Falling For All Of Me

Disclaimer – I don't own kingdom hearts or any of its characters. Sad, but true.

Chapter 1: (intro) Morning to Remember.

My real identity isn't anything to be satisfied with. It's normal and bland; filled with drab colors and expectations I'll never meet. That's not the life I want to lead at all. I took it upon myself to be what I want. Therefore the kids at school have no idea I'm a boy. And my mom here at home has no idea I dress in drag. It's difficult to keep this up but honestly I don't know what else to do.

I've been lying awake in bed for a while, outside its still dark probably around 5AM. I can't stand doing nothing anymore. I sit up swinging my legs out of bed and onto my plush blue carpet. Rubbing my hands with one hand, reaching for the glasses nobody knew I needed with the other. I put them on wearily gathering clothes and making my way to the bathroom.

I looked in the mirror and gave a sigh, beginning my daily rituals. Wash face. Moisturize. Brush teeth. Brush hair. Put in contacts. I probably care about my face as much as a super model, who knows maybe even more than that.

It was way too early to get dressed but I did anyways. I put on my morning "normal guy" get up walking back to my room feeling ugly. Right now I had to play the part of Dem. Son of my mother, normal and plain.

Back in my room I packed my school drag into my messenger bag. Living like this made me feel like a caged animal. It's not like I enjoy living two lives just to keep my mother happy. I wish I could just relax and be me, whatever that meant.

Bag packed and ready to go I settled myself in front of my computer. This electronic along with my phone and iPod were my only means of escape from this monotony I call life. My computer was like my best friend, well sorta my best friend is a guy I met online, it's our only means of communication. His name is Axel. He's insanely sarcastic but a great friend none the less. I've only ever seen him in pictures and my lord, his hair is fiery red, but it suits him.

Finally my computer is up and running!!! My fingers dance a quick foxtrot across the keyboard, typing my favorite IM site in. it loads mega fast and before my hands make it back up to the keys an IM popped up.

PlasticPyro: hey kiddo :)

MusicMod: ah, morning Axel! How are you?

PlasticPyro: good, it's all good. Hey you know how I said I had a surprise for you?

MusicMod: Yeh…

PlasticPyro: and ya know how you said you really didn't have any friends at your school/

MusicMod: Yeh, why?

PlasticPyro: well, I'LL BE YOUR FRIEND THERE!!!!

MusicMod: what do you mean? That makes no sense Axel.

PlasticPyro: well I moved from the east side of town to the west so I had to switch schools. So starting today I'll be transferring into your school! X3 Cool, right?!?

MusicMod: SERIOUSLY?!? That's amazing! Oh wait, will my drag-ness bother you?

PlasticPyro: nah, you already told me. So whatever. I won't judge you.

MusicMod: THNX

PlasticPyro: aw hell it's already 6:30?!? Ack! I need time to do my hair!! Well see ya around Dem. Bye!

-PlasticPyro is offline-

A/N: okay so how was this first chapter? Any likes dislikes? Is it interesting? Please Review!!!!! I will love you forever. Really! 3