So here is another one that I don't know whether to make it a one shot or not.

We'll see, but I have a feeling I might keep going with it.

Hope you all enjoy, please review and let me know if you're interested. Sorry if the grammar is shit. It was very late. :)

I don't own anything. Not one thing.

Hermione-

I feel us drifting.

We used to be so close, and its so subtle. I sometimes wonder if you even notice it.

But I do.

We used to be so close, but something broke. I don't know when.

But I do know why.

We used to be so close, even though you knew him before me, loved him before me.

But we had a stronger connection.

We used to be so close, and its changed now, into this unspoken poison that wont go.

But I wont do anything about it.

Because I know what needs to be said, I know what has to be done.

I just cant do it.

But the question I keep asking myself is that if I told you how I feel, would that ruin our relationship more than this is?

Or should I keep letting this poison keep working its way through our systems until its ruined anyway?

Why cant I stop it from happening and just be happy?

Because lets be honest for a moment, lets say I tell you and you reciprocate?

What then?

Would you leave him?

Would I still love you after you tell me how you feel?

I would like to say no, that after the chase I would get bored and find someone else.

But the fact is, I know I would love you more and more each day if I let myself.

And the idea of being with you for the rest of my life is neither boring nor dull.

It fills me with a rush of excitement I have never felt before.

Adrenaline fills my veins even as I write this, and with you sleeping so close I wish I could just run in and lay with you, hold you and just tell you how much you mean to me.

More than anyone else in the world.

I just wish that you were the person in my life that would tell me the same thing.

But I know that's what you tell him.

And it kills me a bit more everyday.

We used to be so close, I could tell you anything.

But now, I have to be so guarded that I can never really tell you the truth about anything.

Because Hermione, the truth is I only think of you.

In every aspect of my life, the decisions I make, the acts I take, it all comes back to you.

Someday I hope you will understand this, and see why I did what I had to do.

Love

-Ginny.

Hermione looked up without tears, without any expression really.

"I had no idea."

"Hermione, do you know where she could have gone?"

"I…I don't know…. What was her last assignment Harry?"

"Um.. she was going to look at possible vampire attacks in Wales, why?

"You don't think she'd go alone do you?"

"Shit."