No More
Toris
"FELIKS!" I helplessly yelled as my friend was being drag away by his new adoptive parents and thus separating us
"TORIS!" he tried to fight off his new adoptive father who tighten his grip on him making him yelp in pain
"NO! Don't take him! I beg you" I squirm away from the hold of the security guard who look at me with sympathy
'Jerk! I don't need you stupid sympathy I need Feliks!' I want to yell at him but can't and desperately watch him being taken away by his new family…. NO! I was HIS FAMILY AND HE'S MINE! HE DON'T NEED THOSE PEOPLE!
"no…" I collapsed at the thought he might forgot about me and sadness knowing we would never see each other again but a few shock and panic gasp made me look up to see Feliks running towards me with a smile on his face. It made me smile too and ran towards him.
We were almost gonna be together again when red truck ran to him and I watch in horror as Feliks' body was colored in red and flew away
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"NO!" I sit up in fear because of the nightmare I just had and making Feliks stir and ask
"what's the problem, Liet?" e ask rubbing the sleep off his eyes but failed utterly
"n-nothing.. just a bad dream.." I assured me more than him. He look like he was hurt I didn't tell him the truth so I said "it's really nothing!" and sang him a polish lullaby that he taught me before and no sooner than a minute he was already sleeping beside me and I can't help myself but to smile at him.
"yes… it's nothing" I assured myself and went back to sleep and thankfully no more nightmares
Morning came no more sooner than I anticipated. While I and the other children in the orphanage are busy doing the chores given to us by the sisters so we won't end up spoiled one kid a bit taller than me bullied Feliks making him cry and it angered me.
"hey leave him alone!" I push them back and comforted Feliks until he calmed down and I face the other boy
"what did you do? You better didn't hurt him!" I hissed at te kid but he only smirked at me and said that clearly struck to me as fear
"tsk… save him while you still can Toris-boy 'cause this afternoon you won't see him anymore" he laugh and leave me alone so very confuse about what he said
'you won't see him anymore'
…no no NO NONONONO! The dream! Feliks.. NO! IT CAN'T BE! UGH WHY DO WE HAVE TO BE ADOPTED WHY! I kept on cursing inside my head so much than when Feliks ask if I'm okay I snap at him and making him tear up
"ah! No Feliks I'm so sorry I didn't meant to snap at you!" I apologized and cursed myself again but this time about me snapping at Feliks without him knowing why.
"hughh.. then why?" he ask all wet since the tears won't stop. What. The. Hell. Did I snap at him! E won't stop later
"hey…stop crying okay or.. or I'll cry too" I said gently and I wasn't lying 'cause I'm really close to breaking down and thankfully he stop but still hiccups escape his lips. He look to me sadly as if asking 'then why?' and I sigh and told him the truth
"no Liet! I don't want to be separated from you! Please stop them!" he beg as if I could change the orphanage's decision so I tried as gently as possible to tell him I couldn't
"I'm so sorry.. but I couldn't Fel. I could not stop it.. later one of us will be adopted and we won't see each other again" I tried but couldn't as I let out a tear until I'm fully crying with Feliks who copied me along the way
"if.. we can't see each other again then… let me say this for our sake…. You're my most important person in my whole existence and I won't forget you ever! You're my biggest 'what if..' Liet" he smile at me sadly and I cried harder
"me too..gehh.. me too" I cried for a whole hour and so is Feliks and good thing no one saw us or else Feliks might get pick on more if I was the adopted. How I wish me and Feliks are kids with family since we won't have to worry about being separated at all. I already miss him now even if we're still together
This is it. The time either me and Feliks are adopted by a guy name Ivan Braginski…. I hope his nice so if Feliks got adopted he won't be sad and scared. The Ivan guy arrived around 2:27 p.m. and arrange some required papers for adoption. Turns out he will be adopting THREE kids and I hope that Feliks and I will be the two of the three that he will pick and with the look Feliks' face I believe he is thinking the same thing.
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Dammit! He didn't pick Feliks! He chose the guys named Eduard von Bock and Raivis Galante as his other two and with me as the third. When Feliks heard about it he look like a broken man who just lost his lost important thing of his life:me
When it was time to leave I just can't stop thinking about the dream last night and I'm really worried about that. As much as I want to be with Feliks forever I want him alive and living so I didn't talk to him or even say goodbye. I just pass by him like he wasn't visible and he look hurt, betrayed, and…..insane? Really! When I stole a quick glance towards him he was SMILING creepily and when the door closed he screamed and cried with the sisters comforting him.
In the pit of my stomach something twisted. I feel like barfing when I heard him called my REAL name not Liet. The other boys look at me worriedly as if they thought I might cry there and then but I prove them wrong when I reach the car not even letting a single tear fell from my face.
Ivan smiled at me with sympathy on his features as if saying he didn't know me and Feliks are the best of friends but the next thing he said prove me wrong. " it's better for you to forget about him if you want to live in my house" he said letting out a ominous aura all while smiling sweetly
I nodded in fear and so is the other boys when he said the same thing about the orphanage and such and we got in the truck. When I look at the window waiting for Ivan to start the car I catch Feliks said said or mouthed me "Liet, Wróć do mnie*" and it made me want to cry but I look away just in time before my tears fall to my face.
As of this day our friendship is no more
Sooooo what do you think? Too dramatic or too much LietPol? Better be prepare now 'cause I'm thinking more LietPol in the future!
If your wondering why Feliks isn't speaking his valley girl accent let me just say that somewhere over the rainbow he will soon... or not.
Okay! Some translation for you dear readers
1.Wóć do mnie- means 'come back to me' in polish and SINCE Feliks is polish I made him say or mouthed it so hooray for me! ^U^
oh! Before I forgot I have to do the disclaimer so
DISCLAIMER: I don't own Hetalia and if I did I would make LietPol canon! Ahahahaha!*coughcough*
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