"Takeru! Please don't go! I will be a good girl! Please!" Hikari cried as she ran towards him. But no matter how fast she ran,she could never get close to him. Her tears fall as she continues to ran,calling out to his name. He never said anything,he only looked at her as he slowly fades away.Hikari screamed his name and fell onto the ground.
Hikari woke up in a shock,she felt that her cheeks were wet from crying. She wipe them dry with her hands and looked at the clock.
"2 am..."She thought and got out of bed,knowing very well that she wouldn't be able to fall asleep anyway. She walked to the balcony and sat down on the armchair,enjoying the quietness of the night.
The wind blew,making the windchime sound. The sound of the chime make Hikari recalled that dream again. It was a windchime he brought for her to make her happy.
It was dream from the past,a memory that Hikari wants to forget but never could. Perhaps...deep in her heart she wants to remember it forever?
She don't know,she was in the dilemma for 3 years already. He has already left,logically,she should also forget about him and get on with her life. But she just could not do so,he would always appeared without fail in her mind when she tries to get on with her life.
It was as if her own memories were punishing her,refusing to let her go on. She looked at the scar on her wist,it was a prove,an evidence to her crimes.
She wanted too much,she was too greedy. But she never regretted it,he was the only thing she wanted but could never get.
She loved him,so much that want to be as close as possible to him. She don't want him to appear in others life,she hates it whenever others touches him. But they were already so close,no others could win her. They shared everthing,they knows each other the best and always sticks together every minute they could.
However,she was never satisfied. She wanted more and he gave in to her, and she became even more greedy. She wanted him to become only her's and no others.
Just a year after getting him,they were forcefully taken apart from each other. The adults brain-washed Takeru to leave her,and he really thought that it was for her good to leave her.
But it was too much for them to take,to be apart from one another was worst than any other torture in this world.
2 weeks after being separated,they both collapsed. Hikari tried to kill herself by cutting her wist but she was save in time.
However this caused Takeru to think that it was his fault that Hikari tried to kill herself. He wanted to save Hikari,he didn't want her to do anything dangerous again. Takeru killed himself,he fed himself with big doses of sleeping pills. He left without even seeing Hikari for the last time.
Hikari could still remember,she went crazy,refusing to believe that Takeru left her behind.
It took her a long time before finally coming back to her senses,but she could still not get over Takeru.
How she missed him over this years! Just then,Hikari noticed a bottle of sleeping pills that her mum had left behind. She picked it up,then looked at the photo on the table of her and Takeru.
Hikari clenched her fist and opened the bottle,gulping down on the pills. Finally when she finished it, she fell onto the ground. She knew very well that there is no one there to help her,everyone were out.
She gathered her last strength and reached for the photo.
She looked at it and smiled happily. She felt herself getting sleeper and sleeper.
"I...finally can go... met you...,my dear...brother..."With that,Hikari's eye lids closed,dreaming of her twin. Being together with him in a place where no one could ever tear them apart again...
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