Title: Purgatory

Chapter: One/?

Rating: PG-16

Pairing: Willow/Buffy, Willow/Tara

Spoilers: Everything and Anything

Timeline: Before Adam came along.

Beta Readers: Scotty ' the fox ' Welles



Summary: The initiative becomes more than a mysterious force fighting

evil.



Disclaimer: Not mine...yet.





PROLOGUE





She chanted softly, her hand glowing dangerously in the face of the

vampire. It was a new spell, one she had never tried before; she

considered the risk of failure at that moment but disregarded from her

mind. She needed to try it out, and right now was the perfect time.



A bright blob of light burst from her hand, reminding her of that X-Man

that she used to like so much, Jubilee. The vampire screamed as the

light enveloped him, turning him to dust within seconds. She smiled

with relief and pride, humming to herself happily as she resumed her

walk away from the deserted college courtyard.



She paused as her heightened senses alerted her to the presence of

someone else. Turning slowly, she scanned the tree lines, searching

for whoever it was. Her hands moved a few inches from her sides, palms

faced outward, and felt the subtle shift in her eyes as the power

surged through her body. "Who's there?"



The tall bulk stepped into the moonlight.



She relaxed, letting her guard down. "Why are you wearing that? Is it

a costume or something? Or maybe one of those sorority initiation

thingies?" She tilted her head to the side as she studied the army

fatigues the other man was wearing. "Those don't do anything for you.

Oh goddess, I just channeled Cordy."



She groaned softly; she loved the other woman dearly, and ever since

she'd left the two of them had become close friends. Sometimes

spending hours on the Internet just chatting, but she seriously did not

want to end up talking like her. 'No offense, Cordy.'



The tall man moved towards her in long strides, his hand reaching

around to his belt for something. She snapped her attention back to

him in time to see the taser in his hand.



"Ril...!" She groaned as the dense electrical charge ran through her

body, sending her into the darkness...





Chapter One





A white light blinded her closed eyes as she drifted back to

consciousness. Her head pounded in a steady, painful thumping, while

her body simply ached. Voices surrounded her, talking over her as

though she was a specimen. Pain pierced through her body suddenly,

forcing her eyes to snap open in hopes of finding and stopping the

source of it.



Her eyes locked onto the dark eyes of one of her professors, a silent

scream fighting against her throat as she caught sight of what was

causing her so much pain. "...no..."



Walsh ignored her strangled whisper, continuing to talk as though she

wasn't human. "Hostile Number 63 is awake and responding to stimuli.

DNA tests have already been started in order to determine the type of

demon we are dealing with. Further tests are needed to figure out the

full range of abilities and stamina."



"...not...demon..."



"Lieutenant, you may proceed with the tests."



She closed her eyes against the pure white room. The sterile surgical

steel tools reminded her too much of what she imagined a space ship was

like. Grinding her teeth together, she waited for the pain to begin.











"Where is she?"



Tara swallowed hard at the steel in Buffy's eyes; everyone was beyond

worried, and they weren't handling it well. She couldn't blame them,

seeing as Willow had been missing for twenty-four hours already, with

no clues as to where she was.



Everyone had a role in the Scoobies. Xander was the one everyone

depended on to keep things light and keep them sane. Buffy was the one

who led everyone, and the main fighter. Anya was the one with twelve

hundred years of knowledge that always unintentionally gave them some

sort of edge over whatever baddie they were currently fighting. Giles

was the parent figure, who protected everyone from whatever horrors

made it harder on them. And Willow...



Willow was the magic expert, the one everyone went to when they had a

problem, the one that held them together with a quiet strength that she

didn't seem to know she had. She was the best friend, their

foundation, the lover, the researcher. Now, they were missing a key

player in their lives, and were unsure how to proceed. In fact, the

only thing they'd managed to agree on so far was that they were going

to rip whoever had taken Willow from limb to limb and then feed them to

Spike.



Buffy spun around, eyes blazing dangerously. "Has anyone seen Spike?"



"Fangless ran out earlier with his tail between his legs."



The blonde Slayer narrowed her eyes, causing Xander to back away

hurriedly. "If I find out that Spike had anything to do with this,

then he's going to learn that Angelus isn't the only one capable of

torture."







He stepped into the musty bookstore, his eyes and senses automatically

searching for any threat to him, finding only the ancient woman busily

skittering around the store. He inhaled the smell of mothballs, and

broken-in leather. Books that had been considered extinct were bound

on ceiling high bookshelves.



Her plump legs moved rapidly as she waddled toward him. "William, what

brings you to my humble abode this fine morning?"



A slight blush colored his cheeks, a task that was almost impossible

for a vampire. "I need information on a...friend."



"Oh?"



He nodded, smiling at the sight of her eyeing him over her

silver-framed reading spectacles. "Yes, ma'am. She disappeared last

night, and nobody seems to know anything about it."



"I see, and was this friend a demon?"



He found himself being shepherded to a chair. "No ma'am. A witch."



"Hmm. And what is this friend's name?"



"Willow Rosenburg."



"Then let's see what we can find out."











She paced across the apartment once more, barely dodging Riley as he

entered the room. His boyish smile made her tension increase instead

of elevating it. All day she'd been getting a weird vibe off of him,

and that was leaving her edgy. "Well?" she demanded.



He sat on the couch and pulled her down next to him. "Nothing. No one

saw anything last night."



Again, the vibes were making it hard not to back away from her lover.

Unable to stay still any longer, she got back to her feet.



"I'm sure that she's..."



"Bloody hell, Slayer, I've been looking all over for you!" a new voice

interjected before Riley could answer.



"Is it time for your walk already?" She studied the vampire, her

'Spidey-Sense' going off dangerously.



For once there was no superior sarcasm. The vampire that was staring

her down knew something, something bad enough that it made him seem

almost human. "We need to talk." He glanced over at Riley. "Alone."



She nodded her consent, starting for the back bedroom.



Riley bristled, resenting Spike's intrusion. "I don't think you

should."



She ignored Riley, unwilling to deal with him right then. Instead she

glanced over her shoulder at Spike and snapped, "Are you coming or

not?" Her gaze locked onto her lover as he moved to stop him, his

entire body tensed and ready to spring at anytime. "Riley, can you go

back to the dorm and get the bag I left in your room? Please?"



The bigger man clenched his fists, looking from Spike to her to the

door, but after a tense moment he left.



Once alone, the vampire wasted no time. "It was the Initiative."



Her legs went numb, unable to grasp the words that scared her the most.

After Spike had escaped he'd given a complete description of what they

did to him, the experiments...no, the torture that they said was

experiments in the name of science. "Why? She's not a demon."



"No, but she is a witch."



"Oh god..."











Pain. Blinding, numbing, piercing pain. Engulfing, consuming,

all-encompassing pain. Body, mind, heart, and soul ached, screamed,

protested, and paralyzed her. Movement was impossible, talking

improbable, thinking a black hole.



She remembered. Every incision, every cut that they used to dissect

her body, her needle and pin prick, every electrical probe they stuck

into her muscles. She had pleaded, cried for some sort of painkiller

or anesthesia. The man she'd known as a kind soul had simply blinked

at her. 'Demon's don't get any.'



'But I'm not a demon!' She didn't know if she'd said it out loud or

not, the pain too much to do much of anything. She'd screamed at

first, screamed to show them how human she was, screamed until Walsh

had glared at her, screamed until her voice was nothing but a raspy

breath that refused to work anymore.



She swallowed with the dried cotton throat as she tried the strength of

the straps holding her to the table again. Why were they doing this?

She had never hurt anyone, at least not human. So why had they

captured her like some criminal...?



"Look," a quiet female voice was saying off to one side.



She pried her swollen, bruised eyes open to see what Walsh was going on

about. She could barely make out the computer, but nothing else.



"Her DNA is almost completely human..."



A male voice cut into her mumbles. "Almost?"



"Watch. The last ten ladders are different. I've never seen anything

like this before."



Willow let her eyes slip back shut, filing the information away for

later, much later. As in

'when-I-get-out-of-here-and-kick-some-solider-ass' later.











"Then let's go get her."



Giles looked over his glasses at Xander, knowing exactly what he was

feeling but common sense holding him back. "I'm afraid that's not a

practical idea."



"Why not?"



"Do you have any idea how many soldiers hanging around in there? Hell,

we'd need Red's help just to get past the security systems."



Spike crushed his cigarette into the ashtray and scowled at it.

"Great, so we're just going to leave her in there and let them do

god-knows-what to her?"



Xander's face turned into a dark cloud as he glared at everybody. "If

it was one of us in there she'd already have us out, no matter how

dangerous."



"That isn't what I was saying, chubs." He shook his head in disgust.

"Hell, you're as bad as the bloody poof."



"Why you...!"



Buffy finally looked up from the corner where she'd been standing

silently for the last half-hour. "What did you mean?"



Spike smiled grimly and lit another cigarette, letting a long trail of

smoke out of his mouth. "If we can't go to the source, then we bring

the source to us..."