New story! But it's a short one, sorry bout that, there really isn't a plot to this, so here are the details: (I apologize for OOC characters such as Elena and Damon.)

Summary: Elena's had a crappy day, Stefan cheated on her and Caroline decided that she no longer wanted to be friends due to the fact that Matt still loves her. She's depressed and feels the need to disappear, permanently. Who will save her?

Characters/Pairings: Damon, Elena, Caroline, Stefan, and Bonnie. Damon/Elena Bonnie/Stefan

Rating: My T crap is back again!

Disclaimer: I own nothing, don't sue.

Goodbye...

Chapter One: A World Coming to the End...

Dear Diary:

Today was crap, nothing but, and nothing less. It all started this morning, when I felt the need to go over to the boarding house to see Stefan, just to see how he was doing after his rehabilitation.

I walked through the front door, because Stefan told me I could just walk in whenever I pleased. I called out his name but heard nothing so I assumed he was asleep, but you know what they say about assuming. You make an ass out of you and me. And boy, is that statement ever true.

I walked up the stairs, surprised that I hadn't been hit on by Damon yet and softly tapped on Stefan's door and called out to him before opening it up to a larger lump in the bed than usual, so unless Stefan gained 120 extra pounds in one night there was someone else there. I felt tears threatening to burst from my eyes as I saw Stefan turn to look at me and none other than Bonnie's head appear from underneath him.

They both tried to persuade me that it wasn't what it looked like, pft, yeah right. My now ex boyfriend is riding my now ex best friend, that's exactly how I see it at least.

I ran out of the boarding house with tears in my eyes and without another word. Part of me had died when I saw that scene. Stefan told me that he loved me, I had even said it back, how stupid was I to believe a single word that came out of that cheater's mouth?

I ran to my car, put it in reverse and just went to school, not surprised to see Stefan and Bonnie arrive a few minutes later, rushing towards me, reeking of the other.

I shrugged them off and told them both to rot in hell and just leave me alone, permanently. After my outburst in the parking lot I just wanted to get through classes, but before the bell even rang Caroline came up to me and started yelling for some reason. She mentioned something about Matt still loving me and that if I said one more word to her or Matt, there would be more than hell to pay. How peachy.

Caroline's always been a bitch at heart, just I always thought she would keep me around to control that. Apparently not. She left me with a vague threat that I did not want to find out what she meant by it.

To put the cherry on the top of my crap sundae, Damon won't answer my phone calls, he's avoiding me for some reason. It could be that Katherine's back and he longer wants to speak to me, yeah, that's probably it. Maybe this is a way of someone saying that Elena Gilbert is no longer needed in this world. I could just take myself out of this world how Jeremy did, with a bottle of pain killers, although, he's a vampire now, I would just be dead, plain and simple.

Yeah, that's it. Well, I guess this is my last entry. My world is going to officially stop, but I want to say good-bye to my parents first, my adoptive parents. Since my real ones are both dead... well one's undead, but the other, is a different story, he's just dead, how I am going to be in the next hour or so.

~ Elena Gilbert.

Elena looked at her words at the page she had just wrote and felt as if it was all true, she needed to be gone, so other people would stop worrying about her and using her. It was now or never, so she walked to the bathroom, grabbed the pills and a bottle of water before yelling at Jenna that she was going out for a few minutes. And slowly and quietly adding, "Goodbye Jenna, you're the only one who actually cares."

Elena ran down to her car and quickly driving to the graveyard, where she would die, next to her parent's grave.

"You cheated on her? Are you stupid Stefan? She's probably a mess at the moment and I've been too busy dealing with the Mayor's funeral and killing Katherine that I haven't been able to answer her phone calls!" Damon said as Stefan revealed why Elena had called Damon and why he was in a shitty move.

"I love Bonnie too, I just didn't want to lose the both of them!" Stefan yelled back.

"Well I hope you're happy, you lost Elena. " Damon yelled before going upstairs to listen to the messages that Elena had left, there had to have been 12 of them. He was officially the worst and now apparently best friend to Elena Gilbert ever. He got to his black coated room and began to listen to the messages.

"Hey, it's me Elena. I just need someone to talk to and it seems your the only one I want to talk to at the moment, so call me back, ok?" Elena's first message played. The other 10 were almost identical, but her sadness grew in each one, Damon was finally on the last one and heard her mumbling something that made him shoot up and race out of the house before Stefan could even ask him what was wrong.

"I'll see you soon Mom and Dad." Elena said with a few tears in her eyes as she finished off the last of the pain killers and water, at the same time the drowsiness kicked in. Before Elena knew it, she was asleep, almost as if she was drifting off into a far off place, almost as if it was more serene. She felt a strong pull towards it and allowed herself to be consumed by it.

Damon ran as fast as he could to Elena's house and jumped into the window. He saw an empty room, except for the diary laying on the bed. He quickly opened up the diary, with Elena's voicemail still playing in his head.

"Think what you want of this, but Goodbye Damon, you're the only one that I'm saying it too, the next time you see me, well, let's just say, um, I'll be a little paler than usual. I love you... I always have... even if it started out more as you being a brother, it has transformed into more, but... this is still goodbye..."

She loved him, and if he was thinking correctly with the pale part, that either meant that she was going to get rid of her tan, but that had nothing to do with the goodbye. She was going to change into a vampire, but that still didn't explain the goodbye part, she could still see him. That left one option, she was going to be dead, not undead, but dead. As he read the last entry he knew exactly where to go and where to find her, only hoping that he wasn't too late as he rushed out of her window.

"Well what do you think made him rush out of here so fast?" Bonnie asked.

"Probably went to talk to Elena, she's been calling him all day and he just got the chance to reply." Stefan said and Bonnie lowered her head.

"We're horrible Stefan, we both hurt her with our actions, we should've told her straight out, instead of going behind her back." Bonnie frowned.

"You're right, but Damon's probably going to calm her down enough that we can talk like civilized people instead of getting yelled at." Stefan said as he took Bonnie's face in his hand to look her in the eye.

"I hope so, I don't want her never to speak to us again because of this." Bonnie said, oblivious to what Elena was actually doing at the moment.

"I think what I said to Elena was a little harsh Matt, I mean it's ok for you to still have feelings for her, well as long as your feelings for me stronger than hers. And you've promised never to cheat on me, and Elena's too sweet to cheat with you, knowing you have a girlfriend." Caroline said in Matt's living room as they watched some cop chase show.

"I love you Caroline, Elena's a friend, I have feelings for her like that, you just took it the wrong way when I answered your question." Matt said rubbing her back with one hand.

"You love me?" Caroline asked. Matt nodded and Caroline smiled, "I love you too, but I need to make things right with Elena again, I gave her quite the mouthful of hurtful words."

"You want some privacy to call?" Matt asked. Caroline nodded and Matt got up and walked to the kitchen as Caroline called Elena, leaving her to call.

Caroline called and it went straight to voicemail, maybe her phone was off. Caroline thought as she left the message. "I am so sorry Elena, I feel horrible. I shouldn't have said those things to you, please call me back when you get this."

Caroline slumped and called back to Matt he smiled and sat down beside her. "Now was that too hard?" He asked. Caroline shook her head and smiled at him. Hoping things would turn out ok...

"Elena!" Damon called through out the cemetery praying that Elena wasn't dead yet, and talk some freaking sense into her. She was the only woman he had loved in 145 years (Katherine's was fake, so he'd only ever been in love with Elena.) and he was NOT going to lose her thanks to his idiot brother and the idiot cheerleader ex girlfriend.

"Elena! Damn it! Answer me!" Damon called again, wishing he could remember where the hell Elena's parents were buried. "Damon? Is that you?" A male voice called out, Damon wanted to hit something because that was not Elena's voice.

"Who's there?" Damon snarled as he continued looking. "It's Jeremy." The male voice came through again and Damon felt a build of hope. Jeremy would know where it is.

"Jeremy! Where is your parents grave?" Damon asked. Jeremy emerged from the shadows and said, "About 300 yards to the left, why?"

"You're sister." Damon said as he ran as fast as he could only to find Elena's body against the soft grass. He dropped down and felt for the slightest of a pulse, with Jeremy standing behind him shaking his head in shock.

Ok, so that was the chapter, I hope you liked it, so I wanna hear from you... Elena's a goner or will Damon save her? It's up to the fans, then it's up to me to make my final decision... So Review it up!