I caught myself staring at him again. At the end of sixth year, I found myself gaining a slight crush on Sirius Black - He's 21 years older than me! But even that thought didn't stop my feelings increasing to what felt like love
"Ginny, are you ok?" I looked up into his grey eyes, filled with concern, I couldn't stop myself from smiling - he was worried about me!
"Oh, sorry Sirius, daydreaming." I got an idea and knew I could do it, "Sirius, could I have a word - in private?"
"Err.. Okay?"
I led him up the stairs and into Harry and Ron's room, I knew no one would come up here.
"What's wrong Gin?" Oh my Godric! Okay, I know everyone calls me Gin, but this is Sirius! Calling me Gin!
"Ok, what I'm about to tell you - no that sounds stupid… Right, since I got back to Grimmauld Place, I've developed feelings for you, and well - I've wanted to do this for a while" Before I could talk myself out of it, I closed the distance between me & Sirius and kissed him, for a split second he kissed me back, then as if he got burnt, he jumped away.
"What the fuck Ginny?" his grey eyes now filled with anger,
I could feel tears start dripping down my face "I - I'm sorry"
"Oh shit… no Ginny, I'm sorry, if you were - I don't know 19, 20 years older then trust I wouldn't of stopped"
"DON'T LIE TO MAKE ME FEEL BETTER! Why would you ever like someone like me anyway?"
"You remind me of a girl I used to know, she started Hogwarts in my seventh year, at first we didn't get along, all because I loved her and wouldn't admit it. We ended up engaged, everything was going great. Until Voldemort killed her. Her name was Ginny as well, I think she gave Molly the idea to call you that. You look just like her. I've never told anyone this before, but, James and I, we found her in the garden of the Potter Mansion, just sitting there crying, Harold took her inside, and him and Mrs Potter adopted her, if she survived, she would have been Harry's aunt-"
There were screams and loud crashes coming from downstairs
"What's that?" Sirius ran out the room, then straight back in again,
"Death Eaters. They must of found out Harry's here." he ran over and picked up Harry's invisibility cloak, "Ginny put this on and promise me you'll stay hidden!"
"NO! if Death Eaters and possibly Voldemort are down there harming my family I'm GOING TO HELP!"
"Please Ginny… Molly would never forgive me. If you really do love me, stay hidden, until they leave, I'll come back for you. I promise."
I slowly nodded my head and put the cloak on. Watching him leave, I knew I had made a mistake, but I always keep my promises. It's a Weasley trait.
"AVADA KEDAVRA!" A voice I immediately recognised as Bellatrix Lestrange filled the house.
"MOLLY! YOU BITCH!" I heard Harry shout.
Mum.. My mum was dead and I couldn't help her.
I heard footsteps and Harry's and now Voldemort's voice was getting closer and closer
"CRUC-" "PROTEGO" STUPEFY" "AVADA KEDAVRA!"
I saw Harry's body, fly into the open door and the light in his bright green eyes had gone out for ever. I heard Voldemort walk back down the stairs and I quietly ran over to Harry.. He can't be dead, he's pretending! Please be pretending! Tears were falling uncontrollably down my face and for once, I didn't care.
I heard several 'Pop's meaning the Death Eaters had apparated away, I slowly walked down the stairs, seeing what damage had been done.
First I saw Sirius, then Remus, Tonks, Mum, Dad, Fred, George, Ron, Hermione, they killed them all. I had to change that.
I ran back up to Harry's room, found some money, picked up the cloak, and grabbed the Marauders Map, then running into mine and Hermione's room, I shoved them all in a duffel bag, with some clothes and my wand.
I found Hermione's time turner, put it round my neck and spun it, hopefully the right amount of times.
The last thing I saw of 1999, was a picture of me & my family.
Then everything went black.
