Six Months is a long time to anyone but when your undercover it feels longer unless you are with someone who is caring and fun like nick Collins. He makes amazing food for breakfast every morning and eats my horrible cooking but says its good unlike my unlady like talking in my sleep which is hurtful because I know he does this cute snore when he is sleeping but I am not allowed to talk about it. Another thing is when we kissed I felt something, but he is with Gail I think I'm not actually sure about their relationship I don't think even he does. I don't think the way he looks at me isn't just an act, but I won't say or do anything about it even though I am positive that I am falling in love with nick I think I have for a while maybe since the parking garage when he pushed me up against the wall and shielded my body from getting shot at. I feel a little bit guilty because I was with Sam at this stage. Then it got worse when nick volunteered to be my break up buddy after Sam broke up with me I act like in front of everyone that I'm heart broken but the truth is I don't think Sam is ever going to say or act like he loves me I don't think he has ever said it. Luke knows that I have feelings for nick, but he told me to wait until both me and nick are ready to admit that we have feelings for each other easier said than done. But one thing Luke doesn't know is nick and I slept together the first time on our day off last week and we can't keep our hands to ourselves. I don't feel guilty at all, nick has gone to see Gail tonight for our day off to break up with her hope he does but when there are no sharp objects around.