Chapter 1
"But still, I have to accept…that I love you. I love you, and I don't want to be with Sam, or Finn, or any of those other guys. I just want you. Please say you love me back. Please."
The words floated in Santana's head as she laid on her bed and glanced at a picture of her and Brittany on her nightstand. She grabbed the photo and rolled over onto her back and eyed it curiously. You could tell she loved Brittany with all her heart, it was clear. She didn't try her best to hide it, now that she thought about it. Still, apart of her hoped no one knew of her feelings just yet. Being an open bi-sexual at McKinely High wasn't on the top of her to-do list.
Buzz … Buzz
Santana's phone vibrated loudly on the nightstand. She reluctantly sat up on the bed and grabbed her phone. When she saw the caller ID she sighed heavily and held the phone tight in her hands.
Brit.
Did she want to talk to her? No. But she knew sooner or later she would have to say at least a few words. Maybe a mere hello or something, no matter what happened at Brittany's locker Santana knew that they would always be best friends.
She picked up her phone to answer the call, but Brittany had hung up. Santana sighed and dropped back onto her bed still clutching the picture of her and Brittany.
Buzz… Buzz
Santana didn't want to move, she felt that if she were to move she would regret it. Yet, she sat up yet again and grabbed her phone, this time it was a text.
Brit: Please talk to me
Santana gridded her teeth together, she didn't truly wanted to reply. She wanted Brittany to know that she was hurt and broken hearted, though after much thinking she understood where Brittany was coming from, it just hurt to think that she was second choice to Artie.
Buzz … Buzz
The phone was still plastered in her hand, she picked it up and eyed the text then flopped backwards on her bed and picked up the picture of her and Brittany and found herself crying until she fell asleep.
Brit: I've been afraid of changing, cause I've built my life around you. But times make you bolder…You're so bold Santana, so amazing. I love you, Santana. Please talk to me.