A/N: Hello all my name is Diana and this is my FIRST Twilight fan fic. I am currently involved with 2 other fan fic for the TV show Instant Star. I absolutely loved the books Twilight and New Moon and I can't wait for Eclipse to come out... ANYWAY Enough of my ramblings enjoy the story and plz R&R...Even if you hate it let me know. Or if you want give me some advise... I'm always open to suggestions. :)

Disclaimer: I do not own the characters in this story. Maybe later I will but right now. Stephenie Meyer owns them.

Starting Over: She had everything she could ever want in life. The perfect boyfriend, the best friend, the lovable parents of the boyfriend and now to top it off the miracle pregnancy. But what happens when all of that comes crashing down around her and she has to start all over again. With a new life, new identity and a newborn infant. How will she handle everything?

Prologue

Did you know that it was possible to get pregnant by a vampire?

No, well I didn't either. I found out 6 and a half months ago. 4 weeks after my graduation. My parents freaked and the Cullens were just as shocked. Carlisle even tried to run test on me. They all proved I was pregnant so he stopped the test after like the 10th one.

Edward at one point insisted that it was Jacob's baby but after a fetus paternity test it proved Edward wrong.

We were on the highway driving to his house on a very stormy day in Forks. Edward let me drive his Volvo because he knew I hated when he sped down the highway on rainy days like this. Especially in my condition.

"Oh god Edward your being so difficult." I yelled while smacking the steering wheel.

We were once again having another fight about him turning me. It has been 7 and a half months after my high school graduation and ever since then Edward has been doing everything in his powers to stop any member of the family from biting me.

The other day he almost fought Carlisle when he tried to do it when he wasn't home. But at the last minute Edward bust through the door and actually tackled Carlisle to the ground.

"Bella why don't you understand that I don't want you to become a monster like me." He yelled back.

"Edward how many times do I have to tell you, you are not a monster. You're the man I love, the one I want to spend all eternity with."

"Bella can we please not have this argument again." his velvet voice was now a mere whisper.

"But Edward don't you want to spend eternity with me." I asked on the verge of tears.

"Bella I would love to spend eternity with you but I mean think about it Your carrying my child and your father and mother would be devastated. Losing the one thing that forever bonded them together."

I thought for a minute. He was right, I am the one thing that bonded my parents together forever.

But I have my own life to live I should have a choice to make myself happy.

"Your right." I said looking at him.

"Bells watch the road." he told me causing me to once again stare straight ahead at the wet pavement in front of us.

"Well your right about the baby part. My parents would have to learn to live with it. Charlie hasn't been himself since Henry died. He doesn't even care that I'm not home anymore. And Renee she's too busy with Phil. She only calls once a month to see how the baby's doing. She doesn't even ask if I'm alright anymore." I told him wiping a stray tear away from my cheek.

"Your wrong you know." his velvet voice said to me.

"Wrong about what?" I asked confused.

"Charlie does know that your not home anymore and that's a reason why he's depressed."

Almost instantly I felt bad.

"Seriously." I asked looking into his face.

He was about to answer me when I heard him yell at me to stomp on the break.

But it was too late. The Volvo was crushed by a truck and the steering wheel was thrown into my stomach causing me to let out a gut wrenching scream before I passed out.

I really couldn't remember much. Only the heartbreaking screams of Edward, then the sound of glass breaking.

I heard Edward scream into his cell phone and then I felt the steering wheel being ripped away from my oversized belly.

I couldn't think of anything. The only thing I was worried about was my child's well being.

After what felt like hours I heard Edward again.

"Carlisle you have to save her and the baby. He steering wheel went right into her stomach and she's losing too much blood." He cried.

"Come we have to get her home." Carlisle told him in his very professional tone.

As I got pulled out of the car I felt Edward start taking off in a sprint. After a few feet I heard a loud explosion come from behind us. I knew that was the car I was just pulled out of.

Now Edward was speeding through the trees and within seconds we were at the house and I heard the bloody screams of Esme and Alice.

After a few hours and the feeling of pushing and pulling on my stomach area I heard the little cries of a baby.

By that time everyone was there. Emmett and Rosalie, Jasper and Alice, and of course Esme and Edward.

"Bella sweety it's a girl." he whispered in my ear.

I mumbled something even I couldn't understand and then I heard Carlisle voice and it sounded panicked.

"Were losing her." He said frantically.

"Edward you have to do it. You have to bite her." Alice yelled.

"NO." He screamed back.

"But don't you love her. Think about your daughter. She can not grow up without her. Edward think. She's the love of your life. You can not let your stubbornness get in the way of the situation here." Esme told him trying to get him to understand.

"NO." He yelled once again.

It pained me to hear him say that. If he truly loved me he would of did it. If not for me then at least for his daughter.

I was just coming to when I felt a burning sensation on my arm.

I instantly jumped up and started to scream.

Edward turned around quickly and saw me cradling my arm.

"How could you?" he asked.

"It was my only choice." was the only reply that came out and then I slipped back into unconsciousness.

A/N: Ok so that's the prologue What do ya think. Who do you think is the one that bit her.

PLZ let me know what you think. Your reply will let me know whether I should continue or not.

You Guys Rock.

Diana