AN: More of my crazy angst fan fiction… try and guess who )
warnings: cutting/suicide, character death
Weakness
They look down on me
They call me weak
Nobody sees me for who I really am
Except…
Except you
You who have taught me to have unending courage
You who have taught me to stand up for myself
You whom I love…
And you who does not love me in return
You called me a weirdo once
If you could see me now, you wouldn't be far off calling me weird
This, the one gift you gave me
The one kunai that you said brought you luck
It also brings me luck
It lets me escape my pain
Funny how this one simple gift has changed from my treasured possession to my curse
Funny how I never thought it would get this bad
Funny how, ever since you have left all I can do is…
Think
Grieve
Pray
That you are alright and that you will come back someday…
That night, the night you left and the night you returned
I never meant to cut that deep
Never thought you would find me like that
Never thought that you would look at me with such fear
It hurts less now…
No one to underestimate me
To look down on me
But you
I'm floating now,
Drifting away and I can see you
See your tears
Your sadness
Your love…
Funny how, when I thought you could never love me I notice it far too late,
I notice that you DO love me, and there is nothing I can do to stop it
Nothing you can do to stop it
You catch me as I fall
Watch as my lifeblood pours out of my veins
I watch
As I have always watched
And I see your tears
Your pain
Your weakness…
AN: Ok, thought up a crazy idea for an angst possible two shot and I had to write it down, but I personally think this one is crap, go ahead flame away, oh and you win a cookie if you can guess who this is )