Disclaimer: On any of the characters, I do not own anything to do with DGM :D and this story..if you think about it its a great laugh on my own rl xD Get a look in the mind of this Allen. you'll hear a lot of quotes in this one either from me or my friends or even a rival ;D enjoy and PLEASE enen would love reviews 3 guess who the redhead is..its not that hard xD

It's Over.

The break up.

Well I have to say was the worst experiences I've ever gone through in my life. Yeah I've lost both my parents in an accident, but for some reason that really didn't affect me as much as what you did to me.

"I'll love you forever" wasn't those the words you always told me in a text? Always something you didn't say to my face. Was it because you knew already that you could never love a monster like me? Because you already had had enough of me?

I sit there and wonder a lot, while my friends laugh, joke with each other. I don't feel like myself anymore when I am around them, I stare always into the sky hoping it will rain like the old times, where you stood there and waited for me to come home.

I never though I could miss those times so much, miss the fact that I was loved and I took it all for granted. Took every smile, hug, kiss for granted. I am never going to get it back I know that for sure.

I smile, I remember the times when I looked at you my heart completely tore into pieces over and over. But now I am actually better, while Lenalee, Kanda even Road is there in the same group I stick with.

It's different now. I've gotten used to having Road replace you, after I wouldn't let her near my heart, but she showed her dimples and crawled slowly into my heart. I know I won't love her like I did you, but there is something about her that I know she won't break my heart, after all she is my best friend.

"Allen?" I blink, not even paying attention to what the tanned female had said, "Are you even paying attention to me Walker?" she nearly shrieked out my last name to the world.

"Chill Road, chill." that pissing her off more she nearly lunged at me, though I was still out of it I feel to the floor, she laying right on top of me her cheeks a bright red as she quickly got up. "Pay more attention Walker."

I sigh, what did I do to deserve a little midget always on my back, though I know its rude to think like that since she is one of my friends but still. I quickly get up as Lenalee and Miranda stare at me, they both giggle. "I'll be back later you guys." I mumble and walk away.

"Don't forget to meet us after school Allen!" I hear Lenalee scream to me as I wave her off, as I walk to go see some other people a quick flash of red appears in the corner of my eye, at first I want to stare but I force myself not to.

No.

Don't look.

I disobey myself and turn, wrong red head. Thank god, he isn't in my life anymore, and I shouldn't even give a shit if he passes by me. If he even looks at me, so why did my heart nearly explode when I thought it was him?

"Aye fucker what took you so long?" I look up, Kanda. He wasn't with the girls today, and I know why, he was attempting to get some drugs on him today. Borrowing my lighter and my money. What a perfect friend right? Though I didn't honestly care. I had the money to splurge.

"Shut up. I was with the girls not like you would know what it felt like to be with someone."

Smack. A shot to the head.

I know I deserved that.

Though did I care? Not in the fucking least.

I threw the lighter and the wad of cash to the male. "Now don't bother me for shit this week." I murmured as I walked back towards the girls throwing my book bag on the floor taking Miranda's pear taking a few bites before tossing it back at her.

She whined before she got up and threw it away. "Allen you're an asshole you know that?" the female spoke quietly as if she were afraid I might say something offensive, though I didn't care I knew I was an ass, a douche, a dick. Not like I wasn't told that before.

RINGGGGGGGGGGGGG

Fuck that bell. Time to go to class for another 2 and a half lame hours, "Bye Miranda~" Road chimed as she grabbed onto me tugging me to get to class. Lenalee began to walk towards the gate, since she only having a first period she didn't need to stick around. Though she always seemed to, before her boyfriend came into the picture, seems like shes growing apart from us as well.

"Allen hurry up before we get late to class!" Road destroying my train of thought, I began to walk along side her to our second period. Another class period to fuck around in..great.