Firestar i don't want to be without you, a warriors fanfic

This is going to take place over a long period of time. Firestar realizes his love for Tigerstar and looks back at what could have been. Mostly Firestar's thoughts Firestar POV

I don't own warriors

Song By R. Kelley Doin Dishes

Aye-aye, aye-aye
Aye-aye, aye, uh

Firestar and Tigerstar Confrontation with Scourge

Stupid, look at you now
You screwed it all up
You kept gamblin'
And ran out of luck
You thought you was strong
Thought you was so tough
And now all you've got
Is your pride to hold
And that's not enough

No this couldn't be happening! I watched as dark red blood pooled around into a sticky puddle. Tigerstar's body continued to twitch as I realized with horror 'starclan can't heal that wound'. The other cat, scourge, licked his paws as he made his point about bloodclan. Hate and disgust filled my heart before being replaced by sadness. 'Tigerstar I-I haven't told you how I felt yet and you just go and die like that. How could you , the strongest warrior out of us all taken in one swipe by a tiny kitty pet. You just couldn't stop huh? You had shadowclan but that wasn't enough you wanted more. Oooh it's all my fault if I just swallowed my pride and accepted your offer this wouldn't have happened.' Despair gripped my throat as I tried to hold back my cries. "not so tough now oh great tiger" smirked Scourge with blood still dripping from his paws. I looked at his hard cold eyes that seemed to be filled with bloodshed 'I'll avenge your death Tigerstar I promise.'

Uh, never seen this kind of rain
This change is so strange
Though I feel your absence
It's like a numb pain
Girl, I want to feel again

I touch my nose to your cold body your once vibrant tabby fur now dull and faded. We fight scourge tomorrow. Was I brave enough? Did I make the right decision? Please Tigerstar I-I love you and I'm all alone the only one to sit vigil for you.

I don't want to be here
Doin' dishes, dishes
Doin' dishes
I don't want to be here
Doin' dishes, dishes
Doin' dishes
I don't want to be, no

Fur flies around me as the heavy scent of blood fills my nostrils. There he is Scourge you left me to fight him all alone. You don't know how much I need you strength and courage right now. I don't want to fight alone.

SOS, SOS
Call SOS, SOS
Callin' SOS, SOS
Call SOS, SOS

Tigerstar season's have passed and I haven't seen your face in Starclan where are you? How can you not be there? You left me and now I feel like I'll never see you again. Sometimes when I'm in trouble I pray not to Starclan but to you SOS please save me my love.

She gave you the world
And you threw it away
Plus she was your girl
And you're engaged
Inseparable through holiday
Now she's invisible
Gone away

You left Goldenflower's heart a long time ago. Once she was crazy for you. I don't know why you would throw that away. You two had Brambleclaw now my loyal deputy. Yes he reminds me so much of you, the courage the ambition the passion. In fact he's now mates with my daughter, ironic isn't it? Now after the incident where your other son tried to kill my neither of them even think about you anymore. That's not how you wanted to be remembered is it? I will make sure Thunderclan will remember you as a brave loyal cat who only wanted peace. Your never invisible to me.

I've been hit by a truck
And I'm bleeding inside
The cure is too far away
And I'm about to die

Never seen this kind of rain
Ooh, this change is so strange
Though I feel your absence
It's like a numb pain, yeah
Girl, I want to feel again

I shocking pain shoots through my leg as I feel my bones crunch. I turn over to see twisted limbs trailed by twoleg monster marks. The stench is in the air and I hear noises probably my mate calling my name in panic. I can't hear any more pain bottles up within my head as a ringing becomes louder. My vision begins to dim and blur. My body becomes cold and numb as gian droplets of rain hit my body. Suddenly I see a perfectly clear Brambleclaw gazing at me with his bright amber jewels. Wait that's not Brambleclaw i-it's you… "Fireheart it isn't your time yet but I'll be waiting for you"

I don't want to be here
Doin' dishes, dishes
Doin' dishes
I don't want to be here
Doin' dishes, dishes
Doin' dishes, no
I don't want to be, no

Thank you my love I have recovered from my incident with renewed strength. However I don't want to take the burden of leader anymore my bones ache my pelt feels too heavy for me. They say I'm young but they have no idea how old I feel. I found out they weren't our grandchildren, Lionblaze, Jayfeather, and Hollyleaf it makes me sad that were aren't in-laws. Our children are fighting Brambleclaw refuses to forgive my daughter and Leafpool resigned from her medicine cat position. I hope your son is ready to take my position I'm so tired of doing this all by myself.

By the time the sun rise again, (rise again)
I'm hoping you will be with me, cause
I don't want to go on without you
And I don't want to live here without you

The golden sun shines through illuminating the clearing in a bright orange color. I stretch my aching limbs and stare at the golden sun. How much longer will this life last? I've only told my deputy that this is my last life. Will I live to see another sunrise without you? I can't handle anymore. Everyday my heart has ached. I can't go on anymore, but I'm afraid … afraid that you won't be there. Suddenly a searing pain grips my heart and then pulses through my blood vessels. I collapse onto the damp grass feeling it dig into fur. 'what's happening?'

I don't want to be here
Doin' dishes, dishes
Doin' dishes
I don't want to be here
Doin' dishes, dishes
Doin' dishes

Normal POV

"Firestar No! please stay with us" Squirrelfight screams in panic. Brambleclaw rushes into the medicine cat den amber eyes brimmed with worry.

"What happened" he nearly demanded.

"I-I think it's his heart" Jayfeather shouted in panic, blind eyes clearly showing frustration "I don't know what to give him poppy seeds may slow his beat down but it might also stop it for good"

"I-I don't want to be here doin' dishes alone anymore…" Firestar mumbled.

"what are you saying! What are dishes Jayfeather I think he's going into shock" Leafpool meowed.

"I-I don't want to be alone anymore…"

"what no comeback to us you have me you have your kits!" Sandstorm screamed desperately

"Y-you …Came… Back… For… Me!" Firestar's emerald gaze suddenly blazed with unseen happiness before becoming dull again.

"what are you saying!"Sandstorm was now breaking down as a giant puddle formed beneath her paws.

Firestar curled his lips into a big smile before closing his eyes for the last time. "you're so warm… I love you… yes forever" then a warm gust blew through den and took Firestar's last breath.

"FFFFFFFFFFFFiiiiiiiiiirestar!" Screamed Sandstorm, Leafpool, and Squirrelfight at the same time.