Twilight Time

Twilight Time

Chapter 1

EPOV

Bella left the tent, where we were, in the mountains. Now I am alone with Jacob Black, staring at me with nothing but curiosity. In his mind, I heard, Wow. You look amazing in this lighting. I think he forgot that I could hear his thoughts. Looking at Jacob, I could now see he looked just as amazing.

I then slowly moved closer to him. Feeling his body heat radiate through the enclosed tent. Our eyes met, and I didn't think of what I was doing. I leaned in, and our lips moved together like one. His breath was hot against mine. The zipper on the tent moved up. Bella saw us before we quickly parted. I could see the tears in her eyes, and hear her struggling to breathe. I moved to her side, but she quickly moved away.

"Stay. Away. From me." She struggled saying.

"Wait." I pleaded.

She just glared at me, with unbelievable eyes. Then she started to run away. I just stood there looking after her.

"Bella?" Jacob came out of the tent to try and chase after her.

I held him back, looking deep into his warm eyes. My thoughts were completely scrambled, but now that I knew I am gay. This is because I love Jacob Black.

"What are you think right now?" He asked gently.

"I'm thinking that… I … might be falling in love… again." I said hesitantly.

"Same here."

This time he leaned in, and his hot breath was filling in my mouth, as I kissed him back. At this moment, I was thoughtless of what I was doing. I should be looking for Bella, but I can't move from this position. He moved back, breathing as hard as I was. Should we go look for Bella? I heard in his thoughts.

I nodded once, and we almost found her immediately, except she was lying on the ground with a big puddle of blood surrounding her. My mouth fell open at the site, in shock. The sweet scent burned my nose.

"Bella!" I yelled.

"Go away. I hate you! Let me die." She spat the harsh words at me.

Of course I didn't think twice when I bit her in both of her wrists, and ankles. She was then squirming and yelling her lungs out in pain. I then took her in my arms and quickly took her to Carlisle. When we arrived, he had shocked eyes of who was behind me. Jacob slowly smiled sheepishly. Immediately, as soon as Carlisle saw Bella, he grabbed her, Jacob and I followed inside, as Carlisle put her on my couch. What I was feeling… was disgust of myself, for what I did to her.

"Please! Just let me die! Kill me!" Bella yelled throughout the entire house.

Quickly, I noticed that Jacob was at her side, trying to comfort her. That wasn't making anything better for her. She kept yelling at Jacob and I to leave, but I couldn't, I wouldn't. I also went to her other side, trying to ease the pain as much as possible.

It's now been officially a week since I last saw Bella, since I bit her. She was with everyone else, but me. I was also trying to avoid Jacob. Knowing how wrong it was to kiss him like that. Bella had to keep suffering… from me. No way could I keep doing it by seeing Jacob ever again. Thinking about that made my heart sore. I had no other choice but to be with him. Whether or not it would end everything between Bella and I.

My room was as quiet as ever before. Then I was startled by a low knock on the door. Swiftly, I opened the door to look down at the new, and completely transformed
Bella.

"Hi Edward." She said as she slowly looked at my eyes.

"Hello."

She moved past me to sit on my couch. Quickly, I sat at the other end. We didn't talk for a few minutes.

"When did you find out you were gay?" She asked point blank.

I was startled by the absolute hatred in her voice.

"I guess about a week ago." I said.

"How could you do this to me? Huh? Jacob as well, ugh! I'm never going to find happiness am I?? She spluttered out.

I just sat there, looking away as she was glowering at me.

"You know I didn't want to hurt you-" I began.

"That's bullshit! You and Jacob don't car about me. You are full of crap. I give you my life, and you broke it so easily."

Without knocking, Emmett came, and sat next to Bella.

"It's alright Bella." Emmett said while rubbing her arm.

Rosalie died just a few weeks ago. Victoria's posy attacked her, after we killed Victoria.

"I know Emmett." Bella said trying to stay calm.

Edward, I think I love Bella.

" I can't believe you! You don't love her! I do!" I said too quickly. They were both glaring at me.

" I love Emmett too Edward." She said smiling at him.

I fled down the steps in a hurry, and I ran, I had to see Jacob. He's now the love of my life, and I can't help that now. He's too important to me. As I ran I couldn't believe what Emmett and Bella said. I just couldn't grasp it. How long have they had these feelings for each other? I guess I'm being a little hypercritical.

Anyway, I reached Jacob's house. Before I got closer to the house, Jacob ran out and gave me one of his bear hugs. The more I look at him, the more I have stronger feelings for him that are hard to explain.

"How are you doing?" He asked while looking at me with sad eyes.

"Not so good actually. Apparently Emmett and Bella love each other now." I hissed the last sentence.

"No way." He sounded concerned.

I just nodded. How could all this be happening so fast? We started walking until we got to a tree with a bench like root. He sat close to me, and we stared at each other for what seemed like hours. Both of us leaned into one another and we kissed enthusiastically.

Jacob and I parted when we saw Sam Uley just a few meters away. He was just standing there with shocked eyes, glowering at us both.

"I knew it. Someday, I knew you would figure it out."

What was he saying? He was smiling. Werewolves really aren't predictable. Was he okay with this? I don't understand.

"I don't get it. Are you happy about this?" Jacob asked, like he was reading my thoughts.

"I know though. You're freaking gay! Am I the only one that knows about this?" He asked curiously.

"No." Jacob and I said at the same time. That made us giggle.

Then Sam just left, leaving us there very confused. What just happened? I don't know why, but I just started running. Something inside me, made me run even faster, and harder. I ran into something hard. I looked up and saw Alice. I just stood there, motionless.

"What do you think you're doing Edward?" She asked in her annoying high-pitched voice.

"Just taking a run."

"Oh. Where's Jacob?"

Why the hell would she ask about Jacob? I never did see her reaction to the information that I was gay.

"Um… at his house, I think. Why?"

"Well, I kind of heard… that you two were maybe… sort of… a couple." She said slowly.

"You heard right."

She smiled; I didn't see that reaction coming.

I'm really glad you know now. She said in her thoughts. I knew she would be happy for me no matter what. She's been like a really good sister to me forever practically. Then, she gave me a quick hug and sprinted off.

In the distance I saw Emmett casually walking towards me. His expression blank.

"Bro, you know I love you right?" He asked as soon as he reached me. I just nodded.

"Then you know how much it hurts me to hurt you. I'm just going to spit this out." He hesitated. "Bella's the best thing that's ever happened to me, and I love her, even more than Rosalie."

That did hurt, below the belt. Not a lot I could do about it though. All the sudden, I was aching everywhere, emotionally.

"When did you start feeling this way?" I asked.

"As soon as she transformed. She's like my own personal goddess, and she feel the same way about me."

My jaw tightened at his words. It didn't feel like for him to tell me this. I know what Emmett is talking about. Bella used to be my own little goddess, but that will never happen again. I looked away from him, and into the forest.

"Edward, Bella and I are… going to get married." Emmett said while waiting for my expression.

My body was starting to ache more, to the point I can barely stand it.

"When?" I finally asked.

Then, out of nowhere, Bella was right beside Emmett. She turned his face toward her, and she kissed him. The way she was kissing him, was like she was pretending I wasn't there. Eyes wide, and teeth clenched, they finally took a breather.

Bella then saw that I was there, watching. Slowly, she walked over to me. Her hand was lifting, and then she stroked me. My head turned sideways, I touched where she slapped me. It stung a lot, not in a physical way, but emotionally. Emmett then grabbed Bella, and ran away.

It's twilight time. Something inside me had to go see Jacob. Somehow I was already at his house. His window was open, so I slid through it. Jacob was sound asleep on his bed. This is the most beautiful, and peaceful he's ever looked. He turned his head to the side, and his eyes were wide, watching me.

"What are you doing here?" He asked surprised.

"I've missed you."

"Hmm."

Quickly, I went to his bed, and lied down beside him. He was so hot, literally. If I could melt, I would. His eyes met mine. Our lips were like magnets; it was hard to move away. Then Jacob moved so I was under him. Billy's wheels were heard right outside the door of Jacob's room. I pushed him off me and ran out. Something pulled me to go home, so I did.