A/N : In the next weeks or months, I'm just going to post one-shots or drabbles. I don't have much time for multi-chapters fic.

Anyway, enjoy! While I know the theories I put here is not perfectly accurate, I need to put some 'references' here lol xD this is much like a self-reflection actually

As always, I don't own any characters here. They belong to their respective owners.

Obscure

You are not Arceus.

You are not the God of Creation. You can't create things in your will.

Most things in your life have always been gone the way you don't want to see. The way you never want to happen.

You can't set up your life with what you want. You just can't

You are not Palkia.

Space is not in your command.

You have no mobility to move everywhere, because even if you do, no one wants you in everywhere you go. And you don't want to go anywhere either.

You seek places to stay, but you are different with others. They see you as stranger, they laugh because you can't just stick with their natures.

That's why you never want to have a place in society.

You are not Dialga, either.

You have no control over time.

You are left with regrets on the past, regrets of not making your past something that you can be proud of.

Regrets of not making right decisions.

Regrets of not taking the chances.

You can only mourn over, as the clock ticks and time flies by.

You are just Giratina, who lives in your own world.

No one will ever know your true self, because when you leave your own world to the reality, you are not yourself.

You change.

You are not being honest to others because you just can't believe them, and they seem to not believing in you, either. They may see you as nerd, lacking of friends because you never seek one. They may see you as weirdos, someone who can't keep up with surrounding. They do, and you have nothing to do with it.

Only if someone visits your world that they will truly understand you. You laugh, you smile, you do nice things in your own world that you are unable to do in reality. You are indeed lovable, but no one knows it.

Only the Alpha who can go through dimensions and meet you in your place.

Only the Alpha who can see your good side.

Only the Alpha who can understand you.

And only the Alpha that you hope can be your friend, or rather, lover.

But you do realize it, right?

Such deity never exists in reality.

I have to say thanks to Farla for pointing out one of mistakes I made. And I did feel odd when I re-read this and decided to fix some.

Yeah but I forgot to put this before ; constructive reviews are deeply appreciated ! xD thaaankss~