Confusion

by xXlovely-emoXx

Matt and Mello are having some issues in their relationship created during IMing. cro-written with anon. there are parts with just ':' thats anon - oh and if i get enough review i might write a none IM story-

vamp_tamaki: matto ~clings to his leg~
: -Blinks and looks at him.- Hm..?
vamp_tamaki: nothing ~rubs cheek against is leg~
: -Blushes slightly looking off- Okay then.
vamp_tamaki: ~steals his game sitting in his lap~
: -Blinks and looks at him-
vamp_tamaki: ~plays game looking at screen~
: -Pushes him off gently and gets up-
vamp_tamaki: ~looks up at him~
: -Coughs, and leans against the wall looking away staying silent.-
vamp_tamaki: whats wrong?
: -Shrugs looking away, thinking- Nothing..
vamp_tamaki: ok ~looks down playing his game~
: -Sighs and walks into room shutting door.-
vamp_tamaki: ~puts game down and bites on chocolate~
: -Sits down leaning head against wall, and pulls out pack grabbing cigarette.-
vamp_tamaki: ~lays head back closing eyes~
: -Lights cigarette and smokes sighing a bit, looking up sitting there..-
vamp_tamaki: ~nibbles on chocolate playing with hair~
: -Looks down sitting, and smokes coughing a bit..-
vamp_tamaki: ~opens eyes eating chocolate~
: -Sits there and sighs staring down setting cigarette out.-
vamp_tamaki: ~stands up grabs jacket walking out door~
: -Thinks to self mummbling..sitting there..-
vamp_tamaki: ~leans against wall looking up~
: -Gets up looking out from door, and scratches head while sighing.. walking out-
vamp_tamaki: ~slides down wall closing eyes~
: -Leans against wall thinking looking around..-
vamp_tamaki: ~snaps chocolate in half opening eyes~
: -Stands there and sighs thinking..looking down.-
vamp_tamaki: ~stands up walks back inside handing him a peice~
: -Blinks and looks at him thinking..- Hm.. -Takes it..-
vamp_tamaki: ~walks past him putting chocolate away~
: -Stands there looking at it, and sighs looking off.-
vamp_tamaki: ~looks at him~ are you alright matt? your awfully quiet
: -Shrugs, and sighs looking down..-
vamp_tamaki: ~walks up to him~ talk please
: -Shakes head, and looks off..-
vamp_tamaki: ~hugs him~ why not?
: -Hugs back..and sighs..- Fine..
vamp_tamaki: ~clings to his waist~
: -Blinks blushing slightly..- Hm..
vamp_tamaki: i dont like it when your upset..
: I'm fine.. -Looks off blushing slightly sighing..-
vamp_tamaki: ok
: -Walks to room, and sighs opening door.-
vamp_tamaki: ~stands there looking down~
: -Looks at him..- You okay..?
vamp_tamaki: yea.. ~sits down on couch~
: -Blinks and sits beside him looking down..- Sorry..
vamp_tamaki: you dont have to apologize
: Yea I do.. -Sighs-
vamp_tamaki: no you dont ~looks at him~
: -Looks back, and leans close..- Well Im sorry anyways..
vamp_tamaki: ~blushes~ its ok
: -Looks down, sighs slightly..and looks at him..-
vamp_tamaki: ~looks back at him smiling~
: -Smiles slightly..looking at him..-
vamp_tamaki: ~licks his cheek clinging to him~
: -Blushes slightly, and holds him-
vamp_tamaki: ~closes eyes blushing alil~
: -Strokes his hair closing eyes..-
vamp_tamaki: ~looks up at him~ matt?
: -Blinks opening eyes..- Yeah?
vamp_tamaki: why were you so quiet? you dont have to tell me
: -Blinks, and sighs slightly..- Just haven't been feeling good..lately
vamp_tamaki: ok ~lays head on his chest~
: -Holds him and yawns a bit..-
vamp_tamaki: ~blushes and falls asleep~
: -Strokes his hair gently, holding him closer-
vamp_tamaki: ~smiles blushing~
: -Stops and leans close, kisses him gently..-
vamp_tamaki: matt..~kisses back sleeping~
: -Leans closer, kissing him deeply..-
vamp_tamaki: ~blushes, clings to his arms~
: -Leans even closer falling ontop of him, kissing him-
vamp_tamaki: ~blushes kissing back~
: -Slides tongue in his mouth kissing him..-
vamp_tamaki: ~opens eyes slowly blushing~
: -Looks into his eyes while kissing him-
vamp_tamaki: ~closes eyes blushing and kisses back~
: -Licks his tongue gently, and closes eyes-
vamp_tamaki: ~blushes wraps arms around him~
: -Plays with his tongue gently, leaning closer-
vamp_tamaki: ~moans alil blushing~
: -Blushes while playing with his tongue roughly..-
vamp_tamaki: ~cluthes his shirt blushing~
: -Slides tongue out, licks his neck gently..-
vamp_tamaki: ~opens eyes looking away~
: -Makes him face me, looking into his eyes..-
vamp_tamaki: ~looks back blushing~
: -Smiles blushing slightly looking at him-
vamp_tamaki: ~blushes pulling down his goggles~
: -Looking into his eyes, smiles slightly..-
vamp_tamaki: ~blushes looking down~
: -Licks his cheek gently..-
vamp_tamaki: ~blushes and smiles~
: -Hugs him and closes eyes..-
vamp_tamaki: ~hugs back blushing~
: -Licks his neck softly..and smiles slightly..- You like to blush a lot..
vamp_tamaki: ~blushing~ yea cuz you make me
: -Laughs slightly, and looks at him.-
vamp_tamaki: your too hot for your own good
: -Blushes slightly and smirks- Yea right
vamp_tamaki: yes you are ~kisses his cheek~
: -Looks off smirking- No im not
vamp_tamaki: fine ~crosses arms pouting~
: -Kisses his neck, and nibbles on it gently..-
vamp_tamaki: ~blushes still pouting~ thats not going to work
: -Glances at him- Something has to.
vamp_tamaki: i guess you have to figure it out
: -Glares at him- Come on, tell me.
vamp_tamaki: ~smirks shaking head~
: -Licks down his neck gently..- Now will you tell me..?
vamp_tamaki: ~closes eyes blushing~
: -Sits up, smirking looking off- Hm fine dont tell me.
vamp_tamaki: ~looks up at him pulling him back down~
: -Blinks and smirks looking at him- Hm?
vamp_tamaki: ~blushes clinging to him~
: -Blushes slightly, and tickles his side gently.-
vamp_tamaki: ~laughs~ that tickles.
: -Bites his neck gently, and tickles him a bit-
vamp_tamaki: ~blushes laughing~
: -Stops, licking his neck gently-
vamp_tamaki: ~closes eyes blushing~
: -Sits up again, looking off smirking- I can stop if you want me to.
vamp_tamaki: no ~pouts~ stop that
: -Laughs, looking at him- So thats no? Hm.
vamp_tamaki: yes thats a no ~looking up at him~
: -Looking back and laughs slightly- Are you sure?
vamp_tamaki: yes ~blushing~
: -Glancing at him, and yawns a bit.- You know, Ive been doing most of the work lately.
vamp_tamaki: yea? ~looking at him~
: -Sits back on the couch yawning- Hm well, I think its time for you to take over this time.
vamp_tamaki: ~sits on top of him~
: -Looks at him smirking-
vamp_tamaki: your such a jerk sometimes ~kisses his neck gently~
: -Sweat drop, and pushes him off.- Ha, no Im not.
vamp_tamaki: ~gets off of him~ ok
: -Pulls goggles up, and grabs controller- I guess I'll just smoke and play video games for now on.
vamp_tamaki: huh? ~looks over at him~ whats that supposed to mean?
: -Turns on game, and looks at the screen- Oh nothing
vamp_tamaki: ~lays head on his arm~ tell me please
: -Mummbles while playing game- Im not going to bother doing anything else, just smoke and play video games since Im such a jerk.
vamp_tamaki: ~looks down standing up~ fine your not a jerk i dont think you are one
: -Playing game and staring at screen, yawning- Look, I know you dont mean it, so why worth trying to deny it?
vamp_tamaki: ~looks at him~ if you want me to say your one then ok
: -Continues to play game, and coughs- No I dont, I really dont like it so dont bother me about this right now. I get it Im a jerk, oh well.
vamp_tamaki: ~sits back down looking away~ i'll leave you alone then
: -Playing game, and sits there staring at the screen- Uh huh, you do that.
vamp_tamaki: ~puts feet up eating chocolate~
: -Sits farther away from him staying silent while playing video game.-
vamp_tamaki: ~stands up walking outside~ whatever i dont have to deal with this shit
: -Playing game and sighs shaking head in shame..mummbling- So now it all goes back to normal, him having an attitude and I having to put up with it.
vamp_tamaki: shut the fuck up matt
: -Pauses game, looking over at him.- And you call me a jerk? Look at yourself.
vamp_tamaki: ok i am a jerk so what do you fucking want me to do about it
: -Looks back at screen and sighs continue to play the game- Just shut the hell up already, kid.
vamp_tamaki: im not a fucking kid
: -Closes eyes while playing game and thinks.- Yea you are, so shut up. Besides what are you going to do? Punch me as usual.
vamp_tamaki: ~looks down~ fine whatever..
: -Opens eyes, and plays game..- Mhm, just what I thought.
vamp_tamaki: ~sits against wall~
: -Blinks and continues to play game, coughs.- If you really wanted to leave me alone you wouldnt still be here, am I right?
vamp_tamaki: why would you care what i do since im just a kid
: -Staring at screen playing game- Cause I hate kids, they annoy me.
vamp_tamaki: so you hate me now ~looks at him~
: -Playing game and shakes head staying silent..-
vamp_tamaki: ~walks over to him~ you dont hate me even though im a kid
: -Plays game staying silent and turns away glancing down but stares at the screen..-
vamp_tamaki: ~grabs his face and kisses him~ talk to me matt
: -Holds onto controller, hair covers eyes blushing slightly..- Huh..
vamp_tamaki: ~lets go of his face looking down~
: -Blinks and looks at him..sighs..-
vamp_tamaki: still wont say anything..
: -Looks off not saying anything and continues to play game..-
vamp_tamaki: ~looks at him~ please say something
: -Mummbles while playing game looking down a bit..- Why does it even matter anymore..
vamp_tamaki: i love you thats why it matters but obviously you dont ~turns away from him~
: -Looks at him, and blinks. Blushes slightly sighing..- Who said I didn't..?
vamp_tamaki: its obvious
: -Sighs, and shakes head looking down holding controller saying nothing..-
vamp_tamaki: ~looks at him~
: -Drops controller getting up with hair covering eyes walking to room slowly..-
vamp_tamaki: ~sits down on arm of chair~ oh well..
: -Opens door, walking in slamming the door back. Sighs looking down leaning against the door..-
vamp_tamaki: ~jumps up alil looking down and tearing up~
: -Sighs, sliding down against the door sitting down, looks down with hair covering eyes..-
vamp_tamaki: ~slides off side laying back tears roll down face~
: -Pulls gun from pocket, sighs looking at it yawning slightly..sitting there.-
vamp_tamaki: ~turns over closing eyes~
: -Gets up pulling goggles up more and opens door walking out to the other door holding gun in hand.-
vamp_tamaki: ~sits up looking at him~ wth matt?!
: -Blinks and looks back opening door.- What? -Shakes head walking out.-
vamp_tamaki: wait..matt ~follows him out~
: -Stops glancing back blinking..- Hm, may I help you?
vamp_tamaki: what are you doing? ~looks up at him~
: -Walks away, sliding the gun in pocket..- Like it's any of your buisness -Looking down as walking away.-
vamp_tamaki: ~grabs his arm~
: -Grabbed, and blinks looking at him- What is it?
vamp_tamaki: where are you going?
: -Pulls away continueing to walk away- It's none of your concern.
vamp_tamaki: ~falls to knees tears falling from face watching him~
: -Stops and sighs looking back at him- I don't see why you're crying, what is the matter now?
vamp_tamaki: nothing ~looks down~
: -Continues to walk grabbing gun in pocket..- Okay then.
vamp_tamaki: ~stands up walking back inside closing door looking down~
: -Walking looking down..yawning slightly..starts to pull gun out-
vamp_tamaki: ~lays down closing eyes~
: -Sits down on the sidewalk and yawns feeling rain come down.- Hm..
vamp_tamaki: maybe i should just leave..he'll be happy about that ~sits up opening eyes~
: -Pulls gun out pocket sitting there while it rains-
: -Sits there, and lies head in arms yawning while it rains..-
vamp_tamaki: ~stands up walking to room picking up clothes packing them~
: -Shakes trying to wake up and stands up scratching head hitting it on the wall, blinks-
vamp_tamaki: ~picks up jacket putting it and grabs bag walking out of room and outside closing door behind me~
: -Opening eyes, and forehead bleeds blinking again. Blood runs down face.-
vamp_tamaki: ~walks away looking carrying over shoulder~
: -Sits back down with forehead bleeding and looks up a bit seeing blur..blinks-
vamp_tamaki: ~walking looking down~ i wonder where the hell he was going to not tell me..
: -Sits there closing eyes..and forehead continues to bleed, holding the gun.-
vamp_tamaki: ~stops looking up~ i shouldnt think about him hes hates me anyway..
: -Coughs, and sets finger on the trigger, keeping eyes closed bleeding-
vamp_tamaki: ~keeps walking pulling out phone calling him~ he better fucking answer..
: -Blinks, and feels the rain still. Blood slides down face, grabs phone in pocket and answers it..-
vamp_tamaki: oi matt where are you?
: -Stays quiet for a second, and feels pain from forehead..- Damn, -Rain starts to pour more.- Nowhere important..
vamp_tamaki: whats wrong? ~walks faster~
: -Tries ignoring the pain as more blood falls, holds gun up and coughs..- Nothing..Im fine..
vamp_tamaki: no your not ~runs looking around~ tell me where you are
: -Closes eyes tight, blood falls down face, holding gun up to head.- Like I said nowhere important..Im busy right now..and Im completely fine..
vamp_tamaki: ~stops looking down~ dont get yourself killed..i need you too much ~hangs up phone~
: -Sitting there in the rain flickering with the trigger, forehead continues to bleed and coughs..dropping phone..-
vamp_tamaki: ~starts walking again looking for him~
: -Blood starts to fall onto the sidewalk, sitting there continue to flicker the trigger with hand shaking nervously..whispering..- Come on now..
vamp_tamaki: ~walking calling his name~ matt!
: -Blinks hearing him, rest finger on the trigger, and closes eyes again with forehead bleeding..-
vamp_tamaki: ~runs down sidewalk~ matt
: -Sits there trying to ignore him and the pain, forehead bleeds even more as it rains..-
vamp_tamaki: ~sees him and stops~
: -Pulls on the trigger slightly keeping eyes closed, forehead bleeding..coughs a bit.-
vamp_tamaki: matt.. ~stands there~
: -Starts to shake more from the pain, and pulls the trigger even more keeping eyes closed tightly..-
vamp_tamaki: ~runs up to him and hugs him~ please dont matt..
: -Shaking nervously from the pain, and drops the gun coughing, forehead bleeding blood running down face..opening eyes slowly..-
vamp_tamaki: ~wipes his face with sleeve~ dont scare me like that
: -Glancing around looking seeing everything as blurry and coughs slowly closing eyes-
vamp_tamaki: ~stands up pulling him along putting his arm around shoulder~ hang on
: -Tries opening eyes feeling the pain and blood from forehead..-
vamp_tamaki: ~walks home carrying him~ gawd your heavy
: -Eye twitches angerly while keeping them closed, and pushes him gently off me hold head turning the other way..-
vamp_tamaki: do you want me to help you or not?
: -Says nothing, holding head keeping eyes closed shaking..-
vamp_tamaki: ~puts his arm around shoulder again~ im not letting you die and i dont care if you dont want me to help
: -Shakes head, moving away and walking back..opening eyes slightly..- I dont need your help..
vamp_tamaki: i said i'd help you even if you didnt want it
: -Stops..and sighs holding head closing eyes feeling the rain..- I dont want help..
: -Continues to walk where gun was dropped holding head trying to see..-
vamp_tamaki: ~grabs his arm~ im taking you home
: -Tries pulling away, blood dripping from forehead holding head closing eyes..- Let go..
vamp_tamaki: why dont you want me to help you
: -Pulls away, trembles a bit hitting forehead again and falls to knees holding head..-
vamp_tamaki: ~looks at him~ you always go silent at important times
: -Forehead bleeds even more, and falls over coughing passing out slowly..-
vamp_tamaki: damnit matt ~picks him carefully wrapping one arm around his waist holding him up~
: -Tries waking up with forehead bleeding, and feels heart beat slowing down, coughs.-
vamp_tamaki: come on matt stay with me ~opens door walking inside~
: -Coughs more, blood sliding down face, trying to wake up.-
vamp_tamaki: ~sits him down gently and picks up a washcloth wiping the blood from his face~ what did you do?
: -Not waking up, with forehead bleeding slightly..-
vamp_tamaki: ~pulls off his goggles and his vest wipping his forehead~
: -Coughs, keeping eyes closed and staying passed out trying open eyes..-
vamp_tamaki: ~kisses his forehead and watches him~
: -Blushes slightly waking up a bit..-
vamp_tamaki: ~hugs knees lays head on top of arms~
: -Tries getting up, shaking slightly and coughs..-
vamp_tamaki: ~sleeping quietly~
: -Coughs up blood slightly, covering mouth..trying to open eyes..-
vamp_tamaki: ~tears up alil sleeping~ matt
: -Falls against wall resting self there, eyes tear up keeping them closed covering mouth..-
vamp_tamaki: ~opens eyes looking at him~ you sure are stubborn ~stands up~
: -Opens eyes slowly..walking to room..opening the door holding head..-
vamp_tamaki: ~sits back down~ hes going to end up killing him self..
: -Closes door walking in...leans against wall facing it and hits head against the wall..- Im such a fucking idiot..
vamp_tamaki: ~closes eyes holding on to rosary~
: -Hits head against wall, yelling at self closing eyes tight..-
vamp_tamaki: ~stands up walking down to his room~
: -Slides down falling onto knees leaning head against the wall hitting it while bleeding..-
vamp_tamaki: ~knocks on his door~ matt let me in
: -Looks down resting head against the wall as it bleeds with tears in eyes..-
vamp_tamaki: ~opens door slowly and sitts infront of him~
: -Closes eyes with tears falling and forehead bleeding..hair covers eyes..-
vamp_tamaki: ~wraps arms around him burring face in his chest~ stop
: -Looking down, tears falling more..trying to ignore the pain from head..-
vamp_tamaki: ~wipes his face looking at him~
: -Holds head..looking back..holding back the tears with hair covering eyes slightly..-
vamp_tamaki: ~clings to his waist~please dont leave me matt your the only person i care for and that i love ..im begging you ~closes eyes tight~
: -Hair covering eyes blushing hard, ..pulls him up and hugs him close..-
vamp_tamaki: ~hugs him back keeeping eyes closed~
: -Closes eyes slowly..hugging him..- Im...sorry...
vamp_tamaki: its ok..just dont do that again i wouldnt be able to take it ~tear rolls down face~
: -Wipes his tears opening eyes slowly holding back tears..-
vamp_tamaki: ~looks up at him~
: -Looks back with tears in eyes..-
vamp_tamaki: dont cry ~rubs his cheek gently~
: -Blushes slightly..with hair covering eyes, wipes eyes..-
vamp_tamaki: ~kises his cheek moving hair out of his eyes~
: -Blinks..looking in his eyes..- Hm..
vamp_tamaki: ~looks back at him blushes alil~
: -Leans close to him blushing slightly looking down..- I promise I wont do something like that ever again..
vamp_tamaki: ~blushes mummbling~ thank you
: -Leans closer..sighs..- And Im also sorry for ignoring you..
vamp_tamaki: its ok ~looks down~
: -Sighs..and looks at him..- No its not.. -Leans even closer and kisses him gently...-
vamp_tamaki: ~kisses back blushing~ really its fine..
vamp_tamaki: ok ~smiles alil~
: -Smiles slightly, holding head a bit..-
vamp_tamaki: are you ok? ~pushes his hair up abit~
: -Nods..and sighs..- Just a head ache..
vamp_tamaki: ok ~holds his hand~
: -Blinks and looks at hand, yawning slightly..-
vamp_tamaki: ~plays with his hand~ i bet your tired you now
: -Nods, leaning closer..resting head on his chest closing eyes..- Yeah..
vamp_tamaki: ~strokes his hair gently blushing~
: -Dozes off..falling asleep..-
vamp_tamaki: ~wraps arms him holding him gently kisses the top of his head~
: -Sleeping in his arms...and hair covers eyes blushing..-
vamp_tamaki: ~watches him slighty brushes his hair away~
: -Sleeps silently..leaning closer..- Mello..
vamp_tamaki: ~blushes looking at him~
: -Closes eyes tighter while sleeping, blushes slightly..-
vamp_tamaki: ~holds him closer laying head on top of his~
: -Moves hand down over top of his while sleeping..- Don't leave me..
vamp_tamaki: ~closes eyes~ i'll never leave you
: -Holds onto him blushing slightly..sleeping..-
vamp_tamaki: ~blushes opening eyes~ matt
: -Sleeping silently ..and holds his hand..-
vamp_tamaki: ~kisses the back of his hand~
: -Blushes slightly..yawning a bit waking up..and kisses him opening eyes slowly..-
vamp_tamaki: ~kisses back blushing~ did you get a good sleep?
: -Nods smiling a bit..- Mhm..
vamp_tamaki: good ~smiles looking at him~
: -Looks back, and leans up nibbles his ear..-
vamp_tamaki: ~blushes~ matt..
: -Smiles slightly..nibbling his ear gently..-
vamp_tamaki: matt your supposed to be recovering ~closes eyes blushing~
: -Blushes slightly, and looks at him..- I know.
vamp_tamaki: ~looks at him blushing~
: -Hugs him..- I love you.. -Looks down..-
vamp_tamaki: ~hugs back~ i love you too
: -Closes eyes while hugging him..-
vamp_tamaki: ~kisses his cheek~
: -Smiles a bit..and yawns slightly-
vamp_tamaki: still tired
: -Shakes head..- Im fine..
vamp_tamaki: ok ~closes eyes~
: -Gets off, and pulls him in my arms..-
vamp_tamaki: ~opens eyes alil looking up at him~
: -Holds him..looking back..-
vamp_tamaki: ~closes eyes snuggles close to him~
: -Blushes slightly closing eyes while holding him close..-