Brokenhearted

Jacob/Bella Song Fic

I wasn't looking for a lifetime with you

and I never thought it would hurt just to hear

"I do" and "I do"

He's a lucky bastard, he can read my mind and knows that. I have no chance with her now. Edward wins her heart, and I am left with nothing but the hope that maybe she will come crying to me about how badly she is being treated. I am doubtful on that because those bloodsuckers never hurt her before so maybe she isn't in anymore danger than I was kind of hoping for in the beginning.

and I do a number on myself

and all that I thought to be

and you'll be the one

that just left me undone

by my own, hesitation

Why did I wait so long to tell her how much I am crazy about her? I've loved her for so long, and she does not see me as more than a best friend.

And for the million hours that we were

well I'll smile and remember it all

I am going to cherish all those moments she came to me to feel less depressed over him. The motorcycles are going to go to waste now, and I should really just turn them into scrap metal because it was so much more fun being with her when she lived life on the edge. I was going to protect her from harm no matter what Charlie or Edward would have said to the contrary. Quil and Embry are going to tease me to no end now for being such a pushover.

While your story's completed mine is a long way from done

I still have my life ahead of me. If you don't choose me or Edward, then I will still imprint on a girl someday. I hold by my belief that maybe that girl I am supposed to fall in love with hasn't been born yet, and I will have to wait a little longer than Quil before I fall in love.

Well I'm on a Champagne High

Where would I be when I stop wondering why

on a Champagne High

I'd toast to the future but that'd be a lie

on a Champagne High, high

Your wedding is so beautiful, and you are spectacular. I'm still in love with you no matter how much I don't want to be hurting anymore.

Spring turned to Summer

But then winter turned to mean

The distance seemed right

at the time it was best—to leave

And to leave behind

He was back in your life, and you did not have time for me anymore. I left because I could not stand to see you with him when I didn't have anyone but you. I thought going to Canada to escape you would give me a clear head and the ability to forget you, but I can never forget you.

what I once thought was fine and so real – to me

And while I'm still gone

on the quest for my song

I'm at your – celebration

I am your best man after all. I may be second place in your heart, but I still hold something for you. I still have to find my own way, and I need to know that you are going to be taken care and provided for like I would have provided for you.

Your wagons been hitched to a star

Well he'll be your thing that's new

Yeah what little I have you can borrow

'Cause I'm old and I'm blue

He is the only man I will ever step aside for when it comes to winning your heart. I give you my love as a friend, and you can count on me forever. I love you, Bella.