A/N: I do not own Twilight, the characters of Twilight or anything to do with Twilight...besides this plot. I don't even own the title which is bloodredeclipse's THANKS!!!!

I hope you like this story I was sitting in class and was like...ummm, let's write a Twilight fanfic dealing with Alice. Please R&R and if you give me 10 reviews I'll post the second chapter! Thanks! -----Alice

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The screams echoed off the walls of my hospital room. I tried to ignore them by placing a pillow over my head. Constant screams of pain and anguish to tell those people outside these walls they were still alive, and yet I feel alive as ever laying hear not saying a word. I never screamed once trying to keep myself from believing the world I had known was not real. That I was, in fact, a vampire and the Cullen family was real. My love, Jasper, still came to visit me but it always pained him to hear me talk about a life he thought had never existed. Our life where I could see the future and he could control emotions. Every visit ended with me being dragged away and him standing there shaking his head holding back tears trying to be strong for my sake.

I wish I knew why everyone thought I was a lunatic. Carlisle is my doctor here even though he says his name is Dominic. My name is Alice Hale and I have been in St. Hayworth's Insane Asylum for four years.

"Alice, it's time to take your medication." A small nurse a little taller than me said. I sat up seeing it was getting dark through my barred up window.

"What is it tonight?" I asked slightly irritated from the many sounds keeping me from my dreams. My dreams were always pleasant and I hated when I woke up just to see that I was still locked up.

"Just something to help you sleep." Her chocolate brown eyes watched each move I made to be sure I put the medicine in my mouth. "Open up" she was checking to see if I had actually taken it. I lifted my pale pink tongue. "Good girl" she muttered going to walk out.

"Grace" I whispered. Her name was Grace though I knew it was Bella, Edward's Bella, his one true love of the long existence we had shared. She turned around her eyes filled concern.

"Yes, Alice." She moved back toward me taking a place beside me on the bed.

"How is Victor?" She smiled her cheeks flushing. I faked a smile seeing my reflection in her round eyes. My jet black hair was disheveled and reached to my shoulders and my cloudy gray eyes had purplish circles underneath them. My looks caused me to giggle; I really looked like a vampire.

"Alice?" Grace put a hand on my shoulder. "May I ask you how you ended up in this…place?"

Her pale skin was lighter than mine surprisingly. "Well, it started when my brother and his wife were murdered." I had never told this to anyone not even Carlisle, and I took a deep breathe to calm myself.

"I know about your brother torn limb from limb by a wild animal the same with your sister-in-law" she interrupted me. Grace looked at me with tearful eyes.

"Yes…by a wild animal that's the way it happened." I took her hand in mine. "That's what they want you to believe…but that's not how it happened. My brother's not dead; he can never die and neither can I." My eyes shimmered with wild excitement I saw in Grace's eyes.

The fear consumed her I could see it. It always happened when I started talking about my real life. "Alice…don't start this. You need to get sleep." I watched her as she got up and practically ran from the room.

I stumbled over to the door knowing it wouldn't be long before I fell asleep. "I'm not here! It's all a dream!" I screamed this banging against the door until my hands were raw and red and beginning to bleed. I finally sank to my knees. "I will live forever!" Tears stung the corners of my eyes. I wasn't suppose to cry I was dead nothing left to cry out. "I'm not crazy…I can…I will…" Everything went black as I fell into unconsciousness.

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My dreams were my haven in this psychotic life I was apart of. Edward and Bella stood with Carlisle and Esme waiting for me in the meadow, our meadow. Jasper smiled at me in the loving way he always use to while standing alone. Holding out his hand, he beckoned to me silently.

I seem to float as I walked towards them having grace that I couldn't remember having for the longest time. "Jasper?" was all I could get out over the lump in my throat. I didn't know what to say to my family that I hadn't seen in what seemed like centuries.

"It's okay" he whispered so low only I could hear him. "We're all here, love, everything is going to be alright." He turned to the forest hidden in shadow. I heard rustling in the brush and stiffened not knowing what to expect. Emmet and Rosalie strolled out from the greenery glittering in the sunlight.

"Emmet?" I ran to hug him wanting to just hold him tightly in my arms. "I knew you weren't dead." He laughed heartily which was a sweet melody to my laughter deprived ears.

"Well, I'm dead in a sense." He ruffled my hair playfully. I giggled glad I had my family back.

Everyone's laughter echoed off the trees. "Oh, Emmet, I've missed you so much. Please don't ever leave me again." Rosalie just stood there watching us looking like a granite statue.

Bella laid in the grass lounging in the sun. All of the vampires shone in the sun looking like we were made of diamonds. "So what are we going to do while we're here?" Edward sat next to her propping himself up with his elbows.

"I don't know, Bella, what would you like to do?" I had already seen in a vision that she was going to pick hide-n-seek and that I was going to have to find everyone.

"Hide-n-seek" she replied with a bright smile. "Alice, we've voted and you're it!" Getting up, they all disappeared into the forest in blurs. Edward was carrying Bella bridal style so she wouldn't slow him down.

Closing my eyes, I counted to ten in a millisecond. "Ready or not here I come" I whispered knowing they would still hear me with their sensitive vampire hearing. The forest was large and everyone was hiding their scents, but it would still be quite easy to find the family when we had our boundaries thanks to the dogs.

Blurs ran past me as I made my way into the forest going slow at first trying to remember the area. Then everything went silent and everyone stopped moving. No one was around me, and I was starting to get frightened. My visions stopped giving me black emptiness in my mind. "Edward? Rosalie?" If I had been human, I would have been holding my breath. No one answered my calls. A muffled scream filled the air around me echoing in my mind. "Bella" I uttered under my breath.

I took off towards the source of the sound gasping at what I saw. Emmet and Rosalie's mangled bodies littering the ground of the meadow. Shaking my head, I looked at Edward who had crimson eyes and was feeding on Bella.

"No, Edward, stop!" I cried to him not wanting him to kill the love of his life. With one fluid movement, he dropped Bella and came lunging at me.

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I woke screaming doctors and nurses trying to hold me down. Edward had killed them all that's why I was in here for my own protection. Jasper was looking for Edward. I felt a sharp pain in my arm before everything went black. No dreams, no nightmares just a vast emptiness.

It seemed like days before I was able to open my eyes and see the sun shining brightly into my window the bars causing shadows across my room. Dominic walked in as I was sitting up.

"Good to see you're awake." I grimaced at him. "Alright let's talk about what you saw last night."

"I don't want to" I muttered crossing my arms childishly.

"Alice, you know you need to talk. You can't just keep everything bottled up or else you'll explode."

"The sooner the better" I retorted. He shook his head opening my rather large file. "What does it say about me? Out of control, loony person that thinks she is a vampire. Dr. Manchester, you may not believe me but I know it's true. We both do, Carlisle." I had called him by the only name he should recognize.

"Alice, my name is not Carlisle it's Dominic and you know that." He marked something in pen in my paperwork.

I was starting to get angry with him. "What did you just put down?!" I tried to get up but my legs weren't quite working properly yet. "You're name is Carlisle and you're my father!" I yelled feeling frustrated.

"Alice, calm down…" he didn't get a chance to finish before I interrupted.

"Or what you'll give me more medication." I found my strength standing up. "Go ahead make me numb but it will all come back eventually." Dominic put more things into my file knowing each thing I said added more time I was stuck in this…place.

"I'll see you tomorrow, Alice…when you're more rational." He walked out and I started pacing. My own brother had killed the only family we both had known leaving me and Jasper to fend for ourselves. I couldn't stand being away from Jasper when I knew a rabid Edward was on the loose.

It was then that I decided to get out of this hell hole and hunt down my rogue brother. This was the only way I could make sense of this hectic life. Kill or be killed that was my choice. I chose to be the murderer.

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A/N: Remember to R&R people! Please and Thank you!