So... Hey guy's...
PLZ don't kill me! I know I've been out for a while and I know some people hate me for deleting my story's. BUT I'm BACK! And I promise I will keep on writing this time!

And for all my new readers... Hope you like this story, it just popped into my head one day and I hope you enjoy it just as much as I enjoyed writhing it!

Sadly, I do not own Big Time Rush

The beeping sounds around him were disturbing. How could he sleep whith that? His whole body was painful and he had no idea where he was. He let out a groan, he wouldn't open his eyes, not yet.

"Sounds like he's waking up." A scared voice said from the corner of the room. He felt somebody taking his hand. "Kenny?" No response. "Kenny can you hear us?" That annoyed him. How could he not hear all those noises? "It doesn't work Logie. He isn't with us." Another voice said. With that he let out another groan. He wanted to show those guys that he was awake. He forced to open his eyes, immediately closing them as he was blinded by the sudden light.

"Kendall! You're awake!" He felt how the owner off the voice squished his hand. Kendall gave his eyes another try, flashing until his sight became a bit more clear. It was white, everywhere he looked it was the same bright color. He groaned as he realized where he was. He was hooked up to some big, beeping machines, which he didn't like at all and his right leg had a huge cast. He looked up to see three guys standing by his side, he smiled as he finally recognized the voices.

"how are ya buddy?" Logan asked, who was the one that was sitting on his bed, holding his hand.

"Fine, how did I get here?" He asked, realizing he had no idea how he came here.

"Wait... You have no idea what happened?" That was James, who looked at him with a worried face. Kendall shook his head no. He looked at his friends, they all had shocked faces.

"Kendall, what is the last thing you remember?" Logan asked slightly, like he was scared for the answer. Kendall had to think about that, something that was quit painful.

"ehhum... I believe that is James' birthday party. I remember that I was tired and that I went too bed." A dead silence came after he spoke those words. "Kendall..." James started painfully after what seemed like forever. "That's almost a month ago..." Everything became unreal after he said that.

"Nnn-nno" Kendall stuttered. That couldn't be true, it had to be a lie. "How long was I out?" He managed to get out. "And what the hell happened?!" He looked to James, than to Logan and finally to Carlos. Somebody had to tell him.

"Kendall... You've been lying here for four days now..." Logan started. Kendall looked at him with panic. "That's when they found you, after you've been missing for over three weeks. We thought we lost you.."

That's when he truly lost it. It couldn't be true. They were lying. They had to. Kendall started hyperventilating. His machines became crazy and seconds later nurses ran into the room, pushing away his friends. That was the last thing he saw, after that, everything went black.

Logan had been so scared the last few weeks.

(flashback)
The guys were lying on the grass from Palmwoods park. It was a perfect summer day and they were enjoining the fact that they were done early in Roque Records, so they could still enjoy the nice weather. "I'm thirsty. Someone else a smoothie?" Kendall stood up. "Yep" said the other three in chorus.

"Alright, will be right back." With that, Kendall walked away.

The point was, he never came back...

The remaining guys just laid there slowly dozing off. "Hey, where's Kendall with our smoothies?" Carlos suddenly said. It was already afternoon and the time had just dissapeared while they were lying there. Logan sat up and stretched. "I don't know, he probably got distracted." He said, knowing Kendall longer than today. "Let's get back to the apartment. He's probably just there, not realizing that he owns us a smoothie." James said as he sat up as well. The other two nodded and the walked back to a still empty 2J.

"He's not here." Carlos said after he turned around the hole apartment. "We can see that ourselves Carlos." Logan said. "Well Mrs. knight and Katie are out for diner tonight so let's order some pizza." James said, he was hungry and didn't want to wait for Kendall."Yeah sure." Logan said. He took out his phone and texted Kendall.

"Hey dude, where the hell are you? We're ordering pizza, want some? -L" The pizza came but there was no sight of Kendall, not even an text.

"Kendall, where are you? -L"

A lot of such messages went out that evening but Logan never got a answer. He stayed up until two past midnight, hoping that Kendall would show up some time. But that never happened. Mrs. Knight and Katie had come home later that evening, thinking the boys were all in bed. But as Kendall still didn't show up next morning, the police was called.

Since then they had never seen him again. Not until they had finally gotten a call from the police three weeks later. They had found him, severely injured and unconscious. It had looked like everything was gonna be fine. Kendall would be fine.

But now, he was having a panic attack. Logan was shocked when his blond friend started to hyperventilate. He wanted to calm him down, tell him that everything was going to be fine, to stay with him. But he was pushed away by some nurses who started to poke him and injected something in his IV. After that, he went quiet. The nurses left again. Logan looked with worry at his friend. Since he had heard that they had found him he had hoped so badly that he would wake up and tell them what happened. One of those things had happened, the other would maybe never come. He was awake, but couldn't remember any of it. "He's gonna be alright Logie." He heard James saying behind him.

"I wish I could believe you."

It was dark when Kendall finally woke up again. He was painful everywhere, like he had been hit by a truck. He looked around to see his friends sleep peacefully around him, he didn't want to wake them so he just laid there, looking at the ceiling and thinking about what they told him. "ah, Mr. Knight, you're awake." Kendall looked up to see a doctor standing in the doorway. "I'm doctor Milton and I will be taking care of you." He walked over to Kendall.

"So how are you're injuries?" Kendall looked up. "Painful." Was all he said, knowing he had to say something. "Does your head hurt?" Kendall nodded slowly, which only maked it worse.

"Ok well that's logical because your suffering from a major concussion. Your friends told me you can't remember what happened so I would say that you're suffering from amnesia as well. You have a broken Tibia on your right leg and you need to be careful with that. You also have three broken ribs so it shall be painful for a couple of days. You have some bad scratches on pretty much your entire body and I'm afraid that will leave some scarring. You also have a major bruise on your left hip and lower back. We've put some ice on that so there would be a minimum of swelling. You were suffering from bloodloss and dehydration when they found you and you get medicine for that as well. Any questions?"

"Yeah, when can I get out off here and how can I get my memory back?" Kendall asked, really wanting to now those two things.

"Well as everything's alright I would say you can leave in like two or three days. Your memory is something more difficult, since nobody knows what happened with you is it from great importance that you get your memory back. unfortunately there isn't a real cure for amnesia. It has to come back on its own.'' Kendall nodded that he understood. ''Well I will call a nurse to give you some more pain medication, I will check on you again around noon.'' Doctor Milton walked out off the room and a few minutes later there came a nurse who injected some new medication in his IV. Immediately after that Kendall became drowsy and he let the sleep overtake him.

Hope that wasn't to bad!

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