in her and was now pounding always like he was the one in pain but he was the one who was panting and enjoying this. To her she thought she was dying every pound every pull just hurts like hell then he finally came hot white liquid spill out of him and in to her. When he pull out there was red, pink, and white spilling out.
"Saku sweetie" her dad cooed again "don't tell no one what happens if they find out ill get mommy and bring her back her then I'll will kill her in front of you do you understand?" He had glare at her when he had said that. All she could do was cry and nods. "Good girl" with that he left.
FB ended
Innocence gone.
Just taken away.
After she had gotten out and dress she headed to school. When she walk past the other the point and whisper behind her. "Look there's the freak." One said another one tsk'd "so what a loser did you see those buries?"
"You know she did it to her self she just want people to look at her."
"What a loser" she had past by them.
"Just keep walking Sakura."
"Cha you do that let them think that we don't need people like them."
"I hope your right."
When she got into class she could she the kids from school when she was eight talking and smiling. She just walk past them not one of then even to bother to look at her. Like always she sit and the back and wait for classes to end.
Her last class of the day gym. She goes to the locker room to changes clothes.
"Why is it that that I have to live live like this?" She ask herself
A girl with red hair and glasses came up. Sakura who was changing at the time took her shirt off.
"Lookie here where did you get all those from"? The red head girl pointed.
She stops and turns her head around so that her front was still cover.
"m-me an-nd my d-dad don't-t get a-along" she stutter out quietly.
The redhead just snorted and laughs walking way. Getting ready after she was done she went in the gym.
After gym she got her things and went home.
Struggling to deal
with it & be free someday.
Tries to tell someone but no one
believes her cries.
Just another young girl getting some
attention through lies.
Kallou: -smiles- There you have it my frist real story ff.
Kiba: hey why were you crying?
Sakura: WHAT THE HELLS WRONG WITH YOU!!
Naruto: calm down sakura-chan
Neji, Kiba, and Lee: holding back Sakura
Sakura: calm down, CALM DOWN YOU WANT ME TO calm down!!!!
Everyone backs away slowy
Sakura: look what she done to me!! What the hell did I do!! –pants-
Kallou: -rubs the back of the head- well you see I was crying because I don't think I am goanna put Gaara in here that all.
Everyone –falls anime style-
Naruto: that all I thought someone die or something
Kallou: nope ^_^
Hinata: t-t-hank y-oo-u for r-reading
Ino: yeah and don't forget to review!
