Well my dear readers…..HELLO ONCE AGAIN. ( : I've missed you people. Hehe. Well this is my new story. I hope you like it. This chapter is very moody. Well annyywayss. ENJOY. (:
Disclaimer: I do not own the beloved twilight series. *sad face*
(Jasper POV)
"Edward," I heard Bella mumble in her sleep. "No! You can't," she said, this time sounding like she was on the verge of tears. All of a sudden I felt a wave of pain and sadness come over me. I bit back a sob, and kept watching her. "I love you," she whispered sounding broken and fragile. I sighed and sent waves of calm to her then hopped off the roof of the Swan's house. "Jazz," I heard Emmet's voice; I turned around looking at him. "What Em?" I asked quietly, "It's not your fault," he said patting my shoulder. "Yes it is!" I almost growled, "She's up there, dreaming about Edward leaving her. She's a wreck bro, and it's all because I couldn't control my bloodlust," I nearly fell over from the pain I felt. I looked up at the window, I heard Bella's heavy breathing seconds later. "Come on Jasper, let's go. Alice and Rose are probably looking for us," I nodded as I heard Bella whimper and go back to sleep and mumble something I couldn't really make out.
(Bella POV)
"Edward," I said softly, looking at him. His face was smooth and expressionless, "We're leaving," he said, in a calm sharp tone. I stayed silent for a minute, "When you say we..." I trailed off, "I mean my family and myself," he answered. "No! You can't, what happened with Jazz, it wasn't anything! He couldn't help it," I said, "Please don't go," I whispered. In an instant he was in front of me, "I'm sorry Bella, but you just don't belong in my world anymore," he said wrapping his arms around me but then instantly stepping back. "Promise me one thing," he murmured. "Anything," I said quickly, he chuckled at my response, but it didn't reach his eyes. "Promise you won't do anything reckless, for Charlie," he said. I only nodded, he walked towards me, "Goodbye Isabella," he said kissing my forehead. "I love you," I whispered brokenly, he only stroked my cheek and smiled sadly, and then he vanished. He was gone. He left. "Edward?" I called, but the only response I got was the wind rustling through the leaves. I felt my legs give out under me; I fell onto the cold forest floor and laid down on it. I watched the tree tops sway with the wind. Then I let darkness consume me.
"Bella?" I heard my name being called, it sounded familiar. "Em?" I said, making it sound like a question. "Bellsy," I heard him, he was closer now. I felt two strong arms pick me up, "E-e-Edward he left," I told him, I looked up and met his golden stare, "I know honey, I know," he said softly. I laid my head on his shoulder, "Are you leaving?" I asked, closing my eyes. "No I'm not," he said, a slight smile on his face. "But he said you guys were leaving;" I whispered, "Only Carlisle Esme and him are. The rest of us decided to stay till Alice graduates," he said. I stayed silent as he ran through the forest, looking down at me every now and then. Finally we made it to my house, "Okay Bell I'll see you soon ok?" he said setting me down on the steps. I nodded, "Love you Em," I said, "Love you too little sister," he grinned hugging me softly. I laughed but I didn't really feel it. After he left I went inside, I cooked Charlie his dinner and left it on the counter then went upstairs. I sat on my best, leaning against the frame. Then I felt the tears start, I started to cry, and I didn't care to wipe them. I just there in the darkness sobbing, he had left me. Saying he didn't want me anymore and all this other crap that I couldn't believe. After awhile I fell asleep. I instantly regretted it, because I slipped into a dream that seemed all too real. I was in the forest, but I looking at myself and Edward talk. I was replaying today's events in my head, but this time I was watching not speaking. I watched him leave, I heard myself mumble 'I forgive jasper, I forgive him, please come back.' Then I woke up, I glanced at the clock; 3:36 AM. I groaned and got out of bed, I went quietly downstairs to get a glass of water and Advil. I sat down on the couch after taking the meds. I turned on the TV, trying to get my mind off things. Then some mushy movie came on, so I switched the channel to some horror movie, but soon switching it to a cartoon channel because the blood started to make me queasy. I felt myself get really tired and easily slipped back into a peaceful slumber.
(Jasper POV)
I watched as the brown eyes brunette fell asleep after I sent some waves of calm to her. I frowned; it was my fault she's like this. It was my entire fault, all my fault. I mentally slapped myself, and snuck quietly inside her house. She was asleep on the couch, I put a blanket over her she moved a little then sighed burying her face in the pillows. I went up to her room and left the box on her bed. The blue bow shined in the faint moonlight, I smiled and hopped through the window and ran back home.
(Bella's POV)
"Bells," I heard my name being said, and I was being shaken. "Bella," it was Charlie, I fluttered opened my eyes. "Finally, I thought you were dead for a second there," he said with a slight smile. I rolled my eyes and got off the couch, then my back pop. "Ow," I muttered, heading upstairs. I went into the bathroom and turned on the shower. Once inside, I let the hot water soothe me, my head hurt and my eyes felt as if someone had rammed them with a rock. II washed my hair in my favorite strawberry scented shampoo and let yesterday's events replay in my head. I felt a tugging at my chest as I thought of E…him. I felt a tear slip out of the corner of my eye. But it soon joined the water that cascaded off my face. After a few minutes I stepped out of the shower and wrapped myself in a big blue fluffy towel. I put my dirty clothes in the hamper and headed to my room. Once inside I noticed silver wrapped box with a blue bow, a pink sticky note was attached to it;
Bella, here's your outfit for today. I'll be by around 11"45 to pick you up. Love, Alice.
I smiled and remembered what Emmet had told me, not all of them were leaving. I quickly opened the box; it had a simple blue v-neck shirt and a pair of black skinny jeans. I quickly got dressed, sliding on a pair of black converse. I checked the clock it was eleven thirty, so I headed downstairs, while I was walking I noticed a lump in my right front pocket. I reached inside and grasped something, I pulled it out, and it was a bracelet. It had little stars on it; I slipped it on and continued down the stairs. I sat down and let my mind wander, but I always seemed to think about him. Every time I thought of Edward my chest seemed to ache and my heart seemed to twist in pain. Finally I heard a knock at the door, I quickly opened it and no other than the small black haired pixie was on the door step. Her usual smile wasn't really pronounced today, "Hey Bella! Ready?" she asked, I nodded. I got inside her car and she started to go to the Cullen's house. I felt my heart race, I looked over at her, "Don't worry, he left last night with Esme and Carlisle, it'll be okay Bella. I promise," she said patting my hand. Her cold skin felt comforting to me. After about 30 minutes we were in front of the big white house, I took a deep breath and followed Alice inside. I was assaulted by the smell of eggs and bacon, my stomach growled, I saw Jasper smile slightly from where he was standing, I blushed. "What smells so good?" I asked, going into the living room, "Uhm, Em's cooking for you," Alice said smiling brightly. I went into the kitchen and saw Emmet's big frame working over a stove. Rose sat in front of him, chatting quietly with him. Once I made it through the doorway she spun around and looked at me. I braced myself for her accusations of making her brother and parents leave but instead she walked up and gave me a hug. "I'm sorry Bella," she said, smoothing my hair. I hesitated at first but hugged her back. "Okay enough mushy stuff, breakfast for the human!" Em boomed from the counter, setting a plate of Eggs, Bacon, toast and a glass of orange juice on the counter in front of me. My stomach growled again, "Yeah," I mumbled to it and sat down taking a bite of eggs. It felt good in my empty stomach, "Jeez thanks Em, this is actually really good," I grinned. "You're welcome, I learned from Esme, but it smells gross to me." He replied scrunching up his noise, I laughed and continued eating. After I was finished, I put my plate into the sink and sat next to Alice on the couch. "Are you okay Bells?" she asked, looking at me, clearly worried. "I'm perfectly fine," I said, it was the truth. "It's okay Bella, you can cry if you need to. Heartbreak doesn't really feel that good I imagine," I shrugged and looked at her, "I don't know Alice. I do miss him but I just deal with these things differently," I said. She nodded and went onto another topic. "So Bella, I think we should go shopping," I mentally cringed, Jasper saw me and laughed, "I think she should spend time with the guys today Alice. You always take her out shopping," he told her. I looked at her hopefully, she sighed and rolled her eyes then smiled, "Fine, but tomorrow she's all mine!" she exclaimed, "Well Rose, let's go and let the boys have their day." She said, soon she and rose were out the door going to the mall.
"Are you sure you're okay Bells?" Emmet asked, I looked at him and shrugged. I felt fine; I wasn't going to break down anytime soon. He smiled a little but went upstairs to get something. Jasper was somewhere upstairs too, so I was alone. I sat down, thinking about Edward. I was trying to avoid him invading my thoughts, but being alone made me go back to the subject. Edward had left me, I swallowed down a sob. I blinked letting a lone tear slide down my cheek. Maybe I was gonna break down, I picked up my knees to my chest and rocked back and forth. I laid my head on my knees and let it out. Soon I was sobbing; my whole body shook of sniffling and hiccups. "Edward," I whispered, my beautiful Edward. My memories overwhelmed me, making the tears fall faster and followed my more. A cold gush of wind went passed me, then I felt two cold arms wrap around my body. "Shh, Bella. You'll be okay, I promise," Jasper whispered into my hair. I was a little surprised, not 24 hours ago he was trying to kill me, but I leaned against him, turning my face into his chest. Without complaint he held me for god knows how long. I finally stopped the sobbing and hiccupping and pulled away. My eyes caught sight of his shirt; the blue fabric was soaked through. "I'm sorry, your shirt," I said hoarsely, I felt myself blush. I cleared my throat, and looked up, Jasper was smiling, "It's okay. Alice makes me, well should I say us throw out our outfits so she can buy new ones." I laughed a little, which sounded foreign to me. "Thank you," I said softly, meeting his golden stare. "It's the least I can do," he said. "Okay! GAME TIME," I heard Emmett's booming voice coming down the stairs. I quickly tried to hide the traces of me crying, but I knew my eyes would give it away. I could feel the puffiness in my eyes. Soon Em was in front of us, his big goofy grin soon turned into a frown once he saw me. He didn't say anything; he held his arms out, a small smile forming on his lips. I laughed softly and ran into his open arms, gladly accepting his hug.
End Of Chapter Uno. HA. Like it? Don't like it? Suggestions? Simple answer…REVIEW! :D