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Romitri's life is full of obstacles but after each overcomed there waits a happy moment, let's explore. This fanfic begins when Jill is back to court from Palmspring, Rose and Dimitri are living there as royal guardians and Rose is planning something very huge!

Disclaimer: I do not own Vampire Academy and it's characters, Richelle Mead does.

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Rose's POV
"Once you have LIFE then you must CHERISH it."
Yeah it really sounds like one of the zen master lessons of Dimitri, but from what I have seen in my life till today it's very true.
I know it is hard to believe me, but I've died and came back to life, escaped custody with a Moroi princess, got captured by Strigoi and escaped, hunted down and killed the man I love, helped to restore the man I love, broke my biggest enemy out of prison, got out of high security prison myself, cleared my name of treason, saved the queen's life, and helped find another Moroi princess, died again, lost the bond, seen princess die and come back by same making the bond, helped her settle down in a desert, lost the princess for a month, found her starving to death and here I am still at court serving my queen!
Yet you can't go back and change any thing, every time everything you get to see is unique and for you, it is in the moment so don't waste it.
This observation of mine is like spinning in my mind from last few months,
After I and Dimitri came back from Palmsprings, specifically that part 'the thing you have today may not be with you tomorrow'.
I don't know what I am going to do is right or not, to plan for a baby should be a decision of both 'the would be parents', but I also know that Dimitri is ready for this. I have seen longing for an own family in Dimitri's eyes, still it somewhere feels wrong to hide this from him. But he wants to be a father!
He knows it, I know it then also he won't ask me for that he thinks I'm not ready for this or it would harm me or How our child will adjust in the society. I mean yes, he or she coming will not be the first damphier/damphier child in the world, we have Declan but no one knows the truth. But I believe the trail of tests will be planned if a child of this miracle comes, and all this will be frustrating but in the end will certify our baby to live here in the society, I and Dimitri can together make him or her learn combat and a lot more.
Whatever I can't go back after coming this far in my plan, no Rose you can't, common, you can do this. Well all is set, I had kept a note on the refrigerator with clear instructions.

Dear Comrade,
There's a test waiting in our room for you, to test your self control.
Watch it and be careful.
Love, Rose.

After reading this he would come in and my precious moments will begin which I will remember for lifetime. I had kept the coffee machine on since he would be on the way to home only and...
Oh!.. yeah... I just heard the front door open and... here it got closed within seconds as expected I know he would be a little tired and would need a coffee to refresh him.

Beep...Beep... yup, coffee is done and by this he would guess its me,

Who would had keep the machine ON but Where I am?

But first seep of coffee and he would turn and find my note. Now it's my turn to be ready, he would be coming here in his room, where I am completely ready and in front of mirror. My heart is thumping on full force, it's not easy to face him in this wedding gown, yeah it is beautiful, it is srtip less, self carved and full of some thread work till my waistline, it clungs to my body showing it's curves in a lot more sexy way and falls of smooth cloth flares till the ground beginning from the waistband even though I am on 5" heels.

He is here I can feel his pressence, he has opened the door and now I have his eye contact for the first time in this dress. He is completely stunned, I have finally caught my Russian God by surprise and now when he is living his one of the most desired dream- he is grinning. And I can't stop blushing and grinning like a love-struck idiot. But I have a mission to complete abd I will.

I turned and he gets my full profile, it is tough to hold his strong lust full gaze, checking every element of not only my attire but my sole, every emotion of mine.

I move forward, closer to him and take both of his hands in mibe, I can feel goosebumps already, but it is amazing to be in love and having my love with me. I bend on my knees, neglecting the uncomfort of this dress, and say what I had practiced for hundredth time till now- "I love you Dimitri Belikov, I can't live a slingle moment of my life without you or without thinking about you, your presence here completes me, I can feel your soul and you are important to me more than myself, will you please allow me to grow old with you, will you marry me?"