Random story I thought of. It's supposed to be Saturn's musing while floating in limbo after being killed in StarS. I know it sucks, but I felt like posting it. XP Naturally, I own nothing. If I did, this would have been included in the anime, or in a mini segment or something. XDD
It's not done the way I wanted it to go, but I suppose it'll do. It sucks.-leshrug- But oh well. I wish it looked better. Maybe I'll revise it later. Probably not. I actually KINDA like they way it is, just not how I ended it. xD
The dead are not supposed to feel. But I did. Oh how I did. Tears welled in my eyes; I didn't even brother brushing them away, what was the point? It was like a never ending stream. I lay their, floating kind of, but my heart felt so heavy. How could they? How could they just betray me like that?! I loved them; they were my life, weren't they? They said they cared for me and the turned around and sold them selves. I looked around; I was surrounded in utter darkness. The thing I had once taken refugee in was now so horrible. So opressive.
I hated this!
I wanted to go back to being alive; I wanted to talk to my friends again. I hated this place. What was it anyways?! Limbo? Something trivial like that; and I was to be forever trapped here. How could they do this?! I was their daughter! They killed me! They murdered me! They ripped my star seed from me without a second thought!
I hated this!
I wanted to return to life, but I could not. I was stuck, all because of them! I thought they loved me! They had always cared. Why did they suddenly join Galaxia? Didn't they realise the absolute pain it was and would be for me?! I had been brutally murdered, it hurt so much. My star seed had been ripped out; I don't guess I expected it not too hurt.
I hated this!
I wanted my Momma and my Poppa. The momma and I poppa I knew. Not the two that killed me. The two whom no longer cared for their little baby girl. Uranus and Neptune, I didn't want them. They killed me. Not Michiru-Momma and Haruka-Poppa, they still cared. I was sure. If they were still in there somewhere. Setsuna-Momma was dead too. Probably in the same situation as me. Probably thinking the same things as me.
I hated this!
And what of Sailor Moon?! That poor thing. She was emotionally strong, but I doubted she would make it. Her best and greatest friends had been killed already. Rei-Chan, Makoto-Chan, Minako-Chan, Ami-Chan. And Galaxia killed them! Just like she killed my Momma and my Poppa. That wasn't my Momma and Poppa who killed me. But why did they hand them selves over so easily?
I hated this!
They were always trying to do stuff unconventionally; maybe that's what this was. I hoped. I hope they would have the chance to tell Sailor Moon. I hardly said a few words before I faded into this place. Just to be strong and believe in herself. Which I am sure she was doing, I could feel it in my very soul. What soul I had left. I hoped that Momma and Poppa would someone tell Sailor Moon before it was too late.
I hated this!