Have you ever felt that feeling? That certain feeling when you just want to… die. That feeling when you are so alone, and feel that there is nothing left in the world for you to do. No dreams, no hopes, because everything you love and care for, is all gone. Nothing left. Nothing. That feeling when you just want to punch anyone near you, just so that you can get the anger out. That feeling when you want to burst out in tears, but are too afraid to, just in case it might make you feel worse then you already do. Well that's what I feel. I wonder how many words can describe that feeling. Sad, lonely. Afraid and angry. Unimportant. There are so much more words that can describe that terrible feeling that I have. There is one word that summons all of those words up. Depression. Don't ask why. Don't ask what, don't ask how, don't ask when. Don't ask. It's not something you can explain. Not something you can just say. It's more than that. It's something I like to call life. Not easy, but not impossible. Just… life. That experience of the feeling, is life. And nobody, will ever pass by it without knowing that there is always something good just waiting at the end. The only thing I have to do, the only thing I have left I have to learn, is to take my own advice.