I do not own Rizzoli & Isles, no Corporate Infringement intended, this fic is for entertaining purpose only and there is no money what so ever made with it. The Story of R&I and every related brand belongs the original author and the series version to Janet Tamaro and her Writers Crew.

Hello Guys =) This is my first attempt of writing Fanfiction, so be gentle with me ;) Review´s and Feedback are highly appreciated in all forms, the good – the bad – the ugly – as long it´s meant constructive.

I am a big fan of Rizzoli & Isles and always loved movies and many kinds of series so this is some kind of experiment for me, which I deeply enjoy.

I also wasn´t writing for a longer time and English is not my First Language, so please be nice but tell me if I am somewhere mistaken or grammatically wrong. I am very pleased that my first try was written in such a flow and I will keep on to update as long there are readers who are interested in this story.

I intent to develop the core story to a AU-Story and there are also cross-overs possible with other main-/ or side characters of other shows.

I kinda thinking of make this a very big and complex Story but we´ll see how It evolves while the process of writing and taking the reviews in credit.

So here is the Reminder that I am a grown woman how also happens to write in a M-Rating, So if you don´t like it, don´t read it!

Warning!

This story not only contains scenes of consenting adults doing what consenting adults enjoy to do in their free time, it also has clear references of queer, LGBT and any kind related human rights issues addressed, as well as vivid description of lesbian sex.

So if the Rainbow-Train is nothing for you or you are not a true accepting and loving, ecstatic unicorn, stay the fuck away of it. ;)

M Rating also for graphic language & violence – partly self harm and rape flash backs.

All the Best!

Yours Truly

Richy Mercy

Chapter 1.

The Enlightenment through the Tiny Towel

Dr. Maura Isles sat in her office and she did what she always did when she couldn´t concentrate, she lost herself in Online-Shopping and her favourite hunting object were as so often - shoes.

Maura was beyond annoyed since the false quarantine – because of her misjudged decision on the substance of this last corpse she asked herself if she had lost her usual so sharp analytical skills as a medical profession and she was not only a medical profession, no she was one of the best in her field, The Number One of Pathology – the Chief Medical Examiner of Boston, Massachusetts. But now she felt strangely out of place and not only because of her false accusation, which not really had any consequences than stripping down to her underwear and seeing oh no ogling a very naked Jane only covered by a deep red but at the same time so tiny towel, but still she was out of ideas here, because it doesn´t was a problem which could be solved with cool logic and her "Google Mouth Answers" which Jane never let a opportunity go to tease her about this big brain of hers.

And that was the real reason behind the new found fidgeting of a certain Doctor. She felt vulnerable and human not like the cyborg so many thought of her she truly was.

When She saw Jane like this her brain shuted down for once in her life and a more primal feeling in her took over, Bloody Jesus Christ she was in this moment horny as hell and given the intensity it was a long time ago that anyone had triggered her so much! So the real object of desire was indeed Jane now and that was confusing for the usual so calm and organised woman.

For someone like her, who always could rely on facts, rationality and reason a really shocking feeling. It was like all the suppressed feelings and tamed desires which secretly built in herself now for years were released in this very moment and since them there was no sense anymore in denying the Fact that she was indeed not only insanely turned on by the look on Jane´s perfectly sculptured body and abdominal muscles and quit astonishing Gluteus Maximus, no she loved and adored her on a level which frightened her in a never known depth.

Jane was after all not only her co-worker, no she was so much more, she was her nearest and truest confidant, she ever had, she was her live raft in times of emotional turmoil's and nightly terrors which so often resulted out of their business and professions and after all she was her true family and best friend. For someone like her, quite an achievement, from her childhood through her adolescence, she never had real friends, cause she was too bright, too intelligent, too curios and at the same time lacking any kind of feeling for social boundaries. So having a friend like her was one of her biggest treasures.

But it felt like this incident revealed the curtain above her suppressed feelings, sometimes you unconsciously bury something so deep in yourself that you´re afraid to admit it to yourself, there are reasons why you didn´t confront yourself with them or at least not before you´re ready to face them. That was exactly like Maura felt and it confused her in a never known depth. It was like she never had the guts before to tell and allow herself to feel like that. Before she met Jane she never would hear to anything than her brain and logic but even that changed, meeting Jane, changed Maura´s life in so many ways, she was wondering why she never recognised this before.

Maura thought about herself of someone with a very healthy approach and understanding of her own sexuality and was never ever frightened to speak about that very topic always to the terrors of Jane, who was because of her traditional Catholic Upbringing somewhat introverted and highly timid to speak about anything like that at least it seemed that way. Which on the other hand was always a never ending centre of amusement of Maura to watch, cause when it came to things like that she was the better tease than Jane, also it was such contrary to the outside persona of Jane – the kickass, tough nails, fearless Detective, which took and commanded authority and respect the very moment she entered the room and that she did unconsciously, she was indeed a real force of nature when she demanded the same thing. While Maura was as much bossy as Jane, she was just soft and polite about it, while Jane´s way of demanding respect was in a irritating way highly erotic and when Maura thought about that she had to admit to herself that she always felt like that.

The attraction to other women was nothing new, since she went to a catholic boarding school for girls only after all. Although she was considered as strange and socially awkward at that time she was always a remarkable beautiful woman and as a girl this was accentuated with her youthful nativity and playful joy.

On the other hand she always considered herself as pansexual and capable of loving beyond labels, so the whole girl-on-girl thing never bothered her in a bad way, it just felt natural and as a physician, she of course stayed true to her very own nature. Her first girlfriend was her upper class man tutor when she was a sophomore.

Two years they were inseparable - and she felt hard for her, it was one of her most intense relationship she ever had. Although she considered Ian – as the love of her life – Sophia was her first true soul mate.

When they used to made love it was more than sex, they merged into each other two persons who became one, two souls who intertwined as one. Sophia were also the only persons she always looked in the eyes while making love, her gaze never left her and it was her, with whom she felt truly safe, cherished and loved for the first time.

It felt like another lifetime ago and since then she had quite her fair share of lovers - men´s as well as women but all of them faded away in compare to her Maura did not knew if it was before Sophia was her first love, her first women or her first highly pleasurable, delightful and cherished relationship. Or the fact that she was so young and desperately wanted to feel what love felt like and Sophia showed her everything, the light, the dark and all the shades between. She was the first person who ever made her feel something, anything at all, she discovered the real person Maura was in her soul, naked and without any mask, her very being, which was full of unconditionally love.

Maura´s childhood was not a bad one, but definitely lacking of love, affection and warmth and her parents were always working. She came from a rich, sophisticated and highly educated background and family but she never felt loved from any of her parents.

Sophia broke up with her because her family pressured her in a marriage of duty with a rich man of the standards of her father to save the family fortune.

Maura remembered how her heart broke at the very moment Sophia told her that it was over, because the duty towards her family always was her most important priority, that she made it crystal clear from the very first day of their encounter as friends and even more strongly when they merged into their relationship.

Sophia also felt strongly for Maura but she knew that her family would never approve to this kind of lifestyle who made her truly happy and feeling alive like she never knew before, it just wasn´t accepted in her society and she was not strong enough to change that.

Duty towards the family and when everybody of us dies and rots the only thing that we´ll remain, of our family is the name …..How much Maura hated that phrase since then….

She was also proud of her own heritage and bloodlines but in the strong way Sophia´s family practiced it, was too much, indeed it was perverted!

The bitty irony of that story was, that it wasn´t because of lacking money which she also owned beyond any measures, it was also not of lacking love the only thing which was in this terms not acceptable was her very own gender and she never felt any more miserable than at that very moment. Also the fact that Maura fell in love with Sophia in the first place were her strong morals and values, which she protected and lived devoted towards them, never willing to back down or to compromise her believing's. Maura always adored that traits on her very much but exactly that parts of her character were the end of their relationship and she couldn´t even felt like Sophia betrayed her, cause this was simple who she was, not more - not less.

Sometimes Love even true Love is not enough and if you know that and decide to leave regardless of the depth of your feelings, something dies in you, when you have to walk away from something or better spoken someone you love so dearly.

A sad smile appeared on her face and she flashed back into present, from the open window in her office she heard the whisper of the wind and a joyful song of the birds, which welcomed the first days of spring. The combination out of her nostalgic past, her old, deep-buried, romantic feelings and the beautiful surroundings when she looked out of the window, moved her deeply and she shed some tears, she was just to overwhelm to hold it together.

Truth to be told but all of this seemed now so far away since the incident that was nearly a week ago, she was flustered and distracted and couldn´t stop thinking about Jane and this damned towel the hole time.

But Why now? She asked herself after all that years and countless time they spent together why reviled those feelings themselves now? Nothing really changed and after all she had seen her very often in any Kind of Sports Dressings or even Underwear and never reacted ever remotely so intense. She always thought of her as a beautiful and breath taking woman, but this? What was wrong with her? She continued her soul searching and her train of thoughts ran faster. Besides since Sophia she never allowed any woman to come near her, not in an emotional context. Even when she dated other women and they had sex for hours, she wouldn´t let her guard down. Sometimes she felt that she had lost all her vulnerability, all her inner sense of sensitivity, but it doesn´t mattered any more, she moved on for good. Maybe that´s the difference, even though she played around with countless and somehow faceless women, Jane on the other hand got trough her walls with just being a friend, she knew Maura as well as herself and her emotional condition was something Jane always considered as one of her top priorities, most of the times above her own wellbeing.

This made Maura smile which all of the sudden became a full blown on laughter when she thought of a Line a dear friend of hers always used to say: "Honey don´t you ever forget between queer-bi-les- women – Friendship is the Foreplay!" ;)

In the light of that, they had their Foreplay on for more than 4 years, Oh Holy Mother how ready I would be to take second base finally, Maura thought while sighing deeply.

Speaking of that her mind was immediately back into the gutter.

Her imagination and her unconsciousness developed somehow a living of their own because those thoughts followed her in her dreams, which were very much a manifestation of Eyes Wide Shut – but in a Woman on Woman only - Lesbian – your tongue is all over my body - Way - Version and now it stretched itself to such an extend that she were suddenly every-time horny when she saw something red – cause in the very second the mental image of a Naked Jane hunted her down.

Of course they also spent not only most of their private time together, there was also the working together part and so it seemed for Maura that she could never find a rest from that on-going thinking, which made it even worse when the Real Jane stopped by in her office making the Mental Jane zone out and was replaced by the cheesy, bright and genuine smile of Jane.

Hey Doc how´ya doing, Jane asked with her deep, husky, crispy voice which made Maua shiver just a bit and even more horny, but as always she suppressed her not so professional feelings and smiled back and with a little tremble in her voice she asked, Jane is there anything you need?

Nah, I am just so bored, Jane said and continued with her ramble – Cavanaugh demands us to all these paperwork and well that makes my nerves jump and me itch, I hate it to sit still for to long, you know Maur´ too much energy.

Maura could barley hold herself back to say – Yes I do know and I would love to see all that energy working on my body, while you ravage me all night long and I concentrate all my focus on scratching that certain itch of yours.

Even though Maura did not say that she blushed deep red and Jane asked Maura with a smirk, my dear doctor what are you thinking? Care to share?

By the thought of that Maura´s blush deepened and the only proper response was a strong head shaking.

Hmm Maur´ that´s not fair are you not aware that sharing means caring? Don´t you care enough for me to trust me? Jane said in a whiny voice.

That´s not the case Jane, I am just deep in thoughts, I don´t know why I blushed in the first place, Maura hurried to say, but even in her own ears that sounded like a lame excuse and she got the fast response of her body by getting hives all over her beautiful cleavage because of using a white lie.

Oh God Dam it she thought I feel like a hormone-driven Teenager, or I suppose that´s what a teenager feels like since I never felt like that when I was actually at that age?

But since Jane couldn´t hear Maura´s internal conflict she looked even more confused and with every second a little bit more hurt, Maura tried to ease the situation with an immediate attempt of deflecting by bringing the topic back to something more casual to talk like the weekly Rizzoli-Family-Dinner-Gathering, which she learned to truly enjoy.

Jane it´s nothing really but I am kind of distracted I can say this much, so tell me is Family Dinner still on?

Jane was well aware of Maura´s weak deflecting skills and the fact that the dear Doctor couldn´t really lie to save her life, so she catched the bone that Maura had throw her, cause she learned with time that even Maura was sometimes like her and had like she her own timing of processing and in the final sense talking about that certain topics when she felt ready, so she left her alone and respected her way of perception and progressing.

Well Maura as long my annoying, loud and embarrassing family is welcomed in your house there will always be a family dinner for you to participate.

Jane you know that I love your family and I quite enjoy the fact that your family is the exact opposite of what I am used of defining a family dinner.

Yeah Maur´ I know but only cause you like it, it doesn´t means that I am as enthusiastic as you tend to be about it. But I guess everyone feels similar when it comes to their own family, I mean you only know that you love someone deeply if he/she had embarrassed you at least three times and you´re still at their side, with all the ups and downs.

Is this what you think Jane? Cause I don´t recall any events when I embarrassed you, Did I?

Uhmm, Maura that´s not what I meant really.

So Jane what do you meant? – Maura decided to change her endeavour to passive-aggressive rather than confused is a better approach to deal with her newfound spectrum of insanely feelings for Jane.

She couldn´t help herself it got worse with the second she thought and her train of Confusions went on like - and to make my suffering even more miserable Jane never showed any kind of interest or affection in women since the day I know her. What should I do? Her face darkened and nose curled because of her hard way of trying to find the loose ends of curiosity to bind with knowledge she thought she gathered about Jane in the last few years.

Oh come on Maura is there anything bothering you, I don´t understand your mood today, did I do anything wrong? – Jane said while giving her, her best puppy dog eyes

Although Maura tried very hard to resist she melted away by these look and Jane knew it, so P-A Maura suddenly changed into – I am so yours- Jane – do as you pleases with me –but of course she also not vocalized that thought out loud.

But since Jane always was more of an intuitive, I feel it in my guts type she noticed the change and was satisfied with her performance of Houdini Of Moods.

So Jane do you have any dinner planes tonight? Maura asked with also secretly thinking the best way to solve a problem is to jump right into it, to look that fear in the eye so to speak; - Because I thought we could try this new Restaurant in Brighton– it´s Austrian Cuisine, I don´t know if you know Austria neither their cooking but I was there on a longer visit after finishing boarding school in France and I really loved it. The History, the old monarchy, the food, the people, Vienna and the so many talented people and artist out of Austria, I think I could go on like this for a while plus I made some lovely friends there, for example this wonderful designer, he is such a talent I met him in Paris, together with his best female friend, another artist. She is in fact a very delicate writer and back in Austria those two showed me Vienna cause both were born in Austria and for them this City was always like a second home. So I truly enjoyed my trip because of these lovely accompanies.

Maura of course I know Austria since is the direct neighbour country of Italy I also was there in the past when I was on summer vacancy with my family to visiting my favourite uncle in the "Toskana". I might be a blue collar American-Italian from the middle working class in third generation but I am well educated and highly interested in the world.

And while being in Austria I discovered a high like for "Kaiserschmarren" and "Carinthian Kasnudel"." By the Way I also have a dear friend out of Carinthia who is now living in New York, she is apparently now a student of the New York Film Academy, maybe the two of you should get to know each other one day soon. She has a little Villa in the near area of my uncle's residences, it´s a really cute building surrounded by a winery, it´s quite a lovely view when the sun is rising up and touches the vines.

After the Second last sentences of Jane Maura seemed to overheard the

Rest and also oversaw the smirk around Jane´s mouth when she spoke of her Austrian "friend". So she got right back into excusing herself - Oh sorry Jane I didn´t meant it that way, you´re one of the most smartest persons I know and your way of approaching problems and understanding complex emotional problems is immense, I didn´t mean to underestimate you!

So Maur´ how that felt? Jane said in a somewhat triumphantly voice – being treated like you did something wrong even If you don´t intended to do so? A blink of her eye underlined her questions and she started to laugh while Maura went from confusion, to anger, to awareness and last but not least ended up in having a huge outbreak of giggling, like a schoolgirl, in less than three Seconds.

Jane was as always amazed by the huge emotional expressiveness of Maura´s face, which she learned to read like a book but wondered at the same time what her best friend might hide from her now.

Progressing that thought she missed the moment when Maura´s eyes went up and down her body starting by her raven black mess of hair, her strong and also very expressive eyes full of warmth and in that second loads of wonder, her wonderful bone structure and lovely cheek bones, up her nicely shaped breasts, her very well toned six back which was even making a visibly form through a tight royal blue dress shirt, the way down her long, skinny and elegant legs while Maura was doing so her gaze become predatory and possessive and a very instinctive feeling flew through her…..I want to make her mine, mark my claim with my nails and show the world that for nobody but me her body is restricted area! She is after all MY Detective!

What in the Name of the Great Goddess is wrong with me- she is not a prey and I am not an animal? Maura asked herself again. And since when exactly I am a possessive type?

Jane´s voice brought her back into reality when she said, - But I am sorry Maura I already have plans for tonight, an old school friend of mine is visiting me and we haven´t seen each other since the time in high school we stopped dating.

But of course, it would be awesome to try out that Austrian Restaurant another time this week, Rain Check sometime next week, ok Maura?

Just in the Moment Maura thought she was back into being a civilized, evolved human being she transformed from aggressive possessive feelings to a new discovery in her self….the little green eyed monster of jealousy made his appearance. She wasn´t jealous since…well Sophia, which shocked her even more.

Oh is that right Jane, well how wonderful for you she said with a smile on her face, which never reached her eyes. "What´s his name by the way?"

Jane on the other hand smiled back with her with real joy in her smile and highly aware of the show Maura was putting on, on her and just said with a calm voice….

HER name is Dr. Addison Montgomery.

To Be Continued…..

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