Author's Note: I going to make a series called State the Not So Clear. It would be a Red X-Starfire-Robin triangle, but don't fear. We all will know who will win, in time. This is in third person but explaining what Robin is feeling when he caught Starfire with Red X. You need to read I Hate You then I Love You before this to understand. I don't own the song or the characters from Teen Titans. Unfortunately they both have owners who probably loves and cares for them.
v Broken
When you're dreaming with a broken heart Then waking up is the hardest part You roll outta bed and down on your knees And for a moment you can hardly breathe Wondering was she really here?
Is she standing in my room?
No she's not, 'cause she's gone, gone, gone, gone, gone...
Robin looked around the room to see where the music was coming from. It was his radio and near it was a couple beer bottles he guessed he had the night before. He didn't remember anything at that moment. Nor did he want to. He was trying to say it was all a nightmare as it slowly came to him. He looked around the room once again, but this time he didn't find what he was looking for.
Starfire was really gone. She really was with Red X last night and she really meant it was over. He knew she would come out all smiley this morning and all he could do is cry. For what he fear has come true and he didn't know what to do.
When you're dreaming with a broken heart The giving up is the hardest part She takes you in with her crying eyes Then all at once you have to say goodbye Wondering could you stay my love?
Will you wake up by my side?
No she can't, 'cause she's gone, gone, gone, gone, gone...
Robin didn't know what to feel. The love of his so called "great life" is with his number two hated enemy. How could things get worse. He thought Starfire was kidding when she said she will move on if he didn't start treating her like the only girl in the world.* They were not kidding when they said payback is a bitch. He regretted everything at that moment. He wish he could turn back the hands of time for that moment and see where he and sat will be now.
Though the worst part is yet to come. He had to tell her he knew. How, is very good question even he wanted answer. The so called "fearless leader" was scared. He didn't know how to tell her without breaking down himself. He never felt like this. He felt like his heart was breaking in million pieces and all he could do was watch.
Now do i have to fall asleep with roses in my hands Do i have to fall asleep with roses in my hands?
Do i have to fall asleep with roses in my hands?
Do i have to fall asleep with roses in my , roses in my hands?
Would you get them if i did?
No you won't, 'cause you're gone, gone, gone, gone, gone...
When you're dreaming with a broken heart The waking up is the hardest part
He had to eventually had to get up. So he did the hardest thing at the moment. Sit up and face the truth.