Disclaimer- I don't own Lemonade Mouth, wish I did though
"Dear Diary,
I don't know why I got this journal, gram told me I needed a way to get things off my chest and that a journal would help with that. So here I go. My name is Olivia White and I never told anyone this but I am Bi-Polar. I don't know how to control it, it just happens. One moment I am all happy than the next I am really angry. All of it causes fights between me and my friends. I'm not even sure if I still have friends, because I make so many fights. They must think of me as a charity case. I wouldn't really blame them if they did. I even think of myself as a charity case that no one gives to because they have actual people who aren't crazy and who aren't Bi-Polar. A while ago, I told Mo and Stella that I would cut myself when I was ten and eleven. That was part of the truth; they never asked me if I still cut myself. I still kind of do but I let them heal before I start to pull my sleeves up again. But wait just a minute I never said I was done. I sometimes have a feeling that some people call, "The urge to purge." (A/N purge means to make you throw up by putting your finger down your throat)I don't do that though because that would make me bulimic and I am not that. I might email Mo and Stella later telling them what is wrong with me later I just don't want to tell them face to face. I'm just scared, scared of what the band will think of me. We were more than a band we never kept secrets (Not many secrets anyway.) I just wish I didn't have to tell them at all but I have broken a promise we all made. That very important promise was to never keep secrets from each other. I feel like I betrayed the band by breaking this promise. I hope no one finds this from the band because I have no idea what I will do than so see ya soon diary.
Love,
Your owner Olivia" Stella read aloud. Lemonade Mouth was waiting for Olivia to get back from the store so they could start band practice when Stella wanted to snoop under Olivia's bed.
"What does that even mean?" Charlie asked, oblivious as always.
"It means that Olivia is Bi-Polar, she cuts herself to feel relief, and she might want to make herself throw up." Mo explained to him.
"What is Bi-Polar?" he asked still dumbfounded at the word.
"Being Bi-Polar means you have a disorder. You can be happy than you can get really mad, than you can be sad than back to happy."
"Oh that makes sense now." Charlie replied.
Stella juts rolled her eyes at him and said, "What are we going to do? I say we confront Olivia about it."
"Confront me about what?" Olivia asked as she walked into the room.
Hope you enjoyed. I don't know if I will make it a one-shot or a whole story. REVIEW
