"A Part of Myself Missing Because of You"
7/30/2014
4:09pm
They say our love is epic
True lovers
But I wonder why and how much more can I take
To see you kiss my own brother
To see you make love with him
To see you in love with him
When it should have been me.
We both had plans for us
We both envisioned things differently
But both did not work out how we wanted it to be
You fell in love with him
And it broke my heart
While I am happy for the both of you
Can you say the same that I am happy?
For I could never be
If you and I are meant to be
For you and I are not together
I wait for you to see
But for how long?
Each passing day rips my heart
Torments me
Immobilizes me
Hurts me
The misery alone I wish for it to pass
To dissipate
Our love was epic
I would never change that
But sometimes I wonder if you do
The way you looked at him is so different from me
I wonder if you see me when you look at him
When you make love with him
When you kiss him
For no matter what I do, I can never forget you
You were the one
My soul mate
Now you are a part of me missing
And I will never be the same
No matter how hard I try.