Katelyn POV
Three more days till I move to France. Three more days till I leave my family, friends,pets and everything I care about. I never wanted to go to France, in fact my parents forced me to go, just cause of a accident that happened a few weeks ago. Sure I was happy cause I get to start over again, but I would sure miss everyone.
I shuddered of the thought that happened two weeks ago. I could still see him in my mind. I could still smell his cigar breath. I could still hear his dark, evil voice. I closed my eyes and shook of the thought of him. I walked to my closet and grabbed the last few reaming clothes. I folded them and put it on my bag. I looked around my room. It looked bigger since it was now empty.
Knock, knock, knock.
"Come in." I looked at my door to see who was coming in.
My mom entered the room. I looked at her face and saw her red, puffy eyes.
"Don't tell me your crying again?" I asked.
"No. I haven't" She whispered. I rolled my eyes at my mom.
"You know theres no point of crying. You and that man downstairs are the reason why I'm leaving anyways. Its not like I wanted to leave." I sated. I never was a big fan of my step dad. He bores me to death and always expect me to get great grades not "good" but "great". Psh as if!
My moms sad face automatically turned into a stern face.
"That man." She said "Is your new father even though you like it or not."
"Well guess what mother, I do not like him. Nor does he like me!" I screamed
"Do not yell at me like that!" She pointed her pointer finger at me like what a mom does when she found out her kid did something horrible.
"What are you going to do about it? Huh sent me packing to France? Make me leave all my friends?" I asked sarcastically.
"Were doing it for your own good." She said.
"What own good mom? Huh? Tell me how is sending me packing to France going to help me?" Tears were streaming down my face.
"Cause I don't want that to happen to you again!" She screamed at me.
"Ive learned my lesson. But what happened that night could happen again. No matter where I am." I looked down.
"No cause your cousin is going to look after you." She said.
"Well his not really my cousin isn't he? His that man's brothers son." I said.
"Well his now your dad. So that makes him your cousin."
"What ever" I replied.
"We're only trying to protect you." She put an arm on my shoulder.
I shook it off. "Protect me?! You always told me to face my fears mom. How the hell do I face my fears by fucking running away!" I screamed.
"Katelyn Blake Stern do not use that kind of language young lady!" I looked at the door and see my step dad looking at us.
"There's no point anymore." My mom whispered. "Your going to France even though you don't like it."
"Just leave." I pointed towards my door.
I hear my mom footsteps walking towards the door.
"I don't want to loose you baby girl." She said and shut my door.
I climbed up my bed and went under the covers. Closed the lights. Put my I pod on my ears. And blocked out the world. And cried my self to sleep.
I do love my mom, but everything been going bad. Our relationship as mother and daughter ended ever since I rebelled about a new dad. My family was perfect. Until my dad died cause of a tumor they found. My family went to a lot of changes. Everything went bad. But we were still that happy family. When my dad died and a year later my mom starts seeing Darren Stern, I hated it. In my heart no one can replace my dad. No one. I do love seeing my mom happy. But I cant stand seeing her happy with someone else. But that's life. Things change. And of course things change more when that accident happened.
"You keep coming back to tell me
you're the one who could have been
and my eyes see it all so clear
It was long ago and far away but it never disappears
I try to put it in the past
Hold on to myself and dont look back
I dont wanna dream about
All the things that never were
Maybe I can live without
When I'm out from under
I dont wanna feel the pain
What good would it do me now
I'll get it all figured out
When I'm out from under."
Author Note:Hey fan fiction people. This is the first chapter of "New Beginning". This is my first time writing a story. Hope you guys like it. Next chapter is coming up soon =]
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