Author's note: I don't own anything!
Summary: Happy isn't always the happiest of dwarfs…especially when the one dwarf he loves never pays attention to him. HappyXGrumpy. SLASH
For some odd reason, I found myself attracted to him. He was Grumpy, the object of my affection, and I'm Happy, or so I'm called. But, I'm not always happy. Especially when I am near him. There are so many things I wish I could tell him, but since he is always in a bad mood, I never can.
I wish I could tell him how much I loved him. I wished we could sit together at night underneath the stars. I wish I could hold him close. With him, it's always I wish. Nothing ever happens.
What would I give to give him a kiss! Maybe that would lighten him up. Perhaps he's never felt love! The poor creature. I was so willing to love him. I would do anything for him.
I once tried to tell him how I felt. He pushed me away and told me love wasn't real. I tried to tell him then, but he wouldn't listen.
I think all of the other dwarfs know about my feelings for him. They can tell because my mood always changes around Grumpy. My smile will disappear as I think of what could have been or could be. I would have dreams of us being together and Doc told me one day that I was talking in my sleep and I kept saying "Grumpy." He never mentioned it again.
So I'll keep on hiding behind this mask, this mask of happiness, so no one can truly see how much I am really suffering.