Boys R' Us, Chapter 1: Secrets Revealed

Disclaimer: I do not own One Tree Hill or its characters, only The CW does. What I wouldn't give to own them though. I mean come on, who wouldn't want to own Lucas and Nathan, or Chad and James for that matter. Oh well, only in my dreams.

A/N: Couple of things I should mention first to understand this story more. Nathan did not pursue Haley to spite Lucas. Lucas never got together with with Peyton or Brooke, and therefore was no Lucas/Peyton/Brooke love triangle.

---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------"So what's the deal with this whole Boy Toy auction?" Haley asked as she helped Nathan get settled in his new home.

Nathan just stared at Haley for a bit before letting out a long sigh, "Basically Whitey whores all the guys from the basketball team off to the highest bidder. We spend time with the buyer until midnight, where we give them the customary midnight kiss"

"What's the problem? I know being gay means you have have to fake enjoying the kiss, but just humor the girl who buys you," Haley looked at him questioningly, "unless there was someone you would perfer to kiss. Do you have someone in mind?" she teased.

Nathan's silence spoke more than words ever could. How could he tell her who he'd really like to kiss. Sure, Haley was a pretty open-minded girl, who accepted his newfound sexuality, and thus allowing them to break-up on friendly terms. Hell, she even helped his search for eligable guys to date, but he purposely made his standards too high so that he wouldn't get set up. But this was different, no, it was wrong. No matter how you look at it, lusting after your own half-brother was perverse. But he couldn't help it. He had always has some sort of fascination with Lucas. Even before he found out that they were related. He wanted to get to know him, be friends with him, but his father wouldn't have it. Constantly drilling into his head that the two of them were enemies, that he is nothing more than a bastard child, that they were better that him and his mother. So he caved in to his father's wishes, hoping for approval, for praise, but no matter how hard he tried, it never came, and he hated every minute of it.

But his interest in Lucas only intensified as time went on. He couldn't understand why his attention was always brought back to his brother. He didn't until after Lucas joined the team. In the lockeroom showers of all places. He had just returned from his workout at the gym, only to find his sibling alone in the showers. No matter how hard he tried, he couldn't tear his eyes off his brother's body. He may appear to have a boyish face, but there was nothing boyish about his body. He was tall, almost as tall as himself, well built with the tight, lean mold of an athlete, each muscle definded...his warm, soft skin stretched over like silk over steel. An nipples which were the biggest he had ever seen on a guy. He drew in a sharp intake of breath as Lucas turned around to his his back wet. He saw the rosy color of his cock and was suprised how big it was! His balls hung on either side of his cock, and he just stared in wonder at him. He had never seen another grown man naked before, maybe a quick glances here or there on accident, but this was definetly different. All the sudden, an unexpected surge of arousal hit him like a freight train. He quickly darted out of the lockeroom to avoid being seen, and and the comfort of his room to jerk himself off to completion over the images he saw.

He finally realized what intrigued him to Lucas so much. But didn't understand it. He has always been attracted to girls. He tried to rid the thoughts of Lucas in the showers with images of him and various girls in provocative situations, but that day in the lockeroom always came back. Soon the dreams evolved into where he would join Lucas in the showers, touching, teasing, kissing. Innocent actions that eventually turned into not so innocent actions. He had ended up having the best orgasms when jacking off, thinking of Lucas.

When he finally accepted the fact that no matter what he did, no matter how hard he tried, there was no pleasing Dan Scott. Like he repeatedly told himself, getting emancipated was the best thing he ever did. And it finally allowed himself to pursue the friendship to his half-brother that he so desperately wanted, without worrying how Dan will react. He also gave in to the desire for his older brother. He just couldn't fight it anymore, his feelings for Lucas were too strong. But that didn't stop him from dating Haley for appearances sake. He didn't want to know what would happen if anyone found out about his sexual preference, much less his father finding out.

After a while, he couldn't bring himself to lie to Haley anymore. She was a great girl, and she deserved someone who would truely love her. So he confessed everything to her, excluding the Lucas parts. To his suprise, she took it better than expected. And it finally felt good to talk to someone about it.

"Not really." He lied.

"Bullshit," she knew him better than he realized, "you have someone in mind don't you?"

"I don't know what you're talkin' about."

"Oh come off it Nathan! You have turned down every single guy I tried to set you up with. At first I thought you were just too picky for your own good, but then I realized than you wouldn't have written them off so quickly if you didn't have someone already in mind. Someone to you that doesn't compare to anyone else."

'Damn you Haley! You're too fucking perceptive for your own good.' Nathan thought while he stared at a frustrated Haley.

"You don't understand, it's more complicated than that!" he yelled.

"How? It shouldn't have to be! I mean come on, your Nathan fucking Scott for christ sake! I highly doubt that there isn't one girl or gay man in this town that wouldn't dream of going out with you! I mean it's not like it's Lucas or anything?"

Nathan just stood there, hoping his sudden blush wouldn't tell her anything.

"Oh my god." she whispered.

Then again, this is Haley we're talking about. Fuck.

Trying to remain calm, she continued, "It's Lucas?"

Again no response.

"Are you sure?" she asked in utter disbelief.

'Well, in for a penny I suppose' "Yes." Nathan spoke quietly, keeping his gaze from her.

"You. Like. Lucas." she stated slowly, letting it sink in. Nathan wasn't sure what to expect next. So many horrible thoughts crossed his mind. What if she became completely repulsed by him. What if she told everyone his secret. What if...what if she told Lucas! He could handle the entire school, and even possibly Dan. But Lucas was a whole different situation. He didn't want to loose the friendship he worked so hard in achieving. The only 'what if' he didn't count on was...

"Man," she giggled, "you are so fucked up." her giggles transformed into full blown laughter.

Nathan couldn't believe what he was hearing, she was laughing at him. She figured out his deepest, darkest secret, and she was laughing. But then it dawned on him...she was giving him shit! Well, two can play that game.

"Yeah well, at least I didn't fall for a homo." He gave her a superior smirk that said 'ha ha, gotcha' bitch'.

She smirked back, "At least I didn't fall for my brother." They both fell in to a fit of laughter, before he got serious again.

"How are you taking this so well?"

She looked at him for a few seconds, "I dunno actually. To be honest, I should be disgusted by it. But I can't seem to bring myself to feel that way." Her face turned into a different kind of seriousness, the kind where she was about to dish out 'Haley's Words of Wisdom' as he liked to call it. "But somehow that doesn't matter with you. I can seriously see you two together. I mean, you're not really brothers. You never grew up together. You were practically strangers before he joined the team. Look, here's my opinion...there's a lot of horrible, hateful things in the world. But if you manage to find something you truely love, something that truely makes you happy, then grab a hold of it and don't let go."

All Nathan could do was smile at her.

"Hey Hales?"

"Yeah?"

"Would you mind if you bought me at the auction? I really don't feel like hanging out with some random girl all night."

"Sure. But you so owe me. I have a feeling I'm gonna end up spending more money than what you're ass is worth." She chuckled.

"What did you have in mind?" He wiggled his eyebrows suggestively.

"You know, that looses its effect when I know you're gay."

"It was worth a shot." He smiled as he went to fetch some drinks. Failing to notice the mischievous gleam in her eyes.

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"Aww..what's wrong Luke? You don't like the idea of being eye candy for horney girls that would give anything to go out with you for one night?" Peyton teased.

Lucas gave her a stern look that suggested she shut the fuck up. She just shrugged it off and watched him continue to play basketball at the Rivercourt.

"I'm only doing this for charity."

"Oh please. I'm suppose to believe that you don't like the idea of being the center of attention for all those girls?" Peyton continued her torment.

"You know I don't."

"Oh right, how could I forget. You perfer cock over pussy now. Stupid me." She outright laughed.

Lucas was beginning to regret Peyton ever finding out about his lust for guys. She just so happened to catch him in a serious masturbation session.

Flashback:

Too ingrossed in his fantasies, he failed to hear her come in. At first she was shocked, amused actually, that was until she noticed there were no pictures on his computer screen, just a bunch of words. She snuck up behind him and began to read what Lucas considered jerking off material. She saw it was a website that housed numerous stories about numerous topics. The story currently displayed was about a blonde boy who was having sex with a tall jock with dark hair and blue eyes. 'Lucas is jacking off to gay stories.' she thought. She continued reading and realized that this wasn't just any gay story...it was a story involving incest. The blonde and the brunette were brothers. She let it sink in before it all clicked into place.

Lucas was gay...

Lucas has the hots for brunettes...

Lucas reads incest stories...

Holy shit! Lucas likes...Nathan!

She slowly tried to back away to avoid detection, but tripped over one of his basketballs, and landed on the floor with a thump. Loud enough to bring Lucas out of his sexual thoughts and focus on the intruder. He was so suprised to find Peyton in his room, he nearly caught hi dick in his zipper.

"PEYTON WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING HERE!" He screamed.

"I thought I'd come over so we could hang out. I didn't know you were so 'occupied'," she gave him an amusing smile before continuing, "so, looks like someone has a fetish for tall, dark haired, blue-eyed jocks. Why Lucas, I didn't know you felt that way?" she gave him a laugh before realizing Lucas was pissed.

"You could have knocked first." Lucas said through gritted teeth, practically growling.

"Since when have you ever knocked at my door? If memory serves me, you seem to let yourself in everytime. You're just embarrised that I caught you with your pants down!" Before Peyton realized it, she was cracking up at what she said.

"You find this amusing? How would you feel if you were caught pleasuring yourself?" He glared at her.

"Luke it's okay. Everyone does it. I didn't know you did it to gay stories, much less to Nathan."

Lucas went pale, "W-what, what did you say?" he squeaked out.

"Come on Luke, you were reading a story about a blonde and a brunette going at it. And they just happen to be brothers. A brunette I might add, fitting the perfect description of Nathan."

Lucas didn't know what to say. She wasn't screaming in hateful, vile comments. Thinking about you brother that way wasn't normal. He had a hard enough time fitting in. The last thing he needed was something to complicate things even further. But he couldn't help how he felt. Nathan plagued his mind constantly. So much so that he would wait until everyone was finished showering in the lockeroom before he would take one himself. Imagine poppong an erection while being surrounded by people who barely accepts you. There would be no end to the torment. Luckily for him, only Nathan does it for him. So he waits until Nathan is done.

"How long have you had these feelings?"

"I don't know. I guess they started during freshman year. Ever since I found out he was my brother, I've tried to distance myself from him. But no matter what I did, I've always felt this pull towards him. Even when he was giving me shit for joining the team. I've done everything I could to distract myself from him, but nothing seemed to work. So I just accepted my feelings, and hope to god Nathan doesn't find out."

"Huh."

Lucas just looked at her like she grew two heads. "Huh? You find out that I have feelings of an un-brotherly kind of nature towards my own half-brother, and all you say is huh?"

"What do you want me to say Luke? In retrospect, you two would be pretty fucking hot together." she replied.

Lucas just sat there in silence, trying to comprehend the situation. Peyton just found out he was gay and has feelings that are directed toward his little brother, and she's not freaking out.

"You know, you and Nathan have something in common. Both of you caught me jerking off. At least I think it was him."

She just laughed, "Really? When?"

Lucas chuckled a little himself, not really sure he should tell her.

One day after practice, he finally got the chance to be alone in the showers. His thoughts once again drifting to Nathan as usual. On hand he placed on the wall in front of him for balance, while the other lathered in soap, firmly wrapped around his cock, pumping it slowly. Picturing him and Nathan, in his bed...

Their lips met, feeling and exploring like two hungry probes, both struggling for dominance. Nathan broke the kiss and slowly nibbled lightly at Lucas' left earlobe before moving to Lucas' neck, sucking and licking greedily. Lucas closed his eyes and moaned. He loved being teased in that area. Nathan moved away to Lucas' chest and kissed straight down the middle. He detoured and moved to Lucas' right nipple. Nathan sucked and licked at it sending Lucas into another level of pleasure. Nathan's right hand mastered Lucas' other nipple while he sucked the other. He then diverted his mouth's attention to Lucas' toned abs. Nathan then used both hands to lift the elastic of Lucas' underware exposing the treasure underneath. Lucas' cock was erect and slightly moist from precum. Nathan pulled the briefs all the way down Lucas' leggs and threw them on the floor. He returned to Lucas' length. It was nicely shaped. Both long and slender, just like his body, with a pink head at it's crown. A bush of dirty blonde hair cropped from the base and his balls hung loosely in a beautifully velvety, lightly hairy sac.

Nathan flicked his tongue to taste more of Lucas. Nathan took Lucas in his left hand and licked under the length. Lucas continued to breathe heavily. Nathan then suddenly engulfed him in his mouth and sucked lightly. Lucas gasped. Nathan applied more suction and Lucas moaned. Nathan continued to tease Lucas before taking it all to the very back of his throat. Lucas let out a loud groan and arched his back. Nathan closed his mouth and expertly worked his mouth on Lucas' cock. Hid lips glided up and down, all the while, his tongue swirled in frantic motions, giving Lucas extra pleasure. Nathan cupped Lucas' balls in his right hand while he sucked on his cock.

Nathan moved around so that his crotch was near Lucas' head and lifted hs leg so that Lucas was directly under him. He continued his oral assault on Lucas. Lucas saw this as his chance. He reached up and yanked Nathan's boxers off. Nathan's length dangled invitingly in Lucas' face. It was almost as long as Lucas' but it was thicker. Lucas used his left hand to guide Nathan into his mouth. He took it immediately the whole way as far as it could go and enveloped it in his mouth. Nathan let a moan escape between bobs on Lucas' dick. Lucas' left hand pulled Nathan back out. His right hand moved around to Nathan's ass and sqeezed it. Lucas used his thumb and moved it to Nathan's hairless hole.

Nathan continued to service Lucas while Lucas put his middle finger into his mouth to lube it with saliva before rubbing it over Nathan's entrance. Then he continued applying pressure onto it with different fingers. When he was satisfied that he had done enough teasing with his fingers, he adjusted his position so his mouth was near the entrance. Without warning his tongue bathed his brother, sending excited chills up Nathan's spine. Nathan released Lucas from his mouth and gave a loud groan. Lucas' tongue continued to explore and sent Nathan into heightened levels of ecstasy.

When Lucas decided he had lubricated Nathan enough. He moved so that he was propped behind Nathan who was on all fours on the bed. He reached around Nathan with his left arm and pulled him close so that his chest rested on Nathan's arched back. His chest muscles molded into Nathan's. He kissed the back of Nathan's neck. He could feel Lucas' erection poking him. Lucas moved his right arm around Nathan and pulled him up so they were both kneeling on the bed. His hand rubbed the front of Nathan's body, working Nathan's nipple ring. Then it moved to his face, and adjusted Nathan's face to meet his. Lucas shoved his tongue doen Nathan's throat and Nathan reponded with a pasionate kiss. Lucas' left hand moved it's way to Nathan's length and pumped it slowly.

Nathan couldn't take it any longer so he laid down on the bed infront of Lucas. He positioned himself so that he was at the entrance of Nathan. Nathan raised his legs so Lucas could enter with ease. Lucas applied a little bit of pressure as he inched his way into Nathan, so that he could feel every bit of it going inside. Nathan squirmed a little and drew a sharp breath. He looked up into Lucas' eyes. Lucas's gaze was intense. Nathan moved his hand to Lucas' abs, to slow him down. Lucas slowed his pushing until Nathan moved his hand away. The he drove himself in a bit further. Nathan continued to breathe heavily. Lucas pushed it as far as it would go in one shove and Nathan winced. His body trembled. Lucas drew out slowly so only his head was still inside. He leaned down and kissed Nathan. Then he thrusted in and out again. This time, Nathan had been relaxed enough to make the thrusts easier. They moaned into each others mouths. Lucas loved the warmth of being inside Nathan. Nathan wrapped his legs arond Lucas' ass and his arms around Lucas' back in a hug.

The continued their kiss and Lucas gradually increased the strength and speed of his thrusts. He made them long and passionate. Lucas' movements soon became more urgent and they were both sweating. Nathan's hands explored and rubbed their way around Lucas' back muscles. Nathan sensed that he was close so he moved one of his hands to his member and jerked it. Lucas probbed himself up on his arms and started to pound inside Nathan. He too was getting close. Nathan grabbed the bed sheets beside him, his legs became tense and his entrance tightened around Lucas' dick. His back arched and he jerked his cock feverishly. Nathan came onto his sweaty chest and he groaned in ecstasy. Lucas saw it and it suddenly became all too much for him. He thrusted one more time before marking himself deep inside Nathan. Lucas closed his eyes, threw his head back and gave a satisfied grunt. Nathan came repeatedly onto his chest and his entrance squeezed Lucas' cock. Sweat trickled down the middle of Lucas' chest onto Nathan...

Lucas jerked out of his fantasy when he heard a noise. He saw a blur that looked suspiciously like Nathan dashing out of the lockeroom.

'Oh god, Nathan saw me jerking off.' he thought.

"You know what? Maybe I was mistaken." Lucas told her, deciding not to tell her the truth.

End Flashback

"So what are you going to do for the charity auction?"

"What do you mean?"

"I mean, when one of those girls buys you, what are you going to do?"

"I'll do what is required of me for charity, nothing more."

"Wow...you can practically feel the excitement." her comment dripping with sarcasm.

Lucas mearly gave her the finger.

"Hey Peyton? You think you could buy me? That way I could at least enjoy myself after the auction."

"Sure Luke. I'll see what I can do."

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