OH MY ... I MADE ANOTHER STORY WHEN I HAVEN'T FINISHED MY OTHER ONES — oh, forgive me. I feel confuse right now that I don't know what to write anymore. Besides, this story won't be that long. Maybe two or three chapters, and I will be able to finish my other one ^^v

Oh, and this is the first time I used 'YOU' in my fanfic. Hope it isn't too weird to read, since it's KilluaxReader. I still make a lot of mistakes and keep on writing 'I' instead of 'YOU'. Haha XD

Story plots keeps on popping in my head that I don't know what to think anymore. So this story should be fine :D

Tell me what you think about it. Leave a review, okay? :)

And please enjoy the story ^_^

"I like you, Killua-kun …. Please … Will you go out with me?"

Those words …. You wonder if you regret it now that you confessed your feelings.

You smiled when the last period has finally ended and went to Killua's classroom. When you saw Killua, your smile widened. "Killua-kun! Let's go home together today!" You said, seating beside him and clinging to his arms.

Killua glanced at you. "No. It's too troublesome," he stood up, brushed you off and started walking towards the door.

"Eh?!" You stood up and followed him to the door. "Bu-But wait, Killua-kun! Please! It'll only be for today —"

Kazuki suddenly appeared in front of Killua. "Yo, Killua Let's go to the ramen place today. Jun said there'll be a lot of pretty girls there this afternoon," he said. Kazuki is Killua's friend. The name 'Jun' that was mentioned was also one of his friends, and also Jun's family owns the ramen place that Kazuki was talking about.

"Mmm? Really? Okay," Killua agreed.

What?!

"He-Hey! Killua-kun! Bu-But you said it's too troublesome going home with me! Why would you go with Kazuki-kun?" you grabbed his left arm and made him face you.

He looked at your hand that was holding his arm and then looked at your face. "Is there a problem if I want to go with my friend?"

You were taken aback. "Err … We-Well, n-no …"

"As I thought. You can perfectly go home by yourself, so stop bothering me," after he said that, he left with Kazuki.

You sighed. Ever since you started to go out with Killua, things had been like this. Killua …. A lot of girls wanted to be his girlfriend even though he has this cold personality. Actually, his personality turns cold only when he's talking to you.

"You wanted to say something to me?" Killua asked when you two were left alone in the classroom.

"Yes, I have," you answered.

Looking at him, you feel all weak. But right now, it's all or nothing. You gathered all your strength and took a deep breath. "I-I've known you for a long time now, Killua-kun. I know you don't know me … But I don't like it when I can only watch you from afar … I-I really like you, Killua-kun …. P-Please … Wi-Will you go out with me?" that felt like you used all of your strength. That confession made you to actually really weak. Your knees are trembling and right now, you are anticipating for his reply. Would he reject your confession? What would he say?

It doesn't matter if he rejects you. Well, actually, it does matter like your whole life depended on it. But it will be fine even if he turn you down. At least you were able to express your true feelings for him. Your feelings will not go to waste.

Killua gazed at your blushing face and was in thought. "Go out, huh? Well, having a girlfriend is bothersome .. …" He looked at your super red face and debated. "But …. well, okay," he said, finally approving.

After saying that to you, he left. And you were the happiest person that time. You can't believe that he actually said yes to your confession. You're Killua's girlfriend now! You're so lucky! Or so you thought.

He was definitely what you were expecting. Perfect in every aspect. The characteristics that show how much of a cool guy he is is emanating everywhere. But he was the complete opposite of the Killua that you imagined — well in attitude, that is. But even so, you were still happy that he became your boyfriend. It was your very first confession, so it's a very good thing that it didn't went as bad as you had imagined. And also, Killua approved. That means he's giving you a chance, right? A chance could be getting to know each other more or something. And this chance only comes once in a lifetime.

So that was how you became his girlfriend. Killua is one of the hottest and most famous boys in school. He's in the same year as you — second year high school — and he's from the class next door.

"You should feel lucky. Killua chose you out of all those girls who confessed to him," said Masako.

"Hai. He's so popular. Until now, I can't believe that you're dating him," Emiko agreed.

You groaned. "But guys .. .. Killua-kun is so cold to me. Could that be only natural?" you looked at both of them.

They looked at each other and nod. "Yeah. Even if I said that you should feel lucky, I should also say that there could be a chance that he's playing with you," Masako said this.

"Really big chance," Emiko agreed.

You stood, pinning your hands against the desk. "What?! How can you guys even say that? Are you guys really my friend, Masa-chan, Emi-chan?" you feel like crying, hearing this from them.

Masako and Emiko are your friends since middle school. You've known each others for that long, so with a problem like this, they're the only ones that you can consult. It's a good thing that even in high school you're still together with them and is even on the same class.

They gathered beside you. "Of course, we're you're friends. That's why we will only speak of the truth, even if it will hurt you, Name-chan," Emiko cuddled with you.

"Rea-Really?" you said with teary eyes.

"Yeah, that's why you should break up with him. It's not good if things between you and Killua-kun went on like this. Your relationship with him will not progress at all," Masako said as if you're not hurting by what she's saying.

"Well, we'll see if your relationship with Killua will advance to the next level," Emiko said. "Or something."

You clenched your hand. "Of course!" you said optimistically. You must not look at this negatively. It's only been a week since Killua-kun and you started going out. This is definitely your chance.

I must work hard!

"E-Err, Killua-kun …. I'm here, you know …"

Killua glanced at you and was a little surprised when he saw you there. "Huh? Since when were you there?"

You gritted your teeth. The hell? You even ditched going home with Masa-chan and Emi-chan just to be with him. "When you asked me to bring your bag, I've been followi —"

"Hey! Why are you touching Killua's bag?" one of the girls with Killua's group of friends asked that to you when they finally noticed you.

They snatched the bag away from you. "Don't get so full of yourself just because Killua became your boyfriend!"

They all glared at you. "I don't think you can count her as a girlfriend, though. Ha-ha-ha."

"Yeah, she's not even good-looking."

"So unfashionable."

They laughed. All of the girls. The guys were just silent. Killua has a lot of friends in school, since he's popular. Girls and boys always wanted to be around him. But as far as you know, Killua often hang out with Jun and Kazuki.

Hearing these things, you looked down. Being humiliated like this in front of the person you like …. This is too embarrassing.

"Stop it," Killua said.

You looked up and glanced at him. Eh?

"You guys go ahead, I'll take her home," he added.

EH?!

What is this? What is happening? Is this guy really Killua? The Killua?

You looked at him, confused. What happened to the cold Killua? For a second there, you thought that he would just ignore you like he usually does. And besides, Killua would never say something like 'I'll take her home'. Something is not right. Is he sick?

"What?" he asked when you kept on staring at him.

"Do you have a fever, Killua-kun?" you asked as you watched his friends leave. But they are all keep on looking back on the two of you, whispering. Especially the girls.

"Huh? What? No. Why?"

"Nothing," you smiled you sweetest smile at him. This is a progress.

Masa-chan, Emi-chan, just watch me! I will definitely make this relationship a success! This will not turn negatively! I will not permit it!

"So, where do you live?"

He walked you home that day, for the first time ever since you started dating.

This is awkward. I should say something.

You glanced at him while walking, but you can't open your mouth. He's so close to you. Killua has never been so close to you like this. Watching him so near you, of course you can't open your mouth.

Really, I should say something.

"K-Killua-kun, do you like me?" you suddenly asked.

Shoot! Why in the world did you burst out something like that? Jeez! This mouth… Now you can't calm down because you can't predict what he's going to answer. How will he say it? Will he say yes? Or maybe no? What could his answer be?

"Hmm?" He looked at you. "I don't know you yet, so no."

EHHH?!

He is so straightforward! He could have just said turn the story around and said something nice, right? He doesn't have to be so blunt! What the heck!

You feel like you're going to cry any moment. Stupid Killua. He's so insensitive of what others might feel.

"But I think you're interesting," he said, staring at you.

Your face turned bright red. What? What was that? Was what you heard exactly what he said? Or were you just imagining it?

I'm interesting in his eyes? Oh! I'm so happy.

You were about to answer him when his phone suddenly rang. He stopped walking and picked it up.

"Yes? Oh? She's there? Okay. I'll be there. Tell her to wait for me."

She? Her? Who? What is this?

"You'll be fine by here, right? Then I'll go first. 'Bye," he turned his back on you and started walking away, not even looking back, or didn't even wait for your answer.

"Goodbye," you sighed as you watch his figure slowly fading away.

Killua, that jerk! Didn't even give you a reason why he had to leave so suddenly. Who is this she and her? Could she be an acquaintance? Or a special someone? Or a relative? Or a friend? — A friend with deep meanings to it.

You started walking to the direction of your house.

With your current status with him, you can't win against anyone who would snatch him away from you. Even if you have the power to do that, if Killua isn't willing to stay by your side any longer, then there's no point. Might as well give up.

You first met Killua on a basketball tournament held at your new school — you just enrolled in high school when the tournament was held. You weren't actually going to watch because you think it's such a waste of time, but Masako and Emiko dragged you along with them. And you saw Killua there, playing basketball like a real expert. His moves were precise and just in the right circumstances. He was so cool back then, and even now. After that, you did a little research on him and have learned that he really isn't the sociable type of guy. He's hard to approach, everyone you asked said. But even if you they said this, you still think he's hot and cool.

Hot and cool, huh? Like fire and ice.

When you arrived at your house, you stopped at the gate with blank head, still thinking about Killua. From there, you could see you older brother taking something out in the front yard.

You've been in a one-sided love for a year when you finally decided to confess. And you were so happy when he accepted you. From what you heard, Killua never really come in terms with things like confession. From the research you've done — this 'research' that you've done is not called stalking — all the girls that confessed to him were turned down instantly. But it did not happen to you. So that's why you were so happy to know that he took you in. This means that he saw something in you that he didn't saw in any of those girls that confessed to him. This is the opportunity that you can't afford to fail! That's why you must try your best to be the girl that fits Killua.

You clenched your hands. "I will work hard. Wait for me, Killua-kun!"

"Idiot! Stop talking to yourself and get inside the house!" Rei said, your older brother.

"Sorry!"

You've thought of a plan and you will try your chance tomorrow. You should not give up. You really like Killua, so you were thinking that you should not fail him for giving you the opportunity to be his girlfriend. You should not lose to any other girls.

You're going to change your style and show it to Killua. Huh! You will definitely succeed. And by that, he'll take more interest in you.

"Huh? Who is that?"

"A transferee?"

"No, I think I've seen her before."

You smiled as you walked passed by these people in the corridor and they couldn't even recognize you.

"Na-Name? Name-chan?"

You recognized that voice and looked at the person who said that. You smiled. "Masa-chan! Good morning!" you greeted Masako who was looking at you with big eyes. She's with Emiko. "Oh, and Emi-chan too. Good morning."

"What is this .. .." they were both staring at your whole form.

"What is the meaning of this, you idiot?! Are you some kind of a hostess now?!" Masako smacked the back of your head.

You frowned, caressing the part she smacked. "W-Why? Is it that bad?"

Emiko looked at you. "Bad? It's terrible! Look at yourself!"

You looked down at your own body. There's nothing wrong with you. It's just that, you put on makeup. You think you overdid the lipstick though.

I think it's too red.

And you didn't wear your tie today. Instead, you let a few buttons open and show off a little skin in the chest part of your body. And you wore your shortest skirt for school today. You also did your brows last night and made them look pretty today — even though it was really painful plucking them out. You also curled the ends of your hair a little. Your mascara and eyeliner isn't that strong to look at, but it's very alluring. Well at least that's what's written in the beauty magazine that you read last night. You used it as a guide and followed everything that was written there.

To be the girl that fits Killua, you should fit yourself with him first. You have to be beautiful. But since you're not that beautiful, then you're going to make yourself beautiful. With that, you can finally call yourself a true girlfriend. And by this, the girls who like him too won't say bad things about you, right? And maybe they can finally accept you as Killua's girlfriend.

But you think you seriously overdid everything. Or else Masako and Emiko wouldn't react like this.

Is it really that terrible?

"Yo Killua. Is that your girlfriend?"

Killua … Automatically, when you heard someone said that name, your heart is in a very fast beat. That only means that he's somewhere near, right? This is the chance! You're going to make him see your new style today!

You looked around the hallway, and there, at the other end was Killua and Jun, walking straight to your direction.

You cleared your throat as he slowly forward to you, ready to greet him and show off what you worked hard for last night and this morning. You should look very pretty today, because that was your plan to fit as his girlfriend. And that's why you did these ridiculous things — you call it ridiculous because it is very uncomfortable for you.

"Hey, that is Name-san, right? Your girlfriend?" you heard Jun asked Killua as they walk.

Killua stared at you for a long time. "No, that's not her," he answered. He looked ahead of you, as if he didn't notice you there.

Your eyes widen with what you heard and you also heard Masako and Emiko gasp behind you.

Like this, you're sure that you're a little used to this kind of personality of Killua. But denying in front of you that you're not his girlfriend, that's like the worst, right? You're heart is hurting so much.

It's not that you're so unrecognizable with this kind of getup. Somehow, he should recognize you. But no. After you made all this only to be fit for him. Isn't that really the worst?

You feel like crying when Killua just passed by you. He really doesn't know you, huh? Are you still his girlfriend?

"Kyaa, Killua-kun!"

"Killua-kun, you're so cool!"

"So hot!" You can hear the girls behind you squealing as Killua passed by them.

"That must have hurt, right, Name?"

You looked at the person who spoke. "Masa-chan …." The moment you laid eyes on Emiko and Masako, you were unable to hold in all the emotions that you're feeling.

As you run to their side with teary eyes, a group of guys surrounded you.

"Huh?" Who are these people?

You automatically backed off when you saw the nasty look visible on their faces.

"Hey, beautiful …"

"Let's skip school today and play outside, okay?"

"Let's get along."

They all took a step forward to you and reach a hand to touch your arm. As you take a look at them, all advancing to you, you felt frightened. This is not what you wanted. You're feeling scared.

Someone, save me!

You close your eyes as you felt the touch of their skin to yours. "Ma … Ma-Masa-chan, Emi-chan, help me!" That's what came out of your mouth. You wanted to shout Killua's name, but you're afraid because you know that you'll only be disappointed. He wouldn't come to rescue you. That's way too impossible.

You're eyes were closed, waiting for something to happen, but nothing happened. When you opened your eyes, you were surprised when you saw the guys lying on the floor and Killua is standing between them.

"Ki-Killua-kun?"

When he saw that you opened your eyes, he glared at you. "You stupid! Look what happened! What were you thinking, dressing like this?" he snarled.

He saved me? "We-Well … Err … It's be-because …."

"Argh, never mind. Take responsibility for your actions next time. You're so stupid." After that, he walked away from the scene.

"Kyaaa! Killua-kun is soooo cooool!"

"He saved her from those perverts!"

"He's like a Prince!"

There was a loud noise made by Killua's fans after he entered his classroom.

But you were just standing there, speechless. It was the first time you saw Killua get mad at you like that. Because all the time, you only see the cold side of him, never really caring for you. But now, what you just saw was new. It was like he's on fire — maybe because he's mad at you.

He's like an ice that is cold — but of course ice is cold — and a fire that burns everything.

What am I even thinking?

"I gotta admit, even when he's a jerk to you, he's cool," Emiko said, nodding.

"Yeah, cool," Masako agreed. "And he saved your butt, though I predicted that he will. But I still think he's playing with you," both Masako and Emiko nodded at each other.

"Well, maybe it was just an act?" Emiko asked.

"Yeah, probably," Masako answered. They're having their conversation again like you're not there.

Killua came back …. To save you. But you thought he didn't know you?! What a jerk!

But he came back for you … That's enough to make you feel like this. You feel like fluttering. Somehow, you're glad that even when you're hit on first thing in the morning and was almost in trouble. But since he saved you and even called you 'stupid' and the fact the he noticed your getup today is definitely a heaven feeling for you. That means he cares for you, right?

Hey Killua, is it okay for me to think like this?

Because of what happened, you felt confident about Killua finally recognizing you as his girlfriend. So that afternoon, you went to his classroom to invite him to go home with you again even if you know that there's a chance that he'll turn you down again.

"Killua-kun, let's go home together today, okay?" you asked as you opened the door of the room, smiling even if you're not sure that he'll be there.

But you were shocked to see what is happening inside. Your eyes widen. Killua is on the floor, and there is a girl on top of him. On. Top. Of. Your. Boyfriend.

They both looked at you.

"Wha-Wha — ?" You uttered, totally confused. What is this?

"Get away from me, Hina," Killua said, pushing the girl aside.

The girl glared at you. "Damn, this stupid girl again," she said, standing.

What is this? Could it be …. ? Was this the 'she' that he was talking about on phone yesterday? That 'she' and 'her', could it be this girl? Is she his special someone?

But I'm his girlfriend ….

"Wh-What is this, Killua-kun? Wh-Who is she?" you almost wanted to cry as you were thinking of all the possible things that he might answer.

"None of your business," he said as he stood up. "I'm tired. I'm going home."

Killua picked his bag and walked straight to the direction of the door, to where you're standing. But he only passed by you, as if you didn't show up at his classroom at all. As if you weren't there.