Ok so this is my first fan-fic and yeah it probably isn't that great. Just read it and tell me how it is.

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I hate mornings.

"ugh.. Its morning already. Why can't I just sleep for once?"

I rolled over and hit my alarm clock to shut it up. It fell to the floor making an awful noise. I sighed and sat up.

I looked at my door and the calendar said that it was Sunday. I scratched the back of my head with my hand and stood up slowly.

"I hate Sundays…"

I opened my door and looked down the long hall way that led to the bathroom. I closed my eyes, held my breath, and slowly walked forward trying to avoid the creaky spots in the floor.

I failed.

"Roxas..?" My mother asked from behind her closed door.

"Yes mom?"

"Its Sunday aren't you going to go to church with me?"

I sighed. "No mom…" I could almost hear another piece of my mother's heart breaking and falling to the floor.

"Why not?" She asked softly.

"Just because ok" I said as I hurried to the bathroom pulling a towel from the pile outside. I went in and closed the door. I quickly turned the water on and slumped over in front of the tub.

I am sorry mom.

I heard her walked past the door and stop. She sighed and continued down the stairs. I heard her grab her purse and the door click closed. A few seconds later her car started and drove up the street.

I really hate myself. Why do I keep doing this to my mom. Silly me I already knew the answer to that question I just didn't want to say it aloud. I didn't want to dredge up those terrible memories from last month.

To late…

I walked into church beside my mother, smiles on our faces. We were almost to the entrance of the chapel itself when a boy a walked up to us. He smiled and asked. "Pardon me but might I borrow your son for a little bit." My mother must have recognized him because she smiled and nodded. She turned to me and said, "Go with Seifer ok Roxas."

"Ok.. Mom." She smiled and walked ahead to her seat. Seifer put his arm over my shoulder and led me in the opposite direction toward the maintenance area. He pushed me though the door. "God dude what is wrong with you?" I said turning around to she him smirking and walking closer to me. I took a step back and said, "Uh… um what do you want man?" He laughed and pushed me back into the wall which was surprisingly soft. I looked down just in time to see two giant arms locking around me. I kicked trying to get free but I only succeeded in making the man squeeze me tighter. I cried out in pain and fell limp. Seifer walked closer and lifted my head up with his pointer finger. "aw now you are no fun roxy… Here I go to all this trouble and you just go all dead fish on me." I glared at him only moving my eyes. He looked up behind me and said, "You can go now." I could almost hear his smile when he said, "Ok, yo." He let me go and I fell to the cold hard ground. I watched him walk out and close the door behind him. Seifer kneeled down and grabbed my hair. I winced but said nothing. "Aw come on Roxy… I know you want to have some fun with me." I glared at him. Seifer grinned and flipped me onto my stomach. He laughed and moved behind me. He reached down and undid my pants and had them slid down before I could say a thing. My head almost spun around my wide eyes filled with shock. I mean I knew this kind of thing could happen to girl but why me. I breathed in heavily to scream but before I could him hand was covering my mouth. "Now now Roxy we wouldn't want anybody coming to ruin our fun would we?" I closed my eyes as tears welled up. He laughed again and slowly slid my boxers down. The tears spilled over and I screamed but no noise escaped the hand. He laughed again and pushed himself into me. I was instantly hit with waves of pain. A new wave coming with each new thrust. As quick as it started it was over. Seifer laughed and rubbed my hair. "you are a good boy Roxy. Don't keep your mom waiting." Just as he finished talking and walked out I heard the music that signaled the end of the service. I got wiped the tears from my face and pulled my pants and boxers back up. I dusted off my shirt and walked back out to the entrance. There she was standing there with a worried look on her face. She turned toward me and smiled. "Now Roxas where have you been?" I shrugged. "Around" She looked at me with a disapproving look and we walked back to the car.

I wiped a tear from my face and remembered the water in the tub. I quickly undressed and got into the soothing water.

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Tust me it will get better! More axel coming soon!