Now you're gone: Chapter 1 Rambling on
A/N THIS IS THE BEGINING OF MY NEW STORY IT WILL HAVE ADULT THEMES AND LEMONS LATER ON AND ADULT LANGUAGE WILL BE USED THROUGHOUT SO NOONE TOO YOUNG PLEASE. IT WILL BE A JELLA FANFIC
I UNFORTUNATLEY DO NOT OWN TWILIGHT OR ITS CHARACTERS IM JUST PERMITTED TO HAVE THEN DANCEING ON MY STRINGS. BUT IF I DID OWN TWILIGHT I WOULDN'T HAVE IT THE WAY IT IS SO YANNO, ALL'S COOL. STEPHENIE MEYER OWNS ALL.
THE STORY BEGINS HERE :D
JPOV
The battle with the newborns was growing near and even with the new-found knowledge of Victoria's input I still couldn't help but feel that we had missed something, it just seemed to obvious to me. Like it was just a story that we were meant to believe. Someone else had obviously helped Victoria with the newborns but I couldn't see who. Laurent was dead as was James and there was no-one else with a grudge or hatred towards the family. The Volturi were my first thought but they don't need to create an army of newborns in order to kill us they could just claim that we had broken the law, what with Bella. No, there was someone else. An outside influence. For why else would Victoria be leading an army against us? And where would she have got the idea from? It's from South America, for my time, not Victoria's.
I was brought out from my internal ramblings when a heard the distant rumblings of Bella's truck. I sighed. Time to go hide away again. After the birthday party, Edtwat still refused to let me near her. The odd thing is that it's not just Edward, its Alice too. I could feel Alice's feelings of urgency as Alice rushed to get me out of the house. I wasn't even allowed to se Bella anymore, it was ridiculous I mean what's meant to be so damn special about her? All I can come up with is that her emotions are quite interesting to read but I really struggle to find anything about her that makes her different for the other humans I have met. But then I've never actually spoken more than three maybe four words to her or her to me. I just simply wasn't allowed by either Edtwat or Ali. If there was anything I hated about Ali it was that I have never been allowed to make my own decisions it's always been her claiming that they are decisions that I would naturally choose although why I would have chosen or continue to choose the clothes that she puts me in I don't know. I wonder if she is coming with me today, maybe we can get to spend some time alone together. All she ever does these days is control Bella or talk weddings with Rosalie. She has even taken to hiding her emotions from me. Like Edward. They both have since the birthday party and they were left behind. Understandable. I occasionally feel disgust from Alice but from Edward I only feel annoyance, hatred or Jealousy when he slips. That is what doesn't make sense to me why is he annoyed with me, surely he should have gotten over it by now and the jealousy? No doubt he just wants to be able to use his ability on Bella and see into her mind. But then again what do I know this is Edward, the tit that won't sleep with Bella because he might 'hurt her' no that is a lie. It wouldn't happen and I have felt his emotions when he slipped once. He just doesn't want to. He wants to wait until she is changed. No doubt he is repulsed at the idea of her bleeding when he sinks into that pretty little huma- no I mustn't think about Bella like that I mean for god's sake she will be my sister when she's changed. No change topic.
The battle with Victoria. Yes that was better. I couldn't believe that she would go to all of this effort over Bella. But that scumbag James. ARGH I hated him for trying to hurt Bella. Who the hell did he think he was trying to hurt her. Thinking he could actually win. Beat me the god of war, ha fat chance. No matter what it was over he would not be able to beat me and when it was over someone I cared about, his chances were even lower. I felt a strange sense off protectiveness when it came to Bella. Even if she wasn't mine she was important. I mean not like I want her I have Ali. Ali. Ali. Ali who hadn't shared the same bed as me for months. Since after the birthday... no it was before that it was since we had gone hunting and Bella was in Jacksonville. She and Edward had had to say behind to sort out something to do with the family money. Since then she had preferred to talk to Edward or Rose about the wedding or Bella when Bella wasn't with her and when Bella was? Well that was that. Bella, Bella, Bella. The centre of her attention. After Edward proposes I just can't imagine how bad it will be that will be it, nothing else. I wonder whether she will even bother to talk to me anymore or just ignore me like she does my wishes. In fact I don't want to be under her thumb anymore. I don't want to be her husband Jasper Cullen. I want to be Jasper Whitlock and I don't want to have her controlling me. I want a pair of cowboy boots.
Just then my phone rang.
'Jasper, the attack. It's begun. Get to the clearing now.'
The line went dead. Shit Ali.
I raced to the clearing this time it would be Victoria dead not Laurent not James. Victoria and a shit load of newborns. Nearing the clearing I could hear the battle taking place and allowed the god of war to take over, my vision turning red.