Hey guys! This is my first fanfiction and, to be complete honest, the very first time I actually write something. And to make it even worse English is not my first language xD. So, I apologize in advance for the grammatical mistakes and if you like to correct me I am always open at learning and change it.

About the fic, it is Calzona centric and endgame. Takes time 6 months after Callie goes to NY. Some of the chapters will be more focus on Callie's thoughts and feelings and others will be in Arizona's. I have no idea how long it'll be and how often I'll be updated. Nor less than once a week, though. I am writing as it comes to me.

For the record, Arizona is my fav character above them all. And Callie comes after. I'll try to make them justice but as I said before this is my first fic so please be gentle and help me out as we go!

Hope you like it and Looking forward for some reviews.

All the characters belong to Shonda Rhimes and ABC.

Chapter One

It was 5 am in the morning, Callie was well awake for half an hour now, wide eyes open looking at the ceiling. It had been almost 6 months since she left Seattle and everyone there behind to move to New York with her red head girlfriend. She supposed to be traveling back to Seattle today to take Sofia to Arizona. It was what they have arranged back to that day where her ex-wife told her to go and be happy. "I want Christmas, you can have next year" and Callie had agreed. What else could have done? She didn't have any more rights over her little girl and Arizona was being selfless enough to let her take Sofia with her so, she had to agree with everything.

Their plane is to take off in 5 hours but Callie can't sleep anymore. She is anxious and a little nervous too. It'll be the first time in 6 months she'll be back. Arizona has been the one who visited Sofia once every two months and stayed there for a week. She has been working extra hours so every two months she can take an entire week to spend with her baby. Every time Arizona has visited they hardly have any conversation, she just picked Sofia up from the apartment Callie shares with Penny and drove her off at the end of the week to go back to Seattle. And it was Ok. They were Ok. Had small talk about their daughter, work and gossip around over the phone the times Arizona calls Sofia. They were due to have a serious conversation about their daughter's custody arrangement. That first weekend Callie took Sofia to Seattle to have a proper goodbye with her mommy they have talked about it and decided to go to court and make sole custody back to 50-50.

I think we should go back to court- Arizona has brought the topic. Callie's eyes open so wide Arizona realized she took it the wrong way- Don't freak out. We need to make it legal, Callie. I don't want solo custody, we should go to court and make everything right again.

Really? - Callie said in shock. Another good surprise Arizona was giving her- Thank you.

Maybe when you get her back for Christmas? You can stay and we can do it before you go back- Arizona said and Callie nod in agreement.

Now the day she is due to be back in Seattle is here. And she isn't all happy about it. Sure, she wants to see her friends, she has been in touch by phone but is never the same as face to face. Although, at the same time, she finds herself struggling. Every time Arizona has come to NYC has been really hard to see how Sofia and her said their goodbyes. The little girl is always pretty annoyed for the next couple of days after that and she always feels guilty about it. And now, she will be the one saying goodbye and not only to Sofia, but also to all her friends and that is something she is not sure she'll be able to do again. She even asked Penny to go with her to make it easier to fly back to NY, but her girlfriend is all about work and she doesn't have any reason to be in Seattle so she has denied.

The alarm goes off. It's 6 am now, looks like is going to be a nice day in New York today. She makes her way to the bathroom as smooth as she can not to wake Penny who hasn't have many hours to sleep lately. She likes to take her time to get ready, make breakfast and eat it without rush. Not to mention she has to wake Sofia up, thing is not easy to do. She smiles at the thought as she remembers how hard was waking Arizona up too. Well, maybe except when it was to have some sexy time. She shakes the feeling out right away.

By the time breakfast is ready she goes back upstairs, wakes Penny up to join them and heads to Sofia's room. She is surprised when she enters the room and find a pretty excited little girl taking her pajamas off already.

Hey Sweetie! How's that you're already up?

Because we'll see mommy, mama! – Sofia answers all happy and perky. God she has so much of Arizona in her! Callie said to herself.

Yes, we are. You're happy uhu? - Callie said smiling and giving the kid the clothes they're prepared together for the trip the night before.

Of course I am! We're going home! And I'll get to play with Zola, right mama? – she said while changing in comfort clothes and running down stairs letting Callie with her own thoughts.

Callie's heart aches as Sofia calls Seattle "home". Ever since they settle in New York Sofia has adapted really good. She has loved her new school and made friends really soon. She is a real social person and love to talk a lot so it wasn't a surprise to Callie when she came home a week after the first day at school asking to go play at a new friend's house. But even that she likes New York she talks about her mommy and Zola and her old school most of the time. She is always asking Penny how long she has to stayed in New York "just a little longer, Sof, but not that much" Penny always answered. And Penny lied. And Callie let her. Because she knows Penny loves her new job and they have already talked about the chance she'll stay longer and, maybe why not, forever. Callie never says nothing about it. She just nods and changes the subject arguing they'll deal with it when the times comes. But the truth is that she doesn't really know what to say. She has been miserable those day before her ex-wife showed up at her doorstep with the idea of losing Penny, failing in another relationship, again. And when Arizona told her to go and be happy she didn't hesitate, not once and she just took off. She should've given it a little more thoughts but she was Calliope Torres, she just does what she thinks is right at the moment. No second thoughts. And that is how she has gotten herself into trouble so many times, how she has gotten hurt and has hurt people too. She likes to think she has changed. That she is not that impulsive person anymore. But then goes and fights her ex-wife for custody on their kid, let her lawyer said horrible completely untrue things about the person she once loved so much, and everything to "chase tail across the country". She wonders every second of every day if she made the right choice.

She heads back to the kitchen where Penny and Sofia where already devouring their breakfast like there was no tomorrow and talking about all the things she was going to do when she gets "home".

"Of course I did choose right". She thinks. She has a good job in New York, she is well known and respected by her colleagues, people is ok and her relationship with Penny is better than it was when they were in Seattle. Or, well, maybe ever since Penny started working in Grey Sloan. But then is that feeling again. She watches the image in front of her. How good Penny and Sofia get along and still, even that everything seems to be good it doesn't feel quite right. Something is missing. Maybe it just not good enough. But, she'll deal with when the time comes.

Couple of hours after breakfast they headed to the airport. 6 hours of flying later, they arrived at Seattle. And a "super" happy perky cheery person was waiting for them.

Of course there was something missing or better said, someone.

Well, let me know what you think! And also if you think the chapter is too long so I'll make it shorter.

Next chapter is almost done and it takes place at the same time than this one but in Seattle with Arizona and then we'll go from there.

Please let me know everything!

Bye!