I ran up to the door, seeing it close with a slam and the raven haired woman disappear behind it. I knocked and heared a sob behind the wood.
"Jade." I murmured. "Jade, open the door. Don't start this again. I'm sorry, okay? I'm fucking sorry."
No response. I leaned my forehead against the door, closing my eyes. I could hear the sobs coming from inside the room, and it made my heart hurt.
Say something, I'm giving up on you
I'll be the one, if you want me to
Anywhere, I would've followed you
Say something, I'm giving up on you
I whispered, sliding down 'till I was sitting on the floor, with my legs crossed and my head still against the wooden door. I lifted my hand and let it rest on the wall in front of me, feeling the texture benith my skin.
And I am feeling so small
It was over my head
I know nothing at all
Another fight, and again it was my fault. When we first started dating, the people used to say that maybe Jade would be a little too harsh, a little too cold. The truth was that she was the most caring and loving girl on the earth. In private, of course. She still had that Jade-ish actitude, the stares, the shouts and the bad temper, but she never, never, used them against me. Because when this woman finds something she loves, she turns into a soft, cuddly ball of kisses and hugs.
And I will stumble and fall
I'm still learning to love
Just starting to crawl
Say something, I'm giving up on you
I'm sorry that I couldn't get to you
Anywhere, I would've followed you
Say something, I'm giving up on you
Me, on the other hand… I was different. I've been burnt too many times in other relationships, my heart has been crushed on so many occasions that it was too hard for me to love. I got scared, I always did, and when that happened Jade got hurt. Lately I was thinking if this relationship was even going somewhere.
And I will swallow my pride
You're the one that I love
And I'm saying goodbye
I love Jade. With all my heart. I would kill to protect her from anything. But I need her to show me how to love again, and I don't know if she could. So I just sat there, singing, with tears in my eyes. I was starting to give up on her, on her way of running away every time I hurt her by accident, but I didn't want to.
So I closed my fist and knocked on the door, slowly, again.
Say something, I'm giving up on you
And I'm sorry that I couldn't get to you
And anywhere, I would have followed you
Oh-oh-oh-oh say something, I'm giving up on you
The sobs stopped a while ago, but I didn't stop singing, because it felt like the only way I could tell her what I wanted to say.
I needed her to open the door. To hug me and tell me that she was okay, and I'd whisper that I was sorry again, and then she could teach me how to love again.
I just needed her to open the door.
Say something, I'm giving up on you
But she didn't open it, so I got up, wiping the tears from my cheeks. I've hurt her too much, and she wouldn't come back, even though I needed her to do it. I turned around and started walking down the hallway.
But then the door behind me squeaked and her voice whispered in my ears.
Say something
Hey! Just a little rubish drabble one-shot cuz I'm half asleep and hungry. Hope you guys like it, even though it's not really good. The song is "Say something" by Victoria Justice and Max. It's pretty good, so you better listen to it.
Well, I'll see you in the next fic. Review and share it! Maybe I get famous enough to ask Liz what does she think about jori.
-Muco! ;D