Ripped of Innocence Chapter 1, a twilight fanfic

Ripped of Innocence

Disclaimer: I do not own twilight or any songs I may use in this story also don't believe anything in the story about the famous people.

Warnings: Sexual content, hermaphrodite.

Summary: 17 year old Bella, She is desired, she is hunted and loved.

Bella P.O.V.

Thump Thump Thump my heart was pumping me up. I could feel the adrenaline rushing through my veins. This was what I lived for nothing will change this quality about me. When I was younger my mother would do crazy shit and I have never forgiven her even not even after she passed away. I didn't hate her; after all she was my mother. Well enough about that on to now brighter and lighter things I am the lead singer and guitar of the band, Diana my best friend with benefits is on the drums, Cailee back up guitar and singer. Then there was Leah she was the best at playing anything short noticed like keyboard and together we are Ripped of Innocence.

Right now I'm getting ready to change and get ready there was aloud banging on the door." Hurry up princess we are on in 3 minutes!" yelled Diana from behind the door.

"Calm your tits babe" I said as I opened the door. Looking at Diana standing at 5'8 with beautiful, but sharp facial features. She had lean and wiry muscles not bulky at all. Blonde brown short kind of pixie cut hair. She had her tongue, nose, eyebrows and all of her ears pierced. Leah was the tallest standing at 6'1 and had a nice golden tan. Cailee was the complete opposite of Leah she was 5'5 and was pale not overly so like my ivory color. I only standing at 5'3 had soft, but sharp facial features. I also had snakebite piercings, left eyebrow, my belly button, my nipples and my clit. And let me tell you the last one hurt like hell but it was worth it.

"Well maybe later but we need to get on stage everybody is waiting!" she said panicked this was our 2nd month after making it big and she is still nervous.

"Alright lets go then." I said with a grin.

Walking out on stage and everybody clapping and yelling was a feeling that will never get old to me. "Hello everybody! We are gonna start off with one of our many hits sing along if you wish!" I signaled for Leah to start with Diana and Cailee in tune. I started my intro.

You change your mind
Like a girl changes clothes
Yeah, you PMS like a bitch
I would know

And you always think
Always speak cryptically
I should know
That you're no good for me

'Cause you're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in and you're out
You're up and you're down
You're wrong when it's right
It's black and it's white
We fight, we break up
We kiss, we make up

You, you don't really wanna stay, no
You, but you don't really wanna go, oh

'Cause you're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in and you're out
You're up and you're down

We used to be just like twins, so in sync(at this Cailee and I leaned against each other)
The same energy now's a dead battery
Used to laugh 'bout nothing
Now you're plain boring
I should know
That you're not gonna change (we were smiling and having a blast)

You, you don't really wanna stay, no
You, but you don't really wanna go, oh

You're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in and you're out
You're up and you're down

Someone call the doctor
Got a case of a love bipolar
Stuck on a rollercoaster
Can't get off this ride

You change your mind
Like a girl changes clothes

You, you don't really wanna stay, no
You, but you don't really wanna go, oh

You're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in and you're out
You're up and you're down, down, down, down...

"Alright lets have some fun how 'bout I kissed a girl?" I whispered towards the band they nodded. I put down my guitar as this only needed background.

This was never the way I planned
Not my intention
I got so brave, drink in hand
Lost my discretion
It's not what, I'm used to
Just wanna try you on
I'm curious for you
Caught my attention

I kissed a girl and I liked it (dancing provocatively against all the girls and singing)
The taste of her cherry chap stick
I kissed a girl just to try it
I hope my boyfriend don't mind it
It felt so wrong
It felt so right
Don't mean I'm in love tonight
I kissed a girl and I liked it
I liked it

No, I don't even know your name
It doesn't matter
You're my experimental game
Just human nature
It's not what, good girls do
Not how they should behave
My head gets so confused
Hard to obey

I kissed a girl and I liked it
The taste of her cherry chap stick
I kissed a girl just to try it
I hope my boyfriend don't mind it
It felt so wrong
It felt so right
Don't mean I'm in love tonight
I kissed a girl and I liked it
I liked it

Us girls we are so magical
Soft skin, red lips, so kissable
Hard to resist so touchable
Too good to deny it
Ain't no big deal, it's innocent

I was getting into this I could tell the other girls were to."Welcome Dizzee Rascal!" I yelled as he ran out in time for the intro.

Loca...

Dance or die...

Loca...

She's playin' dumb all the time
Just to keep it fun
to get you on like (ahh!)
Be careful amigo
She talkin' and walkin' just to work you up
She'd die for your love
But your love's only mine, boy

Sigo tranquila
Like I'm on a beach in Anguilla
Sippin' on Corona
Like it's nothin' goin' on
I Ain't leavin' you alone
What is meant for me
No other girl is gonna take
So keep them off

And I'm crazy, but you like it (Loca, Loca, Loca)
You like that it Ain't easy (Loca, Loca, Loca)
I'm crazy but you like it (Loca, Loca, Loca)
Crazy but you like it

(Dizzee)

That girl is a nutter
Hot though, I heat up when I touch her
Chica caliente
Got me rapping to merengue
I feel so el presidente
I'm runnin' shit and I'm lovin' it
She's got a mean lil' butt,
But you should see what she does with it
She keeps it down low (down low, down low)
I can never get enough (oh no, oh no)
She gives me the runaround,
But I stay chasin'
But I mean, yo, I'm in love
With a crazy girl
But it's all good
And it's fine by me
Just as long as I hear her say, "Ay, papi"

And I'm crazy, but you like it (Loca, Loca, Loca)
You like that it Ain't easy (Loca, Loca, Loca)
I'm crazy but you like it
Crazy but you like it (Loca, Loca, Loca)

You're the one for me
And for her no more
Now you think she's got it all
I got one Kiki

You're the one for me
And for her no more
Now you think she's got it all
I got my Kiki

There's a lot of things
That I'd do to please you
Take you to the medico por el caminito

Cuz we're gonna get some Mambo
Oh, what she do in the Laui?

I really can't help it
if I make the lady Loca
I don't want no trouble
I just wanna hit the (Ooh!)

And I'm crazy, but you like it
'Cause the kind of girl like me
Is never far from the market
And I'm crazy, but you like it (Loca, Loca, Loca)
You like that it Ain't easy (Loca, Loca, Loca)
I'm crazy but you like it (Loca, Loca, Loca)
Crazy but you like it (Dios Mío)

That girl is (Loca)
That girl is (Loca)
That girl is (Loca)

Loca
That girl is (Loca)
That girl is (Loca)

You're the one for me
And for her no more
Now you think she's got it all
I got my Kiki

And I'm crazy, but you like it (Loca, Loca, Loca)
You like that it Ain't easy (Loca, Loca, Loca)
La Loca, la Loca, la Loca (Loca)
Loca (Loca)

"Thank you Dizzee! Now guess who is waiting out back for his intro?" the fans screamed who."Eminem!" I yelled getting excited, we have so many collaborations he is my idol.

He came out to get right down to business.

On the first page of our story, the future seems so bright.
And this thing turned out so evil, I don't know why I'm still surprised.
Even angels have their wicked schemes and you take death to new extremes.
But you'll always be my hero, even though you lost your mind.

Just gonna stand there and watch me burn,
But that's alright because I like the way it hurts.
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry,
But that's alright because I love the way you lie, I love the way you lie.
I love the way you lie.

Now this gravel in our voices, glass is shattered from the fight.
In this tug of war, you'll always win, even when I'm right.
Cause you feed me fables from your hand,
With violet words and empty threats and it's sick that all these battles are what keeps me satisfied.

So maybe I'm a masochist (Trying not to cry while singing)
I try to run but I don't wanna ever leave.
Til the walls are goin' up in smoke with all our memories.

[Eminem]
This morning, you wake, a sunray hits your face
smeared makeup as we lay in the wake of destruction
hush baby, speak softly, tell me I'll be sorry that you
pushed me into the coffee table last night so I can push you off me
try and touch me so I can scream at you not to touch me
run out the room and I'll follow you like a lost puppy
baby, without you, I'm nothing, I'm so lost, hug me
then tell me how ugly I am, but that you'll always love me
then after that, shove me, in the aftermath of the
destructive path that we're on, two psychopaths but we
know that no matter how many knives we put in each other's backs
that we'll have each other's backs, 'cause we're that lucky
together, we move mountains, let's not make mountains out of molehills,
you hit me twice, yeah, but who's countin'
I may have hit you three times, I'm startin' to lose count
but together, we'll live forever, we found the youth fountain
our love is crazy, we're nuts, but I refused counselin'
this house is too huge, if you move out I'll burn all two thousand
square feet of it to the ground, ain't shit you can do about it
with you I'm in my f-kin' mind, without you, I'm out it

"Yeah now for Space Bound!"

We touch I feel a rush
We clutch it isn't much
But it's enough to make me wonder what's in store for us
It's lust it's tortuous
You must be a sorceress cuz you just
Did the impossible; gained my trust
Don't play games it'll be dangerous
If you fuck me over, cuz if I get burnt
Ima show you what its like to hurt
Cuz I been treated like dirt before ya
And love is evol
Spell it backwards I'll show ya (evil)

Nobody knows me I'm cold
Walk down this road all alone
It's no one's fault but my own
It's the path I've chosen to go
Frozen as snow, I show no emotion whatsoever so
Don't ask me why I have no love for these
mo'fuckin' hoes
Blood suckin' succubus, what the fuck is up with this
I've tried in this department but I ain't had no luck with this
It sucks but it's exactly what I thought
it would be like tryin' to start over
I got a hole in my heart like some kind of
emotional roller coaster
Something I won't go on til you toy with
my emotion so its over
It's like an explosion every time I hold
ya wasn't joking when I told ya
Ya take my breath away
Your a supernova...and Imma..

I'm a space bound rocket ship and your heart's the moon.
And I'm aiming right at you
Right at you
250,000 miles on a clear night in June
And I'm aiming right at you
Right at you
Right at you

I do whatever it takes
When I'm with you I get the shakes
My body aches when I ain't with you I have zero strength
There's no limit on how far I would go
No boundaries no lengths
Why do we say that until we get that person that we think
Gonna be that one and then once we get 'em its never the same
You want them when they don't want you
Soon as they do feelings change
It's not a contest and I ain't on no conquest for no mate
I wasn't lookin' but I stumbled onto you must've been fate
But so much is at stake
What the fuck does it take?
Lets cut to the chase, before the door
shuts in your face
Promise me if I cave in and break
And leave myself open that I won't be
makin' a mistake
Cuz Imma...

I'm a space bound rocket-ship and your heart's the moon.
And I'm aiming right at you, right at you
250,000 miles on a clear night in June
And I'm aiming right at you
Right at you
Right at you

So after a year and six months,
its no longer me that you want
But I love you so much it hurts,
Never mistreated you once
I poured my heart out to you, let down
my guard, swear to God
I'll blow my brains in your lap
Lay here and die in your arms
Up to my knees and I'm bleedin'
I'm tryin' to stop you from leavin'
You won't even listen so fuck it
I'm tryin' to stop you from breathin'
I put both hands on your throat
I sit on top of you squeezin'
Til I snap ya neck like a popsicle stick,
Ain't no possible reason
I could think of to let you walk up out this
house and let you live
Tears streamed down both of my cheeks
Then I let you just go and just give
And before I put that gun to my temple
I told you this...(Gunshot)

"And I woulda did anything for you
To show you how much I adored you
But its over now, it's too late to save our
love
Just promise me you'll think of me
every-time you look up in the sky and
see a star
Cuz Imma..."

I'm a space bound rocket ship and your heart's the moon
And I'm aiming right at you, right at you
250,000 miles on a clear night in June
And I'm so lost without you
Without you
Without you

If you were to have listened intently you could hear Marsh's voice crack. We did a few other songs together and I wrapped up the concert."Anybody with a backstage pass feel free to drop by!" I yelled and ran off.

Song used:

Shakira –loca

Eminem – Space Bound

Riannah Love the Way You Lie Part 2 Ft. Eminem

Katy Perry- Hot n Cold and I Kissed A Girl