Episode 1: we found love in a hopeless place...

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Ally Dawson you must of heard of me... The smoker...The alcoholic...The clubber...The bitch..whore...slut... and the girl who slept with your boyfriend last night. Yup thats me... I wont deny. I cant stop . no one trust me , loves me so this is my getaway. now back to life...

Ally POV

i woke up and drank some vodka and put back my clothes and snuck out. i couldn't stay in the guys house even though he was austin moons the international billionaire singer. i closed the door and dug in my pocket for my phone. "shit..." i cursed looking for my phone rember. i head back into his house and couldn't find it anywhere down stairs so i decided to look up stairs. opened up the door and found my phone on our phones sitting on the nightstand . i picked up my hone and shove it in my i head out the door his phone goes off. beep beep beep. i couldn't help put check what it was. i picked up his phone and check the message.

Kira: thx for the good sex last night ;) 2:49

my heart sank that was an hour after we had sex and i fell asleep . how could hen sneak out and have sex on the same night we had sex but i didn't want to jump to conclusions so i went to look for evidence . i ran down stairs

my heart dropped i saw Kira sleeping on the couch and mumbling austin and moanig. i wanted to go over there and rip her hair out .but held back . i went and grabbed a vodka out the fridge and every thing happend. i ran up stairs and found him sleeping . i called and called no reply and i did my regrettable . i poured my vodka on his head. " AHHHHHH!" he screamed . he looked up he looked very pissed but i was more pissed."AUSTIN did you wear the condom!" i yelled at him. he scratched his neck nervously. "um..er..' he mumbled. " AUSTIN IF I GET PREGNANT ITS ON YOU" with that i left i ran home and went to my piano be began singing.

Before I fall too fast
Kiss me quick but make it last
So I can see how badly this will hurt me when you say goodbye

Keep it sweet, keep it slow
Let the future pass and don't let go
But tonight I could fall too soon into this beautiful moonlight

But you're so hypnotizing
You've got me laughing while I sing
You've got me smiling in my sleep
And I can see this unraveling
Your love is where I'm falling
But please don't catch me...

See this heart won't settle down
Like a child running scared from a clown
I'm terrified of what you do
My stomach screams just when I look at you

Run far away so I can breathe
Even though you're far from suffocating me
I can't set my hopes too high
'Cause every "Hello" ends with a "Goodbye"

But you're so hypnotizing
You've got me laughing while I sing
You've got me smiling in my sleep
And I can see this unraveling
Your love is where I'm falling
But please don't catch me...

So now you see why I'm scared
I can't open up my heart without a care
But here I go, It's what I feel
And for the first time in my life I know it's real

But you're so hypnotizing
You've got me laughing while I sing
You've got me smiling in my sleep
And I can see this unraveling
Your love is where I'm falling
So please don't catch me

If this is love please don't break me
I'm giving up so just catch me

i got up and remember d my days with eilliot. and slammed the vodka to the floor and cried hard .i got up and showerd and started singing

Four years old with my back to the door
All I could hear was the family war
Your selfish hands always expecting more
Am I your child or just a charity ward?

You have a hollowed out heart
But it's heavy in your chest
I try so hard to fight it but it's hopeless
Hopeless, you're hopeless

Oh, father, please, father
I'd love to leave you alone
But I can't let you go
Oh, father, please, father
Put the bottle down
For the love of a daughter
Oh

It's been five years since we've spoken last
And you can't take back
What we never had
Oh, I can be manipulated
Only so many times,
Before even "I love you"
Starts to sound like a lie

You have a hollowed out heart
But it's heavy in your chest
I try so hard to fight it but it's hopeless
Hopeless, you're hopeless

Oh, father, please, father
I'd love to leave you alone
But I can't let you go
Oh, father, please, father
Put the bottle down
For the love of a daughter

Don't you remember I'm your baby girl?
How could you push me out of your world,
Lied to your flesh and your blood,
Put your hands on the ones that you swore you loved?
Don't you remember I'm your baby girl?
How could you throw me right out of your world?
So young when the pain had begun
Now forever afraid of being loved

Oh, father, please, father
I'd love to leave you alone
But I can't let you go
Oh, father, please, father

Oh, father, please, father
Put the bottle down
For the love of a daughter
For the love of a daughter

i remember my days wit h my dad when he left my mom. i i slammed my head to the wall tile while the water hit me. i sunk to my knees in silent crying.

Oh, father, please, father
Put the bottle down
For the love of a daughter...

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